204. Chapter 204

Xia Tong nestled in Lin Zeshao's arms, holding his collar with his little hand, his eyes were clear and translucent, "Zeshao, thank you." ”

Lin Zeshao looked sideways and kissed her finger, "Don't worry about Fang Yi's matter, this game is not important, the important thing is that I will package Sun Chenghao in the future." This game made his image of a good man deeply rooted in the hearts of the people, and when I released his first album, I will hold a grand wedding for him, unless he doesn't want to be famous and famous in the future, he will never be able to abandon Fang Yi. ”

Although his words were reasonable, Xia Tong was not happy to hear it, "Why do you say that?" They got married because they loved each other, what to abandon or not, don't you say it so utilitarian. ”

"Xia Tong," Lin Zeshao rubbed her hair dotingly, "You know how complicated the entertainment industry is, since Fang Yi chose Sun Chenghao, she should be fully prepared for the future." When she is old, what does she compare with those Yingying Yanyan, does she have a family background or does she have a common musical pursuit with Sun Chenghao? ”

Xia Tong heard these words from Lizi, and Lizi was the most rational and intelligent of the four of them, so she had always opposed Fang Yi and Sun Chenghao being together.

"Xia Tong, it's too difficult to use love to go with a man for a lifetime, who can guarantee that love will not wither and people's hearts will not change? Sometimes public opinion and morality are more reliable than men. ”

Well, although her love is a little low, she admits that he is right.

Xia Tong raised his head to look at him, half tentative and half joking, "Since men are so fickle, what about you?" ”

What am I going to keep you?

Lin Ze put her plain white fingertips in his mouth and sucked it, feeling her shrink back and then go to her earlobe, he covered her ear a little show off and a little proud, "Xia Tong, I'm different from them." I'm a wonderful man who can't be found with a lantern, do you know how lucky you are to meet me in this life? ”

How lucky she couldn't think, because she just wanted to at the moment... Kiss him.

This man has done far more than she expected, and the emotion and emotion he has brought to her are almost beyond what life can carry, he not only wants to give her happiness, but also gives her a full life.

Xia Tong did the same, she hooked his neck and covered her red lips, and teased him.

After the man stiffened for a moment, he immediately pushed her down in the back of the chair, put one arm on the side of her face to block her from the hustle and bustle of the world, and squeezed her long tongue into it to sink her into his world.

……

Xia Tong came home late, she opened the door, and it was dark inside.

With a sigh of relief, she crept in.

Walking through the living room, she walked to her room full of joy and joy, and when she put her hand on the doorknob and was about to push the door, a voice sounded, "Tongtong, are you back?" ”

Xia Tong was startled, and when she looked back, Su Ru was sitting on the sofa in the living room with her chest crossed.

Su Ru didn't turn on the light, her body was stiff when she sat there, her eyes were flowing with intense injuries in the dark air, and even her voice was tense and stiff.

"Mom..." Xia Tong put his hands in front of him and lowered his eyes.

"Heh, you went to the bathroom for a long time today, and I was about to get up to look for you when that Lu Qing came over, and he said that you left with his president, and I said I don't believe it."

"How could my daughter Xia Tong forget her father's death, how could she be with the enemy's son? When she was with Lin Zeshao, did she have the slightest sense of guilt and guilt? My daughter has always been well-behaved and sensible, and I am sure that she will not do anything that will disappoint me, so I sit in the hall and wait for you. ”

"It's a pity that you didn't come back until nine o'clock. I'm sitting in the living room watching you, you are sneaky but can't hide your joy, what did you and Lin Zeshao do? ”

Xia Tong was speechless, and the living room fell silent, very depressed.

"Tongtong, tell me the truth, are you lying to me, you don't plan to divorce Lin Zeshao at all, and you don't want to leave here?"

"Mom," Xia Tong said with difficulty, "I have something to do with him... We can talk about it slowly, but I will never go to Italy. ”

Su Ru slowly got up when she heard this, Xia Tong thought she was going to say something sharp but she didn't say anything, she walked to the door of her room with a tired look,

"Tomorrow I will go back to Tong City to worship your father, you won't and don't want to go, right?"

……

Xia Tong's family of three plus the driver Liu Jingqi set off early in the morning, because her grandmother couldn't stand the bumps, so the speed was very slow, and it was already afternoon.

I bought some melon and fruit candles and paper in the store, and the four of them walked towards the cemetery.

Xia Tong knelt quietly in front of his father's tombstone, the black and white photos on the tombstone became more and more old and blurred after the baptism of the years, but his father's handsome face and warm smile still remained.

Xia Tong hadn't taken a good look at her father like this for a long time, she forgot about her father after losing her memory, and when she came to worship for three years, she didn't dare to look at her father because of the inexplicable fear and resistance in her heart.

The hot tears flowing from her eyes were quickly blown cold by the howling cold wind, and after cooling, they were instantly hot, and the feeling of hot and cold was not at all as strong as the dull pain from her heart, and her fingertips were trembling silently.

Grandma and Dad muttered for a long time, and finally said after chatting, "Tong her father, I almost forgot to tell you a big thing, our Tongtong is married, your son-in-law..."

"Mom..."Su Ru interrupted her loudly, "Mom, it's windy here and it's easy to catch a cold, let Xiaoliu send you back to the car, Tongtong and I will go later." ”

Grandma closed her lips and wanted to say something, originally she was very dissatisfied if Lin Zeshao didn't come today, and just wanted to praise him in front of Xia Tong's father for two more words and complain twice, but Su Ru directly didn't let her say it.

"Grandma, the mother and son you want to talk about even know Uncle Xin, let's go back to the car first, if you catch a cold, then Uncle will be distressed."

Grandma was coaxed into a smile by Liu Jingqi's words, and looked at Xia Tong who was kneeling on the ground and Su Rushi who was standing on one side, she knew that she didn't have many years to live, and the most painful thing was them.

Grandma nodded and let Liu Jingqi help her walk away.

Su Ru looked at her husband's photo and felt like a knife, "Tongtong, do you remember how good your father was to you?" ”

"When you were born, your grandfather was still alive, and his grandfather was a little patriarchal and always persuaded me to have another boy to inherit the incense of the Lin family. But your father holds you as a treasure, he said that his daughter is his parents' intimate little jacket, and he will be satisfied with his daughter, if he is afraid to share your love with another one. He also said that his daughter is no worse than a boy, and when he cultivates you well, let grandpa wait to see how you honor him. ”

"Your father has to spoil you more, play with you after work, take you on holidays, invite famous teachers from all over the world to train you in piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, he didn't sleep all night and hugged you when you were a child, you grew up and frowned, he had to care about it for a long time, the things you use are not the most expensive, but they must be the most refined."

"Your father raised you for 18 years, and he was reluctant to scold you and beat you, but how did you repay him when you grew up?"

"Your dad didn't enjoy your filial piety for a day, but he died because of your crush, Xia Tong, do you know, you killed your father!"

You killed your father!

It turned out that my mother thought the same thing, but she never said it.

Recruiting Ran remembered that when she graduated from the college entrance examination, her father walked into her room and asked her ideals, and asked her if she had a boy she liked, she was so happy and shy when she looked at the roses outside the window, and she was full of thoughts about the future with Lin Zeshao, and she could live with him.

She didn't notice her father's complicated face and regretful gaze at all!

Later, standing outside my father's office, I listened to Aunt Dai threatening my father, and my father said... said that she could sacrifice herself for her daughter.

In fact, not everyone has to have a green crush, but that night she told her father that she couldn't do without Lin Ze, so her father made that choice.

Dad said that since we love each other, let's be brave together, and Dad said that he will always support her... But why did Dad blink an eye... Jumped off a building?

Since he rejected Aunt Dai, then Dad should have expected the consequences, is Dad jumping off the building because he regrets it, does Dad feel unworthy, does Dad want to punish her with death?

Yes, she killed her father!

"Xia Tong, when you fell in love with Lin Zeshao, you provoked Shang Dai and killed your father, you were young and ignorant at that time, I don't blame you; Later, when you married Lin Zeshao for medical expenses, you gave up jewelry design for him, and I don't blame you for having amnesia at that time, but what's wrong with you now? ”

"Did you have amnesia again, or did you forget how much your father had suffered and how he jumped from the stairs, how could you still be with him so peacefully?"

"When you use this body that your father gave you to be with him, you won't be ashamed, won't you be ashamed?"

Su Ruye's every sentence and every word poked into Xia Tong's heart, she was ashamed and ashamed!

She's tried.

Coming out of her father's office, she rejected Lin Zeshao on a stormy night, she was so painful, even like the walking dead, she locked herself in her room for two days.

But she couldn't help it.

She didn't know how she found his grandmother's house, and when she watched him get into the car and leave, she felt like her world was falling apart, and it was an instinct to chase him behind.

At that time, she wanted her to be without her father, without dignity, she wanted him to take her away, even if she turned her back on the whole world, she only wanted him.

She didn't know how she could like someone like that, but she couldn't help herself.

She can't dominate herself, instinct is always greater than reason, what should she do?

"Tongtong, mom will give you another chance, you will leave here with Xiaoliu and go to Italy later, you can only start again if you leave Lin Zeshao, your father can rest in peace, and your grandmother and I can live peacefully."

Whether Su Ru discussed it with her or not, it was a decision.

It turned out that this was the purpose for which she brought her to worship her father today, and she was going to send her to Italy.

Will she still be able to resist, and will she really want to leave?

Why is everyone pushing her?

……

As the minutes ticked by, it was already dark.

Su Ru looked down at Xia Tong who was kneeling on the ground, her little face had frozen into blue and purple, and even her tears seemed to be dry, and Mu Mu stared at the tombstone stupidly.

Su Ru was a little soft-hearted, she bent down to help Xia Tong, "Tongtong, let's go." ”

Xia Tong walked more than a dozen steps to regain the feeling of landing on his feet, only to hear Su Ru say in his ear, "Tongtong, Xiaoliu has prepared a special plane, and Mom and Grandma will take you to the airport." You go there to study and work hard, Xiaoyanagi is a good man worth entrusting for life, you get along with each other. ”

"Wait for five years and you will come back, my mother and grandma will be waiting for you in my hometown in Tong City."

Five years?

Is this the deadline given to her by her mother?

How long is five years, how many springs and autumns, how many days and months? Xia Tong suddenly had no concept of time.

She raised her eyes to look at the sky in the distance, and his temperature and expectation were still ringing in her ears last night, "Xia Tong, it's not easy for us to fall in love, so don't give up on me, okay?" ”

Yes, they have all been entangled for six years, they have sacrificed everything that should be sacrificed, they have experienced all the pain, and in the end they have given up and separated like this?

Xia Tong stopped, "Mom, my phone fell on my father's." ”

"You don't have a few contacts in China, and you're going abroad this time, so if your phone drops, don't take it."

"Mom," Xia Tong called calmly, "It's been five years since I've been gone this time, I want to say goodbye to my father, you stand here and look at me, it's very close anyway." ”

Looking at Xia Tong's insistent look, Su Ru let go of her.

Xia Tong walked back to her father's tombstone, she squatted down and stretched out her little hand to touch her father's face, her voice was very small, "Dad, do you know that I wanted to die with you when I knelt with you three years ago, and I wanted to commit suicide by cutting my wrists, but I accidentally fainted." I didn't want to wake up when I was in a coma in the hospital, but I not only woke up but also lost my memory. ”

"Dad, whether it was three years ago or three years later, I have the same idea, since I am alive, then I will live well, and if I still want to love him alive, then I will love him well."

"Dad, I've decided now, I want to be with him."

"Dad, if I die, I will definitely go to eighteen floors of hell, right? But it doesn't matter, he and I have gained too little in this life, and I want to use this remaining life to accompany and protect him. You don't know how endearing he is and how much he needs someone to love, so Dad, I don't expect you to forgive me, and you don't want to forgive me, just let me be guilty for the rest of my life. ”

Su Ru watched Xia Tong caress her father's face over and over again, and her fingertips were nostalgic. She wanted to speak out and let her come back, as long as she was willing to go to Italy and live well with Liu Jingqi, her father would forgive her.

Before she could say anything, Xia Tong got up.

But Xia Tong didn't come to her, but turned around and ran into the distance, "Tongtong..." Su Ru shouted, she suddenly couldn't slow down Xia Tong's intentions.

At this time, Liu Jingqi happened to come over, and he hurriedly asked, "Auntie, did Tongtong run away?" ”

Run away?

Su Ru, who was shocked by the word "escape", was heartbroken, how dare Xia Tong!

PS: Finally got a hand on Fang Yi here.