The old beggar taught me two years and six months, not only teaching me to read with the chalk I picked up, but also teaching me the life experience and warmth of an old beggar. Until I took the straw mat I asked for and buried him in the barren mountains, and then went to kneel at the camp gate without hesitation.

The old beggar said that there were a lot of nobles who came in and out there, maybe someone with good intentions took in this child, if it was really like this, my life would have changed because of this, in fact, the old beggar was really right, and it only took me less than three days to kneel to my future.

When I was sixteen years old, I joined the army, and before that I had finished high school, and I have to say that the things that the old beggar taught me saved me a lot of effort, and even the chief who adopted me was surprised that I, a beggar child, could read so many words and read books without any problems.

The days of begging taught me how to endure and how to cherish, even if it was an ordinary soldier, I also knew how to play my role to the best, hard training and serious cultural tutoring, in just two and a half years I became the best soldier in the company, at that time I didn't know that there was a guy named Xu Sanduo on the TV screen.

Three years after I joined the special forces brigade, where I got to know a group of brothers, Sniper Lee was my first comrade-in-arms, then a second, then a third, and then a cadre, and had my own squad, until I came to prominence on an important mission. I succeeded in becoming the elite of the special forces detachment, and looking at the envious eyes of my comrades-in-arms, I finally got everyone's recognition and gained my self-esteem.

"Tiger Liangzi" has become the man of the year in our detachment, and because of this, I have frequently entered and exited the camp gate, and even gradually become close to some high-level commanders and fighters, of course they would not have thought that I used to be a little beggar, but now I am a proud son in the army, and I am their pride. From an orphan to a beggar, from a beggar to a soldier, from a soldier to a captain who commands dozens of people, I feel that my experience could be written into a novel, but unfortunately no one writes it.

My last mission was outside the country, in an inconspicuous village, more than 100 civilians, and several world-famous drug lords, and I was tasked with exterminating these drug lords, and at any cost. Death is not a terrible thing for a soldier, every day there are comrades who fall by their side, ready to block deadly bullets for their comrades, and exchange their arms for the lives of their brothers is worth it in our opinion, I am not afraid of death, but for the first time I found that I could not face the death of civilians.

The army is not the police, the first duty of the police is to ensure the safety of people's lives and property, the first duty of the army is to complete the task, I can ignore the sacrifice of my comrades, I can ignore the death of the enemy, but I can't watch innocent lives disappear under the guns of justice. I want to leave, leave this unit, no, leave this system, I'm ready to retire.

The military doctor told me that I went to Wudang Mountain after retiring a lot, in fact, I often practiced here in the first few years of being a soldier, as a lay disciple, I was said by the master to be extremely talented, and in a short period of time I mastered what others could only comprehend for more than ten years, but my heart that belonged to the worldly red dust became a fetters. However, the perception on the battlefield helped me overcome this qiē, and those who are accustomed to death seem to realize the meaning of life from another direction, and it is in the middle of life and death that I have completed my own epiphany.

In fact, martial arts is just the minutiae of a person's success, only the human heart can really dominate the world, and thought is the greatest weapon.

Is there really a saint in this world? Coming down from Wudang Mountain, I remembered Feng, what is that kid doing now? There's something about him that's fascinating.

I met Kaede in a bar, he was a student who hadn't left the campus at that time, but unlike others, the kind of aura on Kaede was really attractive, with a touch of confidence but not annoying, and the charm of gestures was just right, Kaede was a natural leader, destined to be followed by countless people. Fortunately, Kaede's ideals are not something rebellious and excessive, he is a peace-seeking person.

I went to Tibet with Feng a few times to help the children in Tibet raise donations, and I really didn't feel sorry for those Tibetans who secretly sold the materials they received and offered them to the temple, and Feng was calm. "Actually, it's normal, they have their beliefs, and what we can do is to help them live better, not force them to change their beliefs."

Faith, what is my faith? What is your faith? "I just want to make people's lives better." I muttered, really, I have been keen on public welfare since I came out of the army, but the results of public welfare do not seem to be obvious.

Kaede looked at me very strangely, looking up and down made me very uncomfortable, "What's wrong?" What did I say wrong? "Wouldn't it be right to make everyone's lives happier? Although I am a lay disciple of Taoism, I am still very keen on Hongchen, and I am not used to seeing death, especially in the past few years, and it is even difficult to face this fragmented world.

Some people say that with great power comes great responsibility, and I need to take on my responsibilities, and I need to find something to wait for, but what is it?

"I really can't see that you used to be a soldier...... Kaede's words were a bit inconsequential, and then the two of them were busy delivering supplies, so they didn't go into depth on this topic.

Later, I became more and more familiar with Kaede, and I also asked him about his beliefs, "If you need something to maintain this river and lake, what people are needed to guard a land."