Chapter 636: A Place to Cleanse the Heart
I didn't expect that the woman in red needed me to persuade Mi Cai to stay in the mall and continue to rise and fall, no wonder Mi Cai would refuse, because this is contrary to our assumptions, but if Mi Cai still has the heart to make a comeback, I will not stop her, she is completely free in my place.
I said to the woman in red very sincerely: "Returning to Xuzhou to live is the consensus we have reached, and it is also what I hope, so I will not persuade her, and of course I will not prevent her from accepting your proposal, this matter really has to be done by yourself." β
The woman in red looked at me with contempt on her face: "Zhaoyang, you don't have a man's blood, let alone a man's pleasure and hatred!" β
"What can you do after you are happy and revenge, don't you have to return to life in the end? For me now, the pursuit of the ordinary is a kind of return to the basics after seeing through, the so-called happiness and hatred, will only make people lose their direction and become a person who always lives in resentment, which is very unhappy and not free."
Mi Cai nodded and said: "I agree with this, Mr. An, like Zhaoyang, I really don't have any nostalgia for the shopping mall anymore, I just want to live every detail of my life down-to-earth, sometimes, coarse tea and light rice are not necessarily really unappetizing."
None of us took this conversation as a joke, so the woman in red fell into silence thoughtfully, in her silence, we came to the restaurant that mainly served Subang cuisine, standing side by side, but because the light diverged in different directions, our figures were also separated from the left and right, Mi Cai and I were to the left, and the woman in red was alone to the right, she looked very lonely, her loneliness stemmed from the love and hatred in her heart, which I could perceive
Entering the hotel, we didn't book a private room, just chose a relatively quiet corner, Mi Cai and I sat together, the woman in red was alone, looking lonely, and her eyes stayed on a family of three not far away
Mi Cai and I were discussing what to eat, and she finally said to me and Mi Cai after a long silence, "You can have some drinks with me tonight, maybe so I can tell you a little bit about my heart!" β
Mi Cai nodded, then called the waiter and asked for a bottle of liquor, liquor is the best wine to match Subang cuisine, because its stimulation can restrain the sweetness of Subang cuisine, and the sweetness of Subang cuisine can dilute the pungency of liquor
Before the wine came up, the woman in red had already entered a state of indulgence, she took out a pack of ladies cigarettes from her handbag, took out one, and lit it between her slender fingers Mi Cai and I were the first time to see her smoking, they looked at each other unexpectedly, and then looked at her again, her smoking posture was beautiful, but what came out of her mouth was endless melancholy and pain
However, this is a civilian hotel, and even the woman who smokes is not the only one, and no one minds, she fills the surroundings with smoke
I have a natural sensitivity to the smell of tobacco, and my thoughts can't help but diverge with the smoke, I seem to see the speculation of the human heart again, and then think of Yan Yan, who should still be kept in the dark by Fang Yuan, and the biggest victim in the whole incident
However, I knew the truth between Fang Yuan and Mi Lan, but I didn't dare to remind her that she was pregnant, how could Qing XΓΉ withstand such an impact? Her love would directly affect the child in her womb, but if she didn't remind her, she could only watch Fang Yuan weave lies again, pushing her into the abyss step by step
This man who puts his humanity among the white clouds and dogs once again threw the problem to me at this moment, I even hope that he will hide it like this, and let Yan Yanshun give birth to this child, after all, the child's life is innocent, and the collapse of parents' feelings must not be borne by him!
In my thoughts, Mi Cai had already poured wine into the cups of me and the woman in red, and said to me: "Zhaoyang, don't drink too much when you accompany Mr. An to drink some bars, stop at the end of the order!" β
As soon as Mi Cai's words fell, the woman in red had already raised her head and drank the liquor in the transparent cup, she let out a heavy breath, she was overwhelmed by the wine, and her face soon had a flush to set off her tears falling from her eyes more clearly, crystalline! This kind of sparkleness is mixed with pain and pain, and it is not as sparkling as it seems!
The woman in red finally said to me and Mi Cai: "I once loved a man, I fell in love with the poison, and we had a promise of marriage, I once felt that my life was complete, and I was looking forward to going to France to go through the formalities of marrying him, but when we met again, it was at his wedding with another woman, he did it, it was better to kill me with his own hands!" β
I heard so much resentment and repression in her words that I was silent for a long time before I asked her, "What did you do afterwards?" β
The expression of the woman in red was extremely complicated: "He said that the responsibility is greater than the sky, well, I will turn him into a man who is completely unable to take responsibility, I annexed his company, let him have nothing, let him live up to the employees who have high expectations for him, and make him notorious in the entire business circle"
I exchanged a look with Mi Cai, and I already knew in my heart who the man she was talking about, but I didn't expect her and that man to have such a past!! At first, I only thought that the man was the legal husband of a well-known female anchor, and then divorced, and he was still a new young entrepreneur in recent years, and suddenly fell from the business world, and I was shocked by the inside story of the woman in red herself.
The woman in red seemed to shed some resentment and said, "What is the point that he has worked so hard to manage, in my world, he can be ruined without much effort?" The Godfather of Entrepreneurship? Hehe, it's just a small businessman who doesn't go into the stream!! β
I knew she was telling the truth, but she had lost her temper due to the stimulation of alcohol and the extreme resentment that had accumulated in her heart
She really lost her temper, picked up the wine glass and drank it again, and her tears couldn't stop falling, as if every tear was the grievance and torn pain of all these years!
I also drank the wine in the glass, and then said to her with a heavy heart: "He is nothing, but he is the man you love, Mr. An, you have done so much with all your heart, but are you really happy?" β
"Of course I wasn't happy, so I hoped he was even more unhappy than I was, but when I saw him even more unhappy, I felt like I was close to breaking down again and again! This feeling panics me, confuses me, overwhelms me, how could I be so ridiculous? β
"You're not ridiculous, it's just a fork in the road you can choose in your heart, your wisdom and hatred have become your lingering demons, why don't you want your heart to be baptized and accept that man? You are destined to be his woman, otherwise after all these years, you would not still be alone! β
The woman in red fell silent, and she seemed to be recalling all the pain she had done over the years and wrote it on her face again! But he muttered: "I love him, I want to be his woman, I don't want much for him, I don't want much for him, as long as he gives me an upright wife, but, this year, I played him in the mall between applause, and I used dishonorable means I feel dirty!" Like you said, what can I do after I am happy and revenge, and I don't want to return to life in the end, but can I still go back? In the face of his confession, I was also full of repentance, and I didn't dare to expose what I had done with all my heart and soul in front of him, and I seemed to be so wrong that I couldn't turn back!! β
I persuaded again: "Mr. An, you are very wrong, just like if you forgive him for his mistakes, he will definitely forgive you because he may love you more than you love him!" Just waiting for you to untie the knot and give him a chance, you must not suffocate each other and sink each other in a painful river because of mutual suspicion, it's really time to go ashore, Mr. An! β
The woman in red lost her mind for a long time after my words, and finally said to me and Mi Cai: "Your choice today has touched me a lot, and I should go back to the place where he lives to deal with some things."
The woman in red didn't immediately say what happened next, she made a cautious decision, and after drinking half a glass of wine, she said: "After that, I will choose a way to minimize the damage and tell him what I have done, and after that, I should go to a place where I can cleanse my soul to confess for myself and for him!" β
Mi Cai nodded and said: "When I love photography, I have traveled all over the country and washed my soul, it must be Tibet, go to the Sakya Temple there, it is a very special temple, maybe you will have a lot of new gains!" β
This night, Mi Cai and I chatted with the woman in red for a long time, her experience gave us a deeper understanding of life, and we made the choice to go back to Xuzhou without regrets, because people have a time limit for life, and in this period, we should do what makes us feel the happiest, and whether the material is the most important thing is actually only from the choice of the heart!
After Mi Cai and I sent the woman in red to the hotel, we walked all the way to the old house, she was tired, so I carried her on my back all night, and we were relaxed and gentle when we put down a qiΔ, until we saw the black Mercedes-Benz car parked at the entrance of the community, and Mi Zhongde standing next to the car, the night was deep again.
He was not far away, looking at Mi Cai who was looking for a sense of security on my back!! He actually found this place!! What's going on??
Today's chapter can be regarded as the completion of one of my own promises, and it can be regarded as giving the heroine of the previous book an extra
There are a lot of plots involved in the previous book, and readers who haven't read my last book can check it out...... It was also published in 17K, the title of the book is "My Best Girlfriends", the male protagonist is Zhang Yixi, and the female protagonist is Anqi! A lot of people say it's my best work...... Of course I don't agree! How could it be my best work?