282. 282 Do you know how much I love you
"Wanxin, if you let go now, I'll treat it as if nothing happened, go back to sleep, and we'll go directly to the airport tomorrow morning, and then go back to China." XI ZICHEN SAID CALMLY AND CALMLY, THERE WAS NO TRACE OF HESITATION IN HIS EYES, NOR A TRACE OF YU HOPE.
He didn't have the slightest heartfelt attitude, but Song Wanxin couldn't accept it.
Why? Why did he do this to her? Take the initiative to send it to the door so dismissively!
Who the hell is that woman? Is it really so much better than her? People ignore him, he is still so desperate, and he still guards her like jade!
"Why? Why can't it be me? Where am I getting worse? I still like you so much, why can't it be me? β
Xi Zichen smiled slightly bitterly and said self-deprecatingly, "Actually, I also want to know why, where am I so bad?" I like her so much, why is she always someone else in her heart? Why can't you like me? β
"......" Song Wanxin was quite surprised, and she didn't understand, what is love, why is it so difficult for two people to be happy?
However, she also saw clearly that the man in front of her, no matter what, could not belong to herself, because he loved other women and had no ego!
It's really, really hard to imagine that the high-flying Xi Zichen would humble himself to this Cheng dΓΉ for a woman who doesn't love him.
He's stupid!
However, everyone in love is a fool, male or female.
Song Wan left in a wolfish manner, and Xi Zichen was the only one left in the huge presidential suite, and the more night, the quieter and more lonely it became.
Outside the window, there is the Statue of Liberty, but the goddess in his heart is far away in the sky. Not only the distance on the ground, but also the distance of the heart.
took out another mobile phone from her pocket, and there was only one person's number in it, and this number was only reserved for her, but for so long, it hadn't rang once, not once!
That woman is too ruthless and unrighteous!
Perhaps, he shouldn't be so cheap, there are so many women in front of and behind him for him to choose, such as Song Wanxin, or better than Song Wanxin, but why does he have to die for a woman who doesn't love him? The heart has fallen to this point, not only a heart has been given, but even the body can no longer accept other women. How crazy?!
Yes, crazy! He really felt that he was going crazy, if it weren't for his special profession, every day of work was a matter of human life, forcing him to be awake all the time, he might have gone crazy and didn't know what he would do! Maybe you will start a madness, and you will directly pull that woman directly to the Civil Affairs Bureau and get married directly! When the time comes, the marriage will be married, and the child will be born, and she can't recognize it if she wants to!
However, he can only think about it, even if he is really crazy, he can't do such a thing, because he is reluctant to treat her like that.
He knew that the person she liked in her heart was not him, and the child was not what she expected, and no matter what he did, she would not change her mind.
Of course he thinks it's unfair, and sometimes he even wants to take revenge on her, since she doesn't want his love, then he shouldn't love her so much, just go out and find a woman, let her know that he Xi Zichen is not stalking her because no one wants him, in her eyes he is a grass, but in the eyes of other women, he is even more rare than a treasure!
However, if love can be artificially controlled, then it is not called love. True love is heartfelt, not governed by reason, and everyone who falls into love is a madman, a fool, and an idiot.
And he, all the madness, stupidity, and stupidity, gave her a person.
He studied medicine, if it is expressed in professional knowledge, it is that she is an enzyme, he is a substrate, and the enzyme quietly melts the substrate, and he doesn't even have time to shout for help. Or, she is an antigen, he is an antibody, she is specifically recognized by him, and he is none other than her in this life and this life.
Many people say that in a relationship, whoever is tempted first loses. That's right! He's been losing for a whole decade!
It's really strange, he Xi Zichen has not been a person who is willing to admit defeat since he was a child, he refuses to lag behind others in learning, sports, music, everything, but in this regard, he can't do anything.
He didn't know how he had fallen in love with her, and at first he tried to find a reason, to try to explain the subtle psychology of seeing her, but he found that he could not analyze it at all based on what he had learned, and then he realized that the mood was nothing but like.
But from a very early age, he knew that she liked Zhong Yiru. In fact, she is as crazy, stupid, and stupid as him, and she is so obsessed with a man who can never take her to heart, and in the end she can only be hurt.
Come to think of it, the two of them are really quite similar, they are both so stubborn, they are so obsessed and hopeless.
However, a woman's heart is much stronger than a man's, Zhong Yiru married Gao Zhenzhen, she also went to be a bridesmaid, and she could smile so happily, so blessed, he couldn't do it, if she got married in the future, married another man, and gave birth to another man, he felt that he would definitely go to rob the family.
However, I guess she won't give him that chance, right? Because she would never get married at all, and she would not consider marrying another man.
During this time, he didn't appear in front of her, she should feel very relaxed, right? Finally, out of sight and out of mind, out of sight is pure, and finally like before, without asking for retribution, I like Zhong Yiru silently.
He doesn't actually ask for anything else now, he just hopes that she can share a little love with the child, it doesn't matter if he doesn't like him, but the child is innocent, the child is so cute, after all, it is her own flesh and blood, he hopes that for the sake of blood, she can love the child more.
Speaking of children, in fact, he doesn't have to do it, even if he looks forward to it in his heart, but it must be her health first, the reason why he forcibly prevented her from having surgery was not because of anything else, but because he secretly got her examination report through a relationship, her body is weak, and it is difficult to conceive physique, if this baby is defeated, she may not be able to be a mother in the future. Therefore, he must stop her and protect her, lest she regret it in the future and leave her regrets for the rest of her life. It's okay for her to hate him, to hate him, and that's all he can do now.
Xue Bing, I've done so much for you, you know? Do you know how much I love you?