Zhan Yilin believes that the story of her and Chen Haoran has not yet been interpreted.

They love each other, so their story, even if it's not exciting, shouldn't end like this. Because they haven't had time to start yet, fate shouldn't be so cruel to them.

However, Chen Haoran still left.

He left her, left this world, and went to a place where she couldn't reach in this life and this life.

Zhan Yilin couldn't express to others what she felt at the bottom of her heart at this moment.

It hurts.

It was as if she was soberly watching her heart being cut open alive and cruelly taking out her heart that had been shattered into powder.

She trembled in pain and couldn't speak.

She lost all sensations and just knew that the place of the heart was empty. also knows that no one can fill her heart anymore.

The only person who could fill her heart has left this world.

On the day of Chen Haoran's burial, the sun was very good.

Zhan Yilin was wearing an olive-green regular uniform, with a hat on her arm, everyone left, and she was the only one standing in front of his tombstone, looking at the photo of Chen Haoran on the tombstone.

That photo, she remembers, was taken for him last year. At that time, she was still filming and said: "Chen Haoran, don't shoot." ”

"Why?" He asked.

She said: "You look so bad, do you understand that strict zhòng affects the quality of the photos in my camera?" ”

She never thought that this photo would one day be pasted on Chen Haoran's tombstone.

He was still so young, and he didn't have time to say that he liked her personally, how could he just leave?

Thinking about it, Zhan Yilin's tears just slid down, and her vision was gradually blurred by the tears in her eyes

"Yilin"

Suddenly, she heard Chen Haoran's voice, and he was calling her name.

She looked over ecstatically, and sure enough, she saw Chen Haoran.

He was standing not far from her left, dressed in his regular clothes and hat, his olive-green figure almost blending with the green meadow. The corners of his mouth hung with his usual light smile, with his characteristic ruffian, still familiar to her.

"Haoran." The corners of Zhan Yilin's mouth raised a smile, and she wiped the tears on her face and ran towards Chen Haoran.

When Chen Haoran came back, she knew that he wouldn't just leave her like that.

Finally ran to Chen Haoran, Zhan Yilin just stretched out his hand to hug him, but his tall body continued to dissipate out of thin air, disappearing little by little, she stretched out her hand, and couldn't hold it with all her strength

"Haoran" the corners of her eyes were wet with tears again, "Don't go"

"Yilin," Chen Haoran smiled, "goodbye." When the end fell, he was never seen again.

"Haoran" Zhan Yilin searched around like a lost person in the forest, trying to find the trajectory of Chen Haoran's departure, but she couldn't find anything, so she could only call his name "Haoran" helplessly

"Chen Haoran!"

Zhan Yilin called Chen Haoran's name, woke up from the nightmare, looked at the dark surroundings, and couldn't tell the difference between reality and fiction for the first time.

After a while, she wiped the cold sweat from her forehead, and then she breathed a sigh of relief.

It was just a nightmare, and the bullet hit Chen Haoran a little lower than his shoulder, so that it would not kill him.

It's just that now his physical condition is too bad, and after the operation, he has not woken up. Min Shiyan said that it may have to wait until tomorrow morning.

She stayed in the hospital to accompany Chen Haoran, and later after midnight, she was really sleepy, so she fell asleep next to his bed, unexpectedly found by a nightmare.

Zhan Yilin stared at the sleeping Chen Haoran for a long time, and confirmed that he was lying on the bed well, and her heart finally returned to its original place little by little.

She looked at the time again, it was already more than five o'clock, the eastern sky was already white, and it was about to dawn, she estimated that she couldn't sleep, so she simply sat down, supported her chin and looked at Chen Haoran carefully.

They grew up together, in literary terms: childhood sweethearts.

However, she never seemed to have looked at Chen Haoran carefully.

Although Tianning has always proudly said that Chen Haoran is not as good-looking as his father, in fact, Chen Haoran can definitely be classified as handsome, and he is very attractive.

Zhan Yiyang's facial features are extraordinarily deep and distinct, that kind of handsomeness is very tough, and there is also a kind of upright and strict sù, which is also the reason why his aura is exceptionally strong.

Chen Haoran's facial features are also very good, and his outline is clear and profound, but he looks much more childish than Zhan Yiyang, and he does not have the strictness of Zhan Yiyang, but he has the ruffian atmosphere of a hooligan, but he will not give people the feeling of not doing his job like a ruffian on the street.

He is not as stingy with his smile as Zhan Yiyang, he has something to talk to and can get along with anyone, so he is very popular in the army. But when necessary, he can also take up the shelf of the deputy commander and give orders, and no one below dares to disobey. When he was on a mission, he was more desperate than every member of the team, but the usual ruffian was gone.

She knew that there were many female soldiers in the army who were interested in him, and he could naturally detect it, and every time he would come over to show off to her, but when he turned around, he hinted to the female soldier very tactfully that crushing him was a point of no return, and it was better to stop the precipice as soon as possible. He never directly refuses people, saves enough face for female soldiers, and when he says goodbye, he treats it as if nothing has happened, and he is a friend who can talk and laugh.

Thinking about it now, for so many years, she never realized that she would lose Chen Haoran one day, just because she was determined