Chapter 206: Self-blame!
That's why he is working hard to become stronger for himself and for Wei Zheng, strong enough to stand shoulder to shoulder with him, he is not inferior to anyone, and he doesn't want Wei Zheng to look down on him.
The little fifth brother could see Xiao Qi's firmness, and slapped himself a few times with the perfect hand: "It's me who didn't take care of you, it's me who can't protect you, it's me who ......"
"Brother-" Xiao Qi was stunned and hurriedly stopped Xiao Wu from continuing to hurt himself, but red marks had already appeared on Xiao Wu's face, which showed how ruthless he was.
"Xiao Qi, I'm sorry...... Brother has been ...... I've always wanted to tell you this, if it wasn't for my incompetence back then...... I'm not going to watch you get taken away...... I hate that I couldn't protect you by myself, and you almost lost your life, and I came back with you that year, and I thought I could protect you, so ...... My selfishness led you into the wolf's den without knowing it, and you were taken away under my nose, but I ...... I don't even have the power to stop ......."
"Little Fifth Brother...... "It turns out that they bagged him and took him away in front of Little Fifth Brother?" Then the little fifth brother was not ...... at that time
The little fifth brother tried his best to endure something, and his eyes were red, "Is your little fifth brother very useless?" Even his brother can't protect him. β
Xiao Qi didn't know what to say, he didn't realize until now how the little fifth brother lived in his absence, the little fifth brother treated him as his own brother, and the fate that had been set when he was picked up by the little fifth brother when he was three years old.
Countless children died in the hands of traffickers, some were beaten to death for disobedience, and some were starved to death because they were too young to be sold. They end up with a sack.
And that day, the little fifth brother watched his younger brother being taken away in a sack, and he knew better than others what it meant.
"Little Fifth Brother...... I'm sorry. "I'm sorry I didn't find you until now, Xiao Qi choked up.
In a place he didn't know, the little fifth brother suffered no less than him. In his previous life, he watched the little fifth brother who turned into a vegetative person only rely on the instrument nutrient solution to maintain his life, and despite the heartache, the little fifth brother was at least alive. There is hope in life, but the little fifth brother has been deprived of even the last shred of hope by human traffickers, and has suffered the pain of losing him for so many years, and he takes this qiΔ responsibility on himself.
Endless self-blame, endless remorse, in the years that Xiao Qi didn't know, the little fifth brother silently endured and silently tortured himself with this.
"Little Seven. Do you know how glad I'm that you're alive? β
Xiao Qi nodded, he understood this pain, he had lost Enron. has lost the little fifth brother, so I can better appreciate the preciousness of this kind of lost and regained.
"Stone...... Well, you can also call him Hachi, do you remember Hachi back then? β
Xiao Qi was surprised: "Xiao Ba? Stone...... He? He's ......"
The little fifth brother nodded: "The stone is the little eight of the year." Over the years, I've only found one of those brothers. He wasn't doing well at the time, so I took him with me when I went to Tianjin. β
Nodding his head, Xiao Qi can imagine that children who go out from that kind of place, even if they are adopted, but their bad habits have already been developed, and ordinary families simply cannot accept children like them.
"By the way, I haven't told him yet, you are Xiao Qi, he was like that to you just now...... Don't blame him. β
Xiao Qi shook his head, it turned out that the stone was Xiao Ba. No wonder he was the only one who protected the little fifth brother in the previous life, and he did not turn his back on the little fifth brother whether he betrayed it or not.
"Brother. Do you know how glad I am to see you again? "The second is a man, and the person he wants to protect has never changed.
Ignoring the pain of the wound bursting on his body, the little fifth brother rudely pulled Xiao Qi into his arms, he was afraid that Xiao Qi would see him cry uncontrollably.
"In the future, even if the fifth brother fights hard, he will keep you safe." The pain of losing once was enough, and the pain was unbearable than tearing out his heart, and he didn't want to do it again.
Little Fifth Brother...... "Me too!"
"As long as you choose, my brother will depend on you, and if anyone dares to laugh at your brother in the future, he will be beaten to death, and his dog's eyes will be dug out for you to step on."
Listening to the strong and powerful heartbeat of the little fifth brother and then listening to the cruel words, Xiao Qi burst into tears and laughed, he knew that the little fifth brother had accepted his relationship with Wei Zheng, and he was very satisfied at this moment.
In this life, there is An Ran, there is Little Fifth Brother, as well as Wei Zheng, and Xiaoxun, there is Aunt She, Uncle Ye, and Brother Chen Hua Dafu, etc., he feels that God really treats him well.
"However, Xiao Qi, I still have something that I don't vomit and be unhappy."
Xiao Qi came out of the arms of the little fifth brother and looked at it puzzled.
The little fifth brother scratched his head and twisted it very much, obviously not knowing what to say.
"Little Fifth Brother, you have something to say."
Hearing this, the little fifth brother glanced at Xiao Qi, and said solemnly as if he had made up his mind: "That's it, surnamed Wei ...... I don't think you two fit. β
Xiao Qi looked at the little fifth brother in surprise, why was everyone reminding him that it was not suitable for Wei Zheng, An Ran said it, Chen Hua said it, Xiao Xun mentioned it intentionally or unintentionally, and even the little fifth brother who had just met a few times said so. Xiao Qi didn't understand why the person he chose couldn't get everyone's affirmation, obviously he had been working hard, wasn't he?
"Little Fifth Brother, why do you say that?" Xiao Qiqing xΓΉ inexplicably low.
Unwilling to look directly at Xiao Qi's complaining eyes, the little fifth brother scratched his head depressedly, "Damn, I don't understand love and love, and An Ran also said in a roundabout way that you are dating now, although I don't want to believe it, but ...... I saw him come out of your house early in the morning. β
Xiao Qi knew that it was not easy for the fifth brother to accept that he was a gay, you can imagine how conflicted he was at that time, but the younger brother he recognized just now was a homosexual against human ethics.
But to Xiao Qi's surprise, with such a fiery personality as Little Fifth Brother, he didn't ask him for clarification at the first time, maybe there was an element of Enron's hard work!
"That day in the tea art house, he was the one who turned around and left, right?" The little fifth brother asked suddenly.
Xiao Qi nodded, remembering that day when he took off his pants and counted the burn scars on his buttocks, Wei Zheng and An Ran just pushed the door in......
At this time, the little fifth brother said in a voice with a little disgust: "Although I didn't know your relationship when I first saw that person, I also knew that the scene at that time was very misleading, you asked him if he believed you, and he replied, I also want to believe it." At the time, I thought you were very good friends, but I just thought it was a bit weird, and I didn't think about it at all. Later, you chased you out but came back soon, and I was fighting with Enron at the time, and I didn't think too much about it. β
Xiao Qi lowered his eyes, and he didn't know what he was thinking, for fear that Xiao Qi would not feel good, Xiao Fifth Brother sat up with difficulty, rubbed Xiao Qi's hair, and said softly: "Xiao Qi, if it were me, I would have beaten me half to death in front of your ass at that time, but the man left without looking back......"
"Don't talk about the little fifth brother." Xiao Qi turned his face in embarrassment, Wei Zheng's coldness and hardness he didn't just see today. (To be continued......)