The light of the car tore a gap in the night, and my heart ran wildly along this gap, so I caught up with the cold wind riding the moonlight, and I felt a little cold!

When I finally came to the edge of the moat, I saw Janeway's red Cadillac CTS again, it was still so dazzling, but it was a little lonely in the endless dark night.

Walking down the steep slope, I saw Janeway sitting on the steps in a red down jacket, her back to me, I couldn't see her face for a while, but I knew she must be lost, otherwise there would be no need to come here and endure the cold wind.

I approached her and sat down beside her, and as she gazed gloomily at the dark river, no one spoke.

In silence, I took out a cigarette from my pocket, but I couldn't touch the lighter, and just as I was about to give up, Janeway took out a lighter from her bag, and with a "click" burst out a beam of flame that could fulfill me.

I approached the flame with a cigarette in my mouth, and the smoke came out of my fingers.

I took a heavy drag on my cigarette and looked at the lighter that Janeway was holding......

It was a blue lighter that lit my cigarette countless times, but I never had it, because it had always been kept by Janeway, and she had kept it for me since the beginning of our relationship.

I'll never forget what she said to me: she likes to light a cigarette for me and look at me with satisfaction.

Call! I almost couldn't hold on to this moment, and fell into the beauty of the past...... But there was a dead silence, and nothing could be said, because there was something called the passage of time between us.

……

I finally snuffed out the unfinished cigarette in my hand, and in order to melt the frozen atmosphere, I smiled and said, "We don't just sit like this from the beginning to the end, you will say something to me, right?" ”

"I don't want to say anything, as long as you sit with me for a while."

I took my phone out of my pocket and found the text message that Janeway had sent me again, and sure enough, she just said that I should accompany her, but not chat.

I nodded, didn't speak, just two strangers I met by chance, and then I took the opportunity to freeze my throbbing heart again.

But the night bewitched by the wind seems to have a kind of magic, which pulls me back to the green years of years ago, so I wander in this time, but I am threatened by the happiness of the past.

It's just that happiness and threat are obviously two opposing words, why are they so three-dimensional compatible in my thinking, and it took me a long time to understand, because that is the happiness of the past, and if all good things involve the past, it will become a drug that people enjoy and then poison the present.

I finally couldn't bear it anymore, and asked Jian Wei beside me, "Are you in conflict with Xiang Chen?" ”

"We've always had conflicts."

"It's normal for two people to have some conflicts together......"

Janeway finally looked up at me and said, "I know...... I want to ask you a question, if your girlfriend wants to work, will you stop it regardless of everything? ”

I thought for a moment and replied, "I won't...... However, you have to understand that I can't afford to raise a girlfriend who doesn't work, this is an objective reason, and Xiang Chen is different! ”

"What if you could afford it?"

"I don't know, because I haven't reached that height, and I think in the current situation, the answer I gave you may not be accurate."

Janeway fell into a daze, and said to me for a long time: "You will not be restrained, because you are a man who likes to pursue freedom and is not selfish, so you will definitely let your other half be free." ”

Janeway's evaluation of me stunned me, did she really know me better than I did? Not only do I know who I used to be, but I also know what I might achieve in the future.

After another long silence, Janeway seemed to be talking to me and herself, saying, "I will definitely open an advertising agency, and I will be the top advertising agency in China, this is my dream...... No one can stop me. ”

I persuaded and said, "In fact, sometimes compromising for love is also a kind of gain, and it is yourself who is too persistent and suffers in the end!" ”

Janeway looked at me with a complicated expression: "You know what? If I can't achieve this dream, I will feel that my life is completely worthless...... I don't really know what I'm left of this dream! ”

I didn't say anything for a long time, but I experienced Janeway's struggle and pain, but I didn't understand why she was so pessimistic, she has a lot now, as long as she is not with me, her parents will definitely let go of the past when she was with me, give her the warmth of the family, and the love from Xiang Chen.

In the midst of repeated silence, Janeway skipped the topic and asked, "Do you still want to smoke?" ”

"Hmm." I said as I pulled a cigarette out of my case.

At the same time, Janeway also took out the blue lighter again, and the smoke filled the smoke again in the flames

However, before she had time to enjoy the satisfaction of a cigarette, Jian Wei had already picked up her handbag, and before leaving, she said to me: "Zhaoyang, thank you for coming with me, I am in a better mood, I will prepare for the formation of an advertising agency these days...... Even if there is no support, I will continue to do so for this only dream. ”

"You're going to make it." I said, but this is definitely not a polite remark, because Janeway's father is a leader in the advertising industry, owns a 4A-level advertising agency in Shanghai, and Janeway is his only daughter, and he will definitely help.

However, Janeway's personality is still too strong, if she inherits her father's advertising agency, at least it will be much easier than her own struggle, but everyone has their own ambitions, as an ex-boyfriend, I still silently bless her, I wish her to realize her dreams, and even surpass her father in the advertising industry.

……

After Janeway left, I sat alone by the moat for a while, now Janeway and I have become more and more like friends, even if we meet, we don't talk about the past, so I have some beliefs: the idea that you can still be friends after breaking up, in fact, I don't reject being friends, but I don't cater either, just let it be, because I don't want to add unnecessary pain to myself, at least for now, I still can't completely break off the relationship with Janeway, after all, I still owe her a huge sum of 500,000.

After returning to the residence and opening the door, I subconsciously looked at the shoe rack, but I didn't find Mi Cai's shoes, and then looked at the food on the table, there was no trace of it at all, which made me realize that Mi Cai may have left with negative energy.

But I don't think so, because she has no problem eating a meal by herself, and she can't afford to play with me, after all, I'm not her boyfriend.

Confused, I took out my phone from my pocket and dialed Mi Cai's number, I wanted to ask her why she left without eating.