Chapter 186: Revealing the Heart
The woman flicked her hair back slightly, revealing her true face, in the dim candlelight, looking very haggard, frowning slightly, without the slightest stretch, without the spirit of the past.
Wu Xiaojun looked at it, he couldn't believe his eyes, is this true, how could it be her, couldn't help but take two steps back, took a deep breath of the heat emitted from the air, tried his best to calm down the nervous mood, stood in a daze for a long time, his heart was like overturning a five-flavor bottle, the sweet and sour salty came to his heart, and in an instant tears poured out, he couldn't restrain the fanatical passion from his heart, and walked to the mother and daughter in ecstasy, grabbed the woman's shoulders, and kept shaking hard, Even though there are thousands of words, I don't know where to start, "Mei Xiang, you threw others aside and walked away quietly, which made me worry about death, and it was so hard to find you!" Why the hell is that, why don't you tell me? ”
Qin Meixiang did not have the enthusiasm of the past, slowly raised her hand, pushed Wu Xiaojun's hand, and said lightly, "Please let go of your hand, don't scare my child." The past is gone, don't mention it again. I have already started a new life of my own, I have my own home and children, and I live a peaceful life, and I don't want anyone to disturb me. By the way, although my family is seven or eight years older than me, works as a porter in a town outside the mountains, and comes back once every ten days and a half, he is very good to me and my mother. ”
The old woman put down the fan in her hand, stood up and said, "You two have a good talk, I'll take a look outside." "After that, he went out.
Wu Xiaojun grabbed Qin Meixiang excitedly, burst into tears, and said distressedly, "Meixiang, what's the big deal that makes you torture yourself like this, where is this?" Why did you and your mother become so unbearable, what happened in the meantime, I'm dying, hurry up and tell me about it! ”
"What are you talking about, there is nothing to say, don't ask again, the college students and the mayor's wife you saw before are long gone, and there are only village women Mei Xiang and Zhao Shuting here. Today you are too tired to walk and faint behind my house, my mother and I accidentally rescued you, sleep well tonight, and leave early tomorrow morning while the weather is cool, just act as if nothing happened. ”
"No, no, I'm going to take you out of here this time."
"I don't want to ask where you're from, where you're going, and don't tell me what you're doing. Can you still remember me, it's not in vain for you and me to get along, I'm already satisfied with today's unexpected encounter, as for the rest, don't bother with it, I don't want my stable life to be disturbed by you. ”
"Mei Xiang, you still have a lot of things to do, and a bright future, you can't sink like this anymore, bury your good youth in the deep mountains and wilderness in vain, be strong, cheer up, regain your wit, intelligence and strength in the past, hurry up and go out, and live a good life that belongs to you. Don't be stubborn anymore, be obedient, and come with me tomorrow, okay, please. ”
"Don't say anything, I have a mother, children and a husband, and I'm used to the qiē here, and I can't do it at all, so don't talk about it. Please, one thing, can you hold my baby? ”
Wu Xiaojun nodded in a hoarse voice and said, "Yes", and then carefully picked up the child.
The child has a tiger head and a tiger brain, a round face, a red face, and a tender whirring, sleeping very peacefully and sweetly, and the rhythm of breathing from the snort is even, like a quiet and tranquil lamb, very cute.
Wu Xiaojun was very moved in his heart, and there was a nameless sense of closeness, he gently kissed the child on the forehead a few times, felt his breath to the fullest, turned his face and asked Qin Meixiang, "What is the child's name?" ”
Qin Meixiang said with a slight smile, "I named the child Qin Wangzhen." ”
"Qin forgets the truth, forgets the meaning of jì true yuan, is it? What is his father's surname, why doesn't he follow your father's surname? ”
Qin Meixiang nodded, and then said, "Yes, it is natural for my child to follow my surname, but it is a little unfair to the child's father." As he spoke, he lowered his head with tears in his eyes.
"If you do this, won't the child's father have an opinion, isn't it a little too selfish."
"The child's father understood my hardships and cared for the calf, so he agreed. Not to mention this, it is my greatest wish to marry my sister-in-law home as soon as possible, live my life well, and do my own career well. It's not early, I'm sleepy, you go to sleep quickly. As he spoke, he opened his arms, took the child from Wu Xiaojun's hands, put it on the bed, and fell asleep.
Wu Xiaojun retreated in desperation, closed the door gently, Zhao Shuting hurriedly said, "Xiaojun, Da Qiang is back, I have heard his footsteps, Da Qiang should be suspicious when he sees a young man here, we are already sorry for you, we can't add any more burden to Da Qiang, I'm sorry for him." The night is cool, and you are more energetic, hurry up and walk along the back mountain road, and you can get to the national highway in less than five miles. As he spoke, he pushed Wu Xiaojun hard. Wu Xiaojun saw that the matter had come to this point, and quietly walked out of the courtyard gate to hide under a peach tree, quietly waiting for Daqiang's arrival.
After a short time, a middle-aged man walked into the yard with a woven bag on his back and a big watermelon in his hand, and saw Zhao Shuting sitting on a stone bench waiting for him, and said with a smile, "Mom, you haven't slept yet, Mei Xiang and Wangzhen have slept!" ”
"Daqiang, what are you doing when you come back so late, what if there is a good thing, hurry up and wash your face, there is still some food left in the evening, you can simply eat and rest."
"Okay, Mom, go to sleep."
After a while, Daqiang entered Meixiang's house and turned off the lights.
Wu Xiaojun thought about the show girl Mei Xiang who should have belonged to him, but slept with a country man, it was really flowers inserted into cow dung, it was too cheap for him, and he gritted his teeth with hatred for a while, and slapped himself left and right. Seeing that although their family lives in the mountains, they are full of warmth and warmth, and they have to admit the reality. Everyone has their own destiny and destiny, since it has become a fact and cannot be recovered, let them live their own lives, I should walk away quietly. Thinking of this, he walked out of the peach forest, left the mountain courtyard, and walked towards the light of the fireflies in the distance.
woke up suddenly, scared into a cold sweat, but it turned out to be a dream.
Wu Xiaojun does not believe in gods or ghosts, but he believes in telepathy. Secretly said that this is a sensing message sent to herself by Mei Xiang, who is far away in a foreign land, she no longer belongs to herself, so she completely broke off her thoughts, started a new life, polished her eyes, and looked for her true love.
Yan Gaofeng tossed and turned all night and couldn't sleep steadily, always thinking about what Wu Xiaojun was going to say, whether he could bring him a new turnaround, every day was just bright, so he lay on the edge of the bed and shouted Wu Xiaojun, "Xiaojun, wake up, tell me what you wanted to say last night." ”
Wu Xiaojun almost didn't close his eyes all night, and as soon as he fell asleep, he was woken up by Yan Gaofeng, and said very angrily, "What is it called, sleepy, sue you, Han Hongxing, one of the eleven of you, told his parents that he was ordered to drop out of school, and his mother died of a heart attack on the spot, so think for yourself what will happen when you come down." Before he finished speaking, he fell asleep again, and slept until it was time for lunch.
At about five o'clock in the afternoon, Wu Xiaojun called Shao Yingying out of the dormitory, and the two came to the shore of Baihu Lake.
The willows on the shore of the lake are green, and a line of new willows and geese are yellow. The willow has sent out a fresh and tender green it breaks the silence of winter, squeezes away the coldness of winter, pulls out the slender branches, vigorous, elegant and dignified, the tender green branches and leaves gently flutter under the breeze, like the girl's hair as soft, gently spread its posture, enjoy the dance of its life, in the warm and cold season, to the people who are looking forward to bring infinite hope, infinite longing and the artistic conception of "willows and flowers are bright and another village".
Wu Xiaojun pointed to the tender green willows and said, "Yingzi, spring is good, you see how beautiful the willows by the lake are." ”
Shao Yingying said with a cold face full of displeasure, "Don't interrupt, don't have nothing to say, you didn't say a word along the way, and you called me here to tell me this, not interested." ”
Wu Xiaojun smiled, "What's the matter, it's cold as ice, you still misunderstood me about what happened last night, I wanted to explain to you yesterday, but you didn't give me a chance to speak, that's the case." "You should understand this time." ”
"To tell you from the heart, I really look down on you now, the martial arts army in my mind suddenly disappeared, and he became inattentive to his studies and did not do his job, and he soaked with a group of girls all day long, and if he continued like this, sooner or later he would follow the mistakes of eleven students such as Yan Gaofeng, which was particularly disappointing to me."
"Although it is a bit strict, but the reminder is very right, I humbly accept to correct it immediately, and I will definitely not disappoint your expectations, and my image in your heart will become bigger and bigger."
"That's your own business, and it has nothing to do with me. Boys should be like boys, they should be neat and neat in everything they do, and they can't be indecisive all day long. ”
"I know my own shortcomings, some appearances often cause misunderstandings to others, many times I think about too many things I want to do and don't have the courage to do them, I lose a lot of opportunities, and I leave a lot of regrets."
"You are no longer a simple you, you are more and more difficult to see through, and there is a sense of uneasiness in it, and you tend to avoid it."
"I'm aware of this and I'm trying to correct it. I think you are a person who understands me, knows my heart, knows what I do, and knows my wishes, please don't have any worries, find that I have something wrong, and be able to remind and correct me in time. By the way, I had a dream last night, guess who I dreamed about? ”
"Bai Lingyan."
"No, it's Mei Xiang. It was very sad to dream that she was in the mountains, living the life of an ordinary mountain village woman with her precious son, and I wanted to take her out, but she never refused. ”
"It's a tragedy, it's good to have her in your heart, but it suggests that you don't live in her shadow anymore, go out of your own way, look to the future you want, and do what you want to do."
"I also don't shy away from telling you, I have also figured out this period of time, what is lost can never be returned, and what should be fought for must not be missed. Because of Luo Xiao, when I connected your name with you, I felt that it was so familiar and cordial, and it had gradually entered my state of mind. As the relationship gradually deepens, a series of coincidences will deepen the understanding of you. Although you are introverted and not good at talking in front of everyone, your quiet face, calm character, gentle and elegant charm, quiet and noble temperament, mellow and simple words, have left a deep impression on me, your love for life, the diligent pursuit of the future career, and the yearning for the future life have deeply touched my heart. I think it's a special taste to talk about life ideals and imagine your future life with you. ”
Shao Yingying smiled faintly, "It's an exaggeration, I'm introverted and unsociable, it's an obvious weakness, it's a big obstacle in making friends, I really want to change it in my heart, but it's easy to change my nature, few people in the class can get close to me except you, except for a few familiar roommates, even my fellow countrymen say that I'm a bit elusive." You don't really know me, you just see my surface, it's a little idealistic, I can't accept your evaluation of me, I can't stand praise, I crave the ordinary, because I'm very ordinary. ”
Wu Xiaojun said a little hesitantly, "Seeing that you are always cold and cold, I used to talk to you, I always had a special look, every time I was in front of you, I didn't want to show my love and liking for you, I always thought that I had a lot to say to you, but I didn't know where to speak, my tongue was short, and my words were incoherent, so I had to pass time in my silence." However, the more restrained you are, the more you have a good feeling, and they have been secretly and silently watching you, always paying attention to you, eager to get close to you, deliberately avoiding you, timid and cowardly, afraid of hurting their self-esteem, and not daring to confess to you directly. Wu Xiaojun said with a sinking face, and looked down for a long time.
"People say that girls are always more sensitive and observant than boys, and I really didn't notice it at the time, let alone care about it. I've always treated you like a classmate, and of course you're a member of the Friendship Dorm, and I know you better than the other boys in the class. ”
Wu Xiaojun continued, "Mei Xiang's appearance in Pingxi made the blank relationship between us suddenly warm up, out of control, and a series of coincidences made us a real couple. It was she, her hostile enthusiasm for you, and her observation of you that brought about your family's reunion. In the face of Mei Xiang, I have to keep a certain distance from you, and your mother's hints have made me tremble, and I have always strongly controlled my feelings for you in my heart, and treated you as my own sister. Your expression told me that you were very concerned about my every move, and there were a lot of misunderstandings, but I didn't really take it to heart. ”
Shao Yingying listened quietly and said with a heavy heart, "I know this, there have been a few times when I did have a misunderstanding with you, I was unhappy, very uncomfortable, and talking to you with irony and sarcasm. ”