Chapter 437: Think
Chen Xi had seen this diary in Liu Wei's room before, but she didn't look at it at that time, because she thought that this diary was Liu Wei's thing, how could she casually look at other people's diaries?
But now she has a different feeling, at this time she is still speculating about what Liu Wei said before, the process of the incident is still vivid, and it keeps emerging in her heart, she can't let her current heart area be quiet at all, if it is usual, Liu Wei will definitely be angry when she said what she said that day, and she will definitely think that Liu Wei is just teasing herself. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info
But at that time when she could lose her life at any time, Liu Wei used her life to protect herself, and Chen Xi thought that she was going to be killed by that monster in the second before, Liu Wei's words, she felt extremely real and heavy.
Liu Wei said that he owed himself......
Chen Xi thought of this, trying to make himself think of something, but when he tried to think about it, he felt like a lock without a key in his brain, which could not be viewed, and when he tried to open it, he would be very uncomfortable and have a headache.
But when Chen Xi carefully looked at this diary again, he felt that this diary was so familiar, the patterns on it, the folds on it, and the cracks on it were all so familiar, not right...... This shouldn't be Liu Wei's diary...... Chen Xi just had such feelings in her mind, as for the reason, she didn't even know herself, she just felt that this diary gave people a very familiar feeling, and Chen Xi seemed to feel in her heart that the contents of this diary would tell her all the answers she wanted to know......
Even if she was told in her heart that it was someone else's thing, how could she move it casually. However, this time, he really took out the diary from the cabinet, held it in his hand as if he had found a demon, and then quietly held his breath and turned the first page......
As soon as she saw the first page, she was completely stunned, this ...... These words...... These words are obviously her own handwriting, Chen Xi's own handwriting is beautiful, supple, and very distinctive, and she can recognize it by herself at once. It's obvious that it's the font that she Chen Xi owns, that is, this diary, which looks like a certain year, is it her own ......?
Chen Xi felt that her memory was really very vague, if she really wrote this diary, it was impossible not to remember, but her memory of this diary was really vague, she didn't know that she had such a diary before this, she looked at it, the thickness was very thick, and it was a diary that had been recorded for four years...... But I didn't know it at all, and there was a gap of two years......
But this must be her handwriting is correct, Chen Xi was surprised, she began to feel a little bit what Liu Wei's words meant, she really forgot a thing, she knew Liu Wei, what happened to Liu Wei that made Liu Wei willing to give her life to protect herself?
Especially from knowing Liu Wei to the present, Chen Xi feels that looking back now, from the beginning to the present, it seems that everything Liu Wei has done is a bit unreasonable, not like what he would do to someone he just met...... Yes, that's why I think it's weird.
Chen Xi was almost collapsed by the countless questions in his mind, and he wanted to know!
She began to be fascinated by the pages of what she had written, and the ballpoint pen marks on the notebook were a little old......
Looking at it carefully word by word, I forgot the time at all, and I didn't know how long I had been squatting in front of the cabinet and reading the diary, flipping through the pages page by page, and I didn't know how long I had been reading, how many things I knew, and how much amazing information I had learned, Chen Xi's mind was getting more and more chaotic now.
She didn't notice that when she saw the last page on November 1, two years ago, by the time she reacted to it, it was already full of tears, and she didn't realize that she couldn't hold back her tears.
Odd...... That's a good thing, why am I crying? Chen Xi asked himself, looking a little pathetic.
Why, I used to be the person I liked, but now I stand in front of me and tell myself that I like myself...... And it doesn't seem like a lie, why cry and mourn and not feel excited? Chen Xi, don't you want to get this feeling the most?
But! But!
Why is it such a good thing...... But I ...... But I don't remember anything, I don't remember the things I used to like Liu Wei, and I don't remember these beautiful and nostalgic things written in my diary. Chen Xi knew that he had been treated in the hospital for a year before he was discharged, and then after a year, a lot of things happened, and his body found mutations......
That is, in the year he was in the hospital, Chen Xi couldn't remember what happened, the more he thought about it, the more his brain hurt, and finally he could only hold the diary and cry alone, and the crystal tears fell on the diary, wetting the entire diary......
As everyone knows, from the beginning, there was a person standing at the door outside the room silently watching the situation here, and that person just sighed softly, as if he was blaming himself, and he kept silent, until now, that person walked up, helped up Chen Xi, who was crying on the ground, and smiled at her gently: "That...... I'm fine, diary...... Have you seen it? This was originally yours, I'm sorry I kept it for you for two years, and now it's back to its original owner...... I'm sorry, Chen Xi, I ......"
Chen Xi raised his head slightly: "Don't say it again...... I don't want to hear that right now...... I was just...... I just want to know what the hell is wrong with me...... I don't care what happened to me, I just want to know why I don't have any memories of the past now...... What the hell happened to me, now my mind is messed up...... It's not that I can't accept this, it's that I want to accept it...... I don't even remember ......."
Liu Wei didn't speak, looked at Chen Xi for a while, and said: "Chen Xi, if you want to know, then I will tell you everything, everything that happened in your year and the rest of that day is all on the last few pages of the diary. ”
Chen Xi was stunned, flipped open the diary in his hand, starting from the countdown of the pages, it was actually another strong and powerful handwriting, and the content on it was also in the form of a diary, and the content was inherited from Chen Xi's last diary.
But after that day, Chen Xi could no longer pick up a pen to record what happened that day, but ...... Recorded by Liu Wei.
December 2, 2012.
Although it's actually December today, there's so much about this girl...... I really couldn't let go, and I only found out today that this girl's name was Chen Xi. I just got this diary today, and I'm sorry I read the front without permission...... To be honest, I was really shocked that girl actually had such feelings. I feel deep guilt and regret, as well as self-blame, all of this is my fault, if it weren't for me because of me, this girl would be living happily ever after...... So, I'll help you record it, and if it's a month late, I'll write down everything that happened, and I'll wait for you to wake up and answer you personally......
Today you are still lying on the hospital bed in a coma, I will not go anywhere, my father has also decided to punish me for this matter, I will accept it, at least here in the capital I may not be able to stay any longer, leave my familiar life and start over. But don't worry, if there is a glimmer of hope in time, I will make you better, and I will wait for you.
I want to keep track of what happened and what happened every day...... But as time passes, I spend less and less time in the capital, and I will go to Gimhae and return to my sister to start all my life again, at least let me accompany you in the ward every day before this, watching you sleep, many times I think you are a sleeping beauty, and you can wake up with a gentle kiss, but ...... Oh, it can't be. I don't keep the date in my diary, I just want to keep it here until I leave.
No date is recorded......
In contrast, in the diary of just a dozen pages recorded by Liu Wei himself, Liu Wei recorded all the things that happened to Chen Xi that day, including what happened to her and what happened afterwards. Of course, the most important thing is your own mood...... That kind of deep guilt and regret, as well as the feeling of looking forward to Chen Xi being able to wake up, of course, in the diary, it is obvious that he implicitly expresses his feeling of gradually liking Chen Xi.
Including a few months after arriving in Jinhai, the joy of knowing Chen Xi's successful operation, Chen Xi learned that he had forgotten all about his despair......
Every word, mood, all carefully recorded in this.
Detailed experience and sincere feelings!
A recent diary entry went like this.
Dates are not recorded.
I met her today, I took the diary back, she really forgot everything about me, but I don't regret it at all, I owe her too much, it's time to make amends, but I also feel that she has changed, I have to make her the original her in the diary, not the current her...... Maybe I'll have to play a bad guy in front of her, but I don't regret it, and I'm still in love with her at this time......
At least don't let you get hurt again.
Even if you forget me for the rest of your life, it's good to hate me, I will always protect you.
This is the most recent one.
After Chen Xi finished reading, she cried bitterly, her mood was extremely fluctuating, she threw herself into Liu Wei's arms, and kept beating her head: "I...... I can't think of anything...... Why...... Why can't I remember anything of these wonderful memories! ”
Sister Chen Xi should take it quickly or take it slowly? )
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