We only hate that time goes too slowly when we are in pain, and in the silence and endless pain, it is a kind of long life.

Half a month has passed since Ping'er's burial, but the wounds that shrouded Shangguan Tianjue's heart have not been reduced by half a point.

Shangguan Tian ignored the bitter cold of the cemetery and kept watch in front of his sister's tomb for seven days and seven nights, during which almost no water and rice were eaten, and no one persuaded him to listen, until he could not support the fainting grave, Su Su ordered Tianjue's apprentice Ye Donghe and several other guards to drive him back to the Guogong Mansion in a carriage. The excessive sadness of the days and the fact that even those who don't eat or drink can't stand it, so Sha Boliu gave Tian Jue a dose of pill to let him sleep well and regain his vitality.

Tianjue slept for three days and three nights, he woke up and thought he was in front of Ping'er's grave, opened his eyes and knew that he was lying on his bed, he no longer remembered how he returned to the house, the only thing he remembered was that he had a long, long dream, in the dream he and Ping'er returned to their childhood, around their parents' knees, that period of poverty but carefree. The dream is gone, only memories are left, and I tried my best to keep my sister, but what I kept was just a wisp of invisible green smoke in my palm.

After staring at the bed for a while, Tianjie struggled to sit up, put on his clothes and got out of bed.

Pushing open the door and the cold wind hit, although it was a clear sky, but the cold winter day was cold and biting, Shangguan Tianjue shivered slightly, at this time, the maid happened to pass by in early summer and saw the master wake up, and was overjoyed, "Master, you are awake, I will send someone back to the queen now." ”

"The Queen Mother has been here?" Shangguan Tianjue hurriedly asked.

Chu Xia nodded, and then said, Niangniang heard that the old man fainted in front of the tomb of Wen Jing Guifei and was very worried, so she personally came to the house to visit the master, at that time you were still mixed, and Niangniang guarded your bedside for a while before leaving.

As soon as I heard it, it was as if I had come to visit my heavenly heart in person, and there was a slight warmth, "Hurry up and go back, and the mother will say that I am fine." With that, he returned to the house.

Su Su was even more overjoyed when he heard that Tianjue woke up, hurriedly put down the matter at hand, and hurriedly came to the Guogong Mansion.

When he came to Guogongfu, Su Su didn't go to see Tianjue immediately, but ran to the kitchen and made a bowl of red date corn porridge for him.

Shangguan Tianjue sat in the corner of the room and stared blankly at the beams of the room, with a haggard face with a hint of expression, looking like a wood carved clay statue.

Whether it is closed or open, it is the shadow of Ping'er, Shangguan Tian never knows when this kind of longing will stop, let alone when this kind of pain will be stopped, and he wants to follow his sister for a while, but there is still a trace of inseparable ties between the red dust and smoke and rain.

Su Su pushed open the door of the heavenly room and walked in lightly, but saw him curled up in a small corner, no longer as majestic and upright as before, at this moment he was like a duckweed, fragile and only fragmented.

"Brother Shangguan, eat something, this is the polenta I just made for you." Su Su walked to Tianjue with the tray and slowly squatted down, seeing the man's languishing and painful appearance, Su Su's heart seemed to be cut like a knife. Su Su learned from Sha Boliu that Ping'er confessed three things to Murong Yichuan before his death, one of which was to fulfill his marriage with Tianjue, and he was very grateful for Ping'er's good intentions, and he treated her as his own sister in vain, and thinking of the bits and pieces of getting along with Ping'er day and night in the past, now the two of them are separated by yin and yang, Su Su is not a pain in the liver and intestines, and vows that he will never live up to Ping'er's entrustment, and accompany Tianjie for a lifetime, no matter whether he has a name or not, he will take good care of him.

Shangguan Tianjue slowly moved his gaze from the empty beam, and finally fell on the woman wrapped in light makeup, "I don't have the appetite, you can take the things away." His voice was cold and piercing, as if it had come from the deepest part of the well, and his eyes were hollow as if they had lost their souls.

Su Su did not leave immediately but continued to persuade softly, I know that Brother Shangguan is uncomfortable in his heart, losing Sister Ping Su Su is as uncomfortable as you, if Sister Ping has a spirit in the sky, she will not want us to be like this for her, Brother Shangguan, in order to reassure my sister, you should cherish it.

"You won't understand how much my heart hurts." As soon as Su Su's words fell, Shangguan Tian stood up suddenly, followed by a painful roar.

Su Su put the tray on the table on the side, slowly walked to Tianjue's side, grabbed his arm, raised his eyes and stared at him and said quietly, Brother Shangguan and Sister are siblings, naturally only you love Sister Ping the most in this world, and losing her heart hurts the most, but Sister Ping also loves you the most, how can she bear to see her country grieving for her all day long, Sister is the most relieved to go is Brother Shangguan, if you really hurt Sister Ping, don't let her go uneasy, cherish yourself. In the past two days, Niangniang has been chanting for her sister in the Huangji Palace, praying that her sister will ascend to Bliss as soon as possible, and she is also very worried about Brother Shangguan, I want to come to the Guogong Mansion to see me and you, for fear of attracting gossip, so Niangniang told me to take care of Brother Shangguan.

Su Su understood that Shangguan Tianjue's weakness was Wanruo in addition to Ping'er, so he moved Wanruo out to persuade Tianjue.

After listening to Su Su's bitter persuasion, Shangguan Tianjue lowered his eyebrows and was silent for a long time.

Seeing that the sky was absolutely bowing his head and not speaking, Su Su did not say much, and was silent with him.

After about a cup of tea, Shangguan Tianjue slowly raised his hand and pushed Su Su away beside him, and whispered softly, Su Su, thank you for bothering me so much, I will slowly cheer up.

With Tianjue's words, Su Su was overjoyed, she believed that Tianjue was a person who did what she said, and hurriedly served the porridge to Tianjue, "Brother Shangguan, you haven't eaten for a few days, the doctor told me that you need to eat some thin things when you wake up, this red date corn porridge can not only satisfy hunger but also replenish qi and blood and restore the body, drink it first, and I will make you a bowl of soup in a while." Tianjue silently took the porridge handed over by Su Su, but he was still tasteless, in order not to let Su Su continue to worry, Tianjue had to reluctantly drink half a bowl.