Chapter 127: Put Him in Your Heart!
Lin Huayin's unusual attitude caught Xiao Zheng a little off guard, and even normal logic began to become lacking. He didn't understand how Lin Huayin could accept his sinful self, except for the shock and panic at the beginning, Lin Huayin didn't pay attention to his past at all. This is really incredible for Xiao Zheng. Lin Huayin also had to be re-evaluated.
What kind of woman is she?
"And beer?" Lin Huayin put down the empty wine glass, raised his eyes and asked.
"Yes." Xiao Zheng got up to get a beer, and when he came back, he found that Lin Huayin was adjusting his breathing in a very cute way. It seems that her psyche is not as calm as it seems.
"Here comes the wine." Xiao Zheng greeted in advance.
Lin Huayin returned to his original appearance, nodded indifferently, and took the beer.
After Xiao Zheng sat down, a meaningful smile jumped in his eyes, and he pursed his lips and asked, "Are you afraid?" ”
"Afraid of what?" Lin Huayin took a sip of beer, quite a bit of using alcohol to anesthetize himself.
"Afraid of me." Xiao Zheng said with a smile.
A murderous demon like herself, except for a female demon like Tina, even if it is Bai Yujiao, it is impossible not to be afraid at all, right?
When Lin Huayin heard this, he didn't answer directly, but continued to drink a few sips of beer, then slowly put down the wine glass, stared at Xiao Zheng with straight eyes, and asked rhetorically: "If I hurt you, will you kill me?" ”
Xiao Zheng was slightly stunned, and his gaze involuntarily slid from Lin Huayin's lower abdomen: "Even if you want to kill me, I won't resist." ”
"Then why should I be afraid of you?" Lin Huayin said lightly. "You have killed people, but you are for your brothers, for Lin Xiaozhu, not for yourself. Where do you think you deserve my fear? ”
Xiao Zheng's eyes flashed with subtle throbbing, and the corners of his lips twitched.
This is the first time that Xiao Zheng feels that he has integrated into the world of ordinary people after returning to China. Even if it is limited, it is impossible to expand indefinitely. But for him, it was already a great encouragement.
"Although I am not afraid of you, I hope you will not do this kind of thing again in the future." Lin Huayin tried to calm himself and said word by word. "It's not the life that I and Xiaozhu yearn for, and it's not the life we will love."
Xiao Zheng nodded: "Understood." ”
"Do you really understand?" Lin Huayin stared at Xiao Zheng meticulously. "What you kill is a person, not a chicken or duck, not a cat or a dog, it's a living, human."
Even if the person you killed is extremely heinous and the law cannot tolerate it, you should not take action!
"Really understood." Xiao Zheng smiled and nodded. "More than anyone else, I yearn for a peaceful life."
This is the truth, and it is also Xiao Zheng's heart. Otherwise, he would not have left his brothers and sisters overseas and returned to Mingzhu alone, living this kind of life without three meals, without dignity and personality. In order to just find a tranquility and enjoy a peace.
"Hmm." Lin Huayin nodded lightly and got up. "I'm full."
After that, without waiting for Xiao Zheng to respond, he went straight to the second floor.
Click.
When Lin Huayin returned to the room and closed the door, her body seemed to be hollowed out and leaned softly against the door.
Yes.
She was terrified!
The man who just chatted with her about hot pot was a man with blood on his hands!
He ruthlessly deprived others of their lives, even if there are thousands of reasons, in Lin Huayin's sound three views, it is not understood!
But she understood!
She was afraid of his past, but she accepted his present!
She will try to forget Xiao Zheng's terrible past, accept him now, and welcome him in the future.
Why would she do it? Why didn't even the most basic fear and uneasiness be revealed in front of Xiao Zheng?
She asked herself, is such a man possible to live with herself?
The minute Xiao was going to get a beer, she figured it out and agreed with him.
Yes. She was selfish, and for her own sake, she left behind her morals and concepts for many years. Because of Xiao Zheng's appearance, it filled the vacancy in her father in her heart and gave her a not very healthy psychological dependence. Once upon a time, she trusted her father to do anything for her, including killing people and setting fires. But my father destroyed the family with his own hands for the sake of a woman. also destroyed all her adoration of her father.
She became self-reliant and independent, but deep down, she lacked a kind of dependence. A kind of dependence that was enjoyed immensely in childhood.
Now, Xiao Zheng has given her this dependence. Even if it was dangerous, even in the eyes of the sane Lin Huayin, it was purely stepping on a tightrope, but she didn't want to let go, and she didn't plan to let go of Xiao Zheng.
How many people in this world can kill people and set fire to themselves, and become the target of everyone, the sinners of all beings? Xiao Zheng could, and he did.
If a man can kill for you, even if he is condemned by the whole world, you must be willing to accept him and understand him. Even if the process is frightening and dangerous - there is nothing to fear.
This is Lin Huayin's current state of mind, and it is also the reason why she tried not to hurt Xiao Zheng with her reaction. She minded Xiao Zheng killing people, and even repelled them. But she didn't hate what Xiao Zheng had done for herself at all.
Selfish?
No one has ever thought that Lin Huayin should be generous enough to have the world in mind. Who is not selfish? What woman can distinguish between public and private?
She just enjoys this dependence, and even if she is afraid, she is willing to bear it.
She just doesn't want to let go of Xiao Zheng, even if she is uneasy, she is not afraid of challenges.
Who stipulates that the man next to me Lin Huayin must be talented, have a good family background, and be a humble gentleman?
I'm going to find a sinful man who has been through the dark world and has blood on his hands! He can offend the Han family for me, who can? He dares to kill for my sister, who would dare?
He has done so much more than you! Lin Chaotian!
The family changes in his childhood created Lin Huayin's seemingly sound personality, but in fact he was extreme and withdrawn. In the past, like all normal women, she had three views that were cultivated by society. But at certain moments, the rebellion in her bones will turn her into a woman who is more afraid of others to do, the more she wants to be. Perhaps it is this kind of character that has created today's Lin Huayin, the most admired and worshiped iceberg goddess in Xinao.
Lin Huayin, who was confused, didn't know that ordinary getting along didn't make her have any impression of Xiao Zheng, even if it was very likely that she was pregnant with Xiao Zheng's child in her belly, she couldn't reverse her perseverance. Instead, after learning about Xiao Zheng's past and learning that she killed for Lin Xiaozhu. Her tidal wave of emotions poured out, and she had a rebellious psychology that was both afraid and unwilling to let go of Xiao Zheng.
But how did she know that love and hate were just a thought. Whether you love or hate, the first thing to do is to keep the other person in your heart.
Tonight, Lin Huayin finally opened her heart and quietly put the man who obviously had no possibility with her into her heart.
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