1176. 1175 A few degrees of cold wind, a few degrees of affection 2

The snow falls silently from midnight until dawn.

The night was extraordinarily long for Wanruo, and every moment seemed like a hundred years. After taking two doses of medicine in succession, it was like the blood in her body was completely drained away, and she couldn't sleep for most of the night because of the pain in her lower abdomen, but the physical pain was insignificant compared to the heartache. Murong Yichuan ordered Chunxiang to light a soothing incense in order to let Wanruo sleep peacefully, and under the effect of incense, Wanruo barely slept until dawn.

After sobering up, I remembered that I was very sorry in my heart yesterday, mainly because of Cao's miscarriage, and it was not Wanruo's intention to let her child bury her own flesh and blood, but now the mistake has been made, and it can no longer be remedied, as if I don't know how to face Cao's in the future, and the main thing is that I made an innocent little life die in my mother's womb because of myself, which is a sin. Breakfast was put on the table as if there was no appetite, in order to appease Wanruo's feelings, Murong Yichuan ordered the resignation, and he was inseparable from Wanruo's side, but from last night to now, it seems that he has almost not said a word, and his tears have dried up, and now he seems to have only the sadness of wanting to cry without tears. "Ruoruo, you haven't eaten since last night, how can you eat so well, eat some quickly." Murong Yichuan personally fed the snow-white rice porridge to his lips, and then dodged away as if he was a man, "If you don't be willful, your body is so weak that you will cross if you don't eat or drink all the time." No matter how hard Murong Yichuan persuaded him, he was still indifferent, and in the end, Murong Yichuan had no choice but to put the bowl on the table and said; "If you don't eat, then I'll be with you." Immediately, Murong Yichuan asked someone to bring Qian Xue, "Xue'er, your queen mother doesn't need to eat, slam the door and accompany her to starve." Murong Yichuan hugged Xiao Qianxue and said in a deep voice, "Why doesn't the queen mother have to eat, is she sick?" The little girl naturally didn't know what happened yesterday, so she had a question. Murong Yichuan Road; "It's the queen mother who is sick," Xiao Qianxue broke free from her father's arms and walked in front of Wanruo, her little hand gently stroked her mother's face, "When the queen mother is sick, she has to eat well and take medicine to get better, when Xue'er is sick, the queen mother wants Xue'er to be obedient, why is the queen mother disobedient when she is sick?" Facing Xiao Yatou's immature appearance, she seemed to be soft in her heart, "The queen mother is obedient, the queen mother is obedient." "If you don't want to make Qianxue unhappy because of yourself, you have to reluctantly agree that Murong Yichuan will eat by herself." Fiction "Novel chapters are updated the fastest

After breakfast, the snow was still falling, large snowflakes were falling from the foggy sky, and the howling north wind was whining, like a heart-rending sad song.

As if taking out the dozens of scriptures he had copied before and asking Chunxiang to accompany him to the Imperial Palace, Murong Yichuan hurriedly stopped, "You just had a miscarriage and should have a good rest, but you are too weak to go due to the wind and snow outside." Murong Yichuan held Wanruo's hand tightly.

As if calming down, he said in a calm and indifferent tone; "I want to pray for my child, I hope he will be reincarnated as soon as possible, and the Cao family's child is because Murong Yichuan stopped him before Wanruo's words were finished, "The Cao family has no children at all, you are too sad." If you go to the Imperial Palace to pray for our children, then I will accompany you. For Murong Yichuan, he must have been heartbroken for losing two children in succession, but he can distinguish between Cao's children and Wanruo's children.

It was like taking a sedan chariot with Murong Yichuan to the Imperial Palace.

The Imperial Palace is located in the west of the Imperial Palace, although the palace is not as good as the beginning, the three major halls of Taiji Hanyuan are majestic, but it is also treacherous, magnificent. The Imperial Palace is a place where various gods are enshrined and incense is burned and prayed for by the emperor and his concubines on specific festivals.

It seems that since entering the main Zhaoyang Palace, he will come to the Huangji Hall to burn incense on the fifteenth day of the first lunar month, or usually send the copy of haode scriptures to the Huangji Palace.

Coming to the Huangji Hall is like lighting incense first, and then burning the scriptures copied by her own hands that she brought, and then she knelt in front of the statue and bowed three times, "All the gods are above, and the believer Xiao Wanruo is here to beg all the gods to bless my dead child to be reincarnated as soon as possible, and there are believers to repent in front of the gods, because the fault of the believer prompted Cao Guifei's child to die, and the believer is guilty of it, I hope that all the gods will also bless Cao Guifei's child to be reincarnated as soon as possible, and bless Cao Guifei with peace, If Heaven is strong because of the fault of the faithful woman, then please punish me alone, and do not disturb my husband and my children. As if she repented like a god with her piety, she still refused to get up after a stick of incense was exhausted, Murong Yichuan wanted to hold it, but she stubbornly refused, "Please give me a chance to repent, otherwise I won't be able to feel at ease when I go back." Murong Yichuan had no choice but to follow it, and he waited quietly on the side as if he got up.

It was as if she knelt in the Imperial Palace for four hours, and she didn't get up until she fainted, but the regret in her heart did not lessen much.

Returning to Sun Moon Xuan, Murong Yichuan comforted him while massaging his legs that were a little swollen from kneeling, "Why are you doing this, this matter has nothing to do with you at all, you torture yourself like this, not only do you suffer, but I am also the same." ”

As if she still refused to say more, her deep resentment towards Murong Yichuan made her feel that silence was the best.

The next day, the snow stopped at dawn, and the dawn in the east was another round of red sunshine.

The snow dyed the country and the mountains were picturesque, but the heartbroken Wanruo had no intention of going outside to enjoy the snow, Murong Yichuan couldn't accompany her all the time, she went to the court early in the morning, she barely used some for breakfast, Zi Yan smelled like a miscarriage and was very worried, because of the heavy snow, she didn't enter the palace, and now the snow is set Zi Yan is busy taking Xiao Yuwan into the palace to visit, "It's only been a little more than a day, sister-in-law, you are so haggard." Looking at the red and swollen eyes, Zi Yan, whose pale and thin face, was so distressed. As if kissing Xiao Yuwan's delicate face, a little warmth welled up in her heart, "Zi Yan, I really didn't mean to ask your imperial brother to bury the Cao family's child with my child, I didn't mean to." As if he couldn't get out of the shadow of Cao's miscarriage because of himself, he immediately said to Zi Yan about all the things that happened to him, but Zi Yan seemed very calm when he heard these things, "Sister-in-law, don't be sad, I didn't mean to, and it was too coincidental for my sister-in-law to say that she was pregnant, and her child killed your child." Zi Yan only had a few sisters and brothers in her eyes, and as for Murong Yichuan's other concubines, she didn't think they were just floating clouds.

"The Cao family must hate me to the bone, she doesn't dare to hate your imperial brother, last night I also dreamed that she took a knife to find me desperately, her hideous appearance I still remember vividly. In fact, Cao's knowledgeable, dignified and gentle, I like her, and I want to be a confidant with her, but since your imperial brother was fortunate to her, I can't get any better with her, and even jealous of her, because your imperial brother is good to her, so long I have never seen your imperial brother care for women other than me, but Cao's is to your imperial brother is very attentive, they are together at least six times a month, and before Pan's at most two or three times a month, and then she had a cloud Your imperial brother just went to see her and left, your imperial brother is attentive to Cao's family. "Thinking of Murong Yichuan and Cao's various likenesses, I can't help but feel sad from it, although the Cao family can't replace their own status, but seeing their goodness still can't be at ease.

Zi Yan pinched a chestnut into several halves, stuffed the smallest half into Xiao Yuwan's mouth, and ate the other half by herself, and only after performing the chestnuts did Zi Yan sigh, "Since ancient times, emperors have been amorous, and the imperial brother is no exception, I have also heard Wen Jun say that the prince of Dali will enter the palace, and the harem will be lively in the future, and the sister-in-law has to open it herself, as long as you are the queen of the middle palace, then the other concubines can't help your sister-in-law in how to be favored, and besides, you and the imperial brother are in weal and woe, and your feelings are irreplaceable." ”

When Zi Yan and Wan Ruo were talking, Chunxiang came in and reported that the Queen Mother had sent Aunt Liuyun to send some supplements.

Empress Dowager Xiao was very sad when she smelled like a miscarriage, and every day she had to send the big palace maid tassel or liuyun around her to Zhaoyang Palace to send some supplements.

As if he was busy instructing Chunxiang, "You take the tonic and say that I am fine, and I am talking to Princess Ziyan, please don't worry about it." ”

Haruka said yes and went down.

After a cup of tea, Zhou Dawei's wife Chu Qianqian took her daughter Lan Xin and son Jianfeng into the palace to visit Wanruo, and with Chu Qianqian and Ziyan accompanying Wanruo, her mood was somewhat better.

Murong Yichuan was busy dealing with the backlog of concerts and discussing with Prime Minister Xiao Yucheng in the Taiji Palace, but he would send Dequan or early summer to visit Zhaoyang Palace every half an hour, and he was relieved to hear that Zi Yan and Chu Qianqian were accompanied by Murong Yichuan in Sun Moon Xuan. At the same time, Murong Yichuan also felt that he had wronged the Cao family, and it was not easy for him to go to the Ziquan Palace at this juncture, so he quietly sent some bird's nest and the Shu brocade and Cao family that Bashu had just paid tribute in early summer to express comfort.