182. Chapter 182 - Choice - Let Go 2
In ancient times, there was a poor show who married a lady, and the husband and wife lived in poverty but were very affectionate.
Later, Xiucai was diagnosed with a terminal illness, and in order not to drag down his wife, he changed his usual appearance, drinking and gambling all day long, abusing his wife at least and beating him severely.
His wife abandoned him in grief and then remarried to a wealthy local merchant, and the husband and wife lived a harmonious and beautiful life.
Xiucai, who was in the terminal stage of his life, rented a dilapidated thatched house opposite the mansion of a wealthy businessman, and he peeked through that window day after day to peek into his wife's happy face, and finally died peacefully on the night his wife gave birth to a baby boy.
After the drama was sung, a couple was moved, and the girlfriend cried in her boyfriend's arms, "Husband, if one day you are terminally ill, and I have a better choice, will you do this to me?" ”
The boyfriend kept nodding his head and wiping his tears for his girlfriend with his sleeve, "Yes, yes." ”
"Do you really?" An indifferent and sneering voice sounded behind him, and the corners of Lin Zeshao's mouth hooked a thin and cool arc, "Can you really give away the happiness and warmth that you have already grasped in the palm of your hand?" Can you really tolerate other men sleeping with your wife? Knowing that without her, you will die, but you are still willing to exhaust your mental strength in this lonely river of time, and finally die a sad and lonely death? ”
The couple turned around, and the boyfriend was originally angry because of the sentence "let other men sleep with your wife", "You! "My boyfriend wants to find someone to talk to.
But as soon as they saw Lin Zeshao, they were stunned, he had a pair of ink eyes as sharp as a night eagle, and his whole body exuded a compelling coldness and elegance, which made people unbearable to blaspheme.
Without the slightest provocation, he stared at his boyfriend seriously, as if all he was asking for was an answer.
"Answer me, would you?"
The boyfriend hugged his girlfriend tightly, and he was a little hesitant, "What can you do if you don't want to, you are already terminally ill, and you can't give her happiness by taking advantage of her." ”
Heh, he's terminally ill?
His love has become humble, stubborn, and unconvinced after six years of repeated struggle and waiting, and the arrival of Liu Jingqi exposes all his dark side of hypocrisy and selfishness, and sharpens the contradictions and obstacles in life to the extreme.
Xia Tong gave up the jewelry design for him, and he accepted it with peace of mind and destroyed it without hesitation. But now that Su Ru is forcing him, he can't resist.
If he doesn't resist, it means that Xia Tong will be entangled with Liu Jingqi in the jewelry world, and as long as he thinks of this, he will lose control.
He knows better than anyone that Liu Jingqi and Xia Tong are a perfect match, and Xia Tong can get the whole world with him, so he is terrified and panicked all day long.
Xia Tong fell in love with him because of amnesia, or she didn't love him at all but was bound by marital morality, and he didn't know when she would think of Liu Jingqi and abandon him.
His life is a mess right now and he doesn't know what to do?
Do you want to let it go? He couldn't.
But he felt that Xia Tong was like sand pinched in the palm of his hand, and the tighter he pinched, the faster Xia Tong lost.
He has been living in a world of gain and loss and self-deception, silent.
But silence, silence, if you don't explode in silence, you will perish in silence, he has a premonition that he is going to explode, but the result of the outbreak is destruction!
He was indeed terminally ill.
He doesn't even know what love is now? How to love?
Lin Zeshao's ink eyes were still deep and terrifying, but his handsome face was very confused. This kind of expression appears on such a wise and murderous man, which is very distressing.
The boyfriend looked at Lin Zeshao at a loss, and he couldn't help but feel a little proud, "Because you can't give her happiness, she will leave you one day, and it's useless for you to force it." In this case, it is better to let go as soon as possible, while you are still the most beautiful gesture of love. ”
The most beautiful gesture of love?
Oh, is his six years of obsessive waiting just for a gesture?
But he was right, it was useless to force it, she would leave one day.
And he can't be with Xia Tong anymore, Su Ru doesn't let him see her these days, and he even wants to use tough and coercive means on his mother-in-law during sleepless nights.
He's going crazy!
He couldn't imagine what would become of him when he completely lost his mind and consciousness, and he didn't know what crazy things he would do to hurt her in order to monopolize her.
Since it's also painful for two people to be together, so be it.
He let go and made her happy, and he was alone in pain.
……
Xia Tong was woken up by a slight noise in the room, and when she opened her hazy sleepy eyes, she saw several dark shadows by the window.
With a pang in her heart, she quickly sat up, and just wanted to scream, the security window outside the window was completely removed, the window was opened, and a familiar voice resounded in her ears, "Xia Tong..."
"Husband?" Xia Tong's pupils widened, she quickly climbed off the bed, and ran to the window with her bare feet on the ground.
It was now more than 5 o'clock in the morning, and it was still dark, and the man's handsome face could not be seen in the dark, but his calm and steady posture stood outside her window.
"Xia Tong, follow me." Lin Zeshao stretched out his big palm and passed it through her armpit, and then hugged her out of it with a force.
It was very cold outside, and the cold of late autumn had just invaded the senses, and Lin Zeshao had already picked her up.
He was wearing a black tweed coat, and he carefully gathered her in his broad, warm arms, and there was a pile of rockeries under his feet, but he walked with a sonorous and calm step.
"Husband," Xia Tong dug his little face into his coat, his voice happy and soft, "Where are you going to take me?" Would my mother be angry if she knew I had sneaked out? ”
The man's voice was low, good, and tinged with a hint of pampering, "I'll explain it to my mother, don't worry." ”
With that, the two came to the Land Rover, he directly opened the driver's door, hugged her and bent down to sit in.
The car was heated and comfortable. Lin Zeshao stretched out his big palm to drive the lights, and the soft dim light quickly spread out, illuminating the quiet car and the faces of the two of them.
I haven't seen him for two days, he is still handsome and cold, and he has a small stubble on his chin, which adds to the charm of a man. At this moment, his dark eyes were hot and obsessive, and he looked at her closely.
"Xia Tong." Holding her little hands with both hands, his calloused fingertips rubbed her face carefully, and called her in a low and hoarse voice.
Xia Tong's heart was so soft that he couldn't do it, and he didn't see it for a day, like every other autumn.
"Husband." She smiled softly, and her eyes were as bright as stars.
The two of them didn't speak for a moment, their noses pressed against each other, her sweet breath entangled with his scorching masculinity, and the temperature of the car rose a few heights.
Lin Zeshao opened his mouth to hold her delicate lips, sucking and gnawing, his strong and powerful long tongue probed into her honey belly, absorbing her sweetness, and he hooked her to sink together.
He kissed fiercely, stormy but with the warmest lingering.
She was dressed in a soft cotton pajamas, his big palm slipped into her dress, his fingertips ran through her delicate and sensitive skin, and then he held her round plump/voluptuous in his hand and kneaded/kneaded it slowly.
"Hmm..."The embarrassed moan had already overflowed from his lips and teeth, and Xia Tong collapsed in his arms like water.
Lin Zeshao didn't take any further action, and his long tongue licked her cochlea again and again, "Xia Tong, with me, do you have any regrets?" ”
"What?" Xia Tong was teased by him, his whole body was crisp/numb, his little hands tightly grasped the shirt on his chest, and asked him in a daze.
Lin Ze nodded at her crystal earlobes, "Xia Tong, with me, is there anything else you want to do but haven't done?" I'm with you today, and we're going to finish it together. ”
Xia Tong sat up straight, her pretty face was crimson, her expression was innocent, she tilted her little head and counted her fingers, "I want to do too much, I want to go to the supermarket and the mall with you, I want to ride a bicycle with you and watch a movie, I want to watch the sunrise with you on a picnic, I want to..."
"Xia Tong," Lin Zeshao called softly, stretching out his big palm to wrap her little hand, "We can't do so much in a day, we will ride bicycles, picnic and watch the sunrise today." ”
……
The two went to have breakfast first, and then Lin Zeshao took Xia Tong to buy clothes.
"Sir, miss, what do you want to buy?" The shopping guide greeted her warmly.
Xia Tong is still wearing pink pajamas, a white cartoon rabbit on her chest, and she is wearing white fluffy slippers at her feet, with her hair scattered, and the whole person is confused and cute.
Lin Zeshao let go of her shoulders, Xia Tong looked around the store and didn't make up her mind, at this time the shopping guide lady pointed to a piece of clothing on the model, "Miss, you can try this white sweater, it also has a men's clothing of the same style, you can wear a couple outfit with your husband." This style is loose and casual, making it perfect for traveling. ”
Xia Tong looked very satisfied, she turned her head to look at Lin Zeshao.
The man stood upright through a hanger, his facial features were soft, and a pair of eyes looked at her affectionately through layers of twilight.
Xia Tong's cheeks were a little hot, more affectionate. She bit her lip and called him softly, "Husband, shall we try this?" ”
……
Xia Tong walked out first, and she tied the horse braid high with a leather band, revealing her beautiful and delicate neck.
The white sweater is very loose, making her petite and exquisite, the thick fur collar can faintly peek into her beautiful collarbone, and a plain and fair face is clear water hibiscus.
The shopping guide couldn't help but praise, "Miss, you are really beautiful in this sweater." ”
Just as he was complimenting, Lin Zeshao walked out of the fitting room.
I have to say that Lin Zeshao is a charming man who is very easy to deceive people, no matter what color clothes are worn on him, he can wear different charms.
Black makes him delicate and noble, navy blue or purple makes him elegant and charming, with her he gradually likes pink, water clear... This kind of warm-colored clothes makes him look chic.
Just like this white sweater, he has lost his usual cold and hard stereotypes, and he has more affinity. With black casual pants on his lower body, he seems to have returned to the innocent and romantic era six years ago.
PS: Thank you leisurely 9xlr, bjn9906 two sisters for their tips on me, love you, Mo Da