Before you know it, it's October when autumn is cool again. When Meng Jingyan was a primary school student and junior high school student, October was the time for the school to hold an art festival. Moreover, every year, the art festival is inseparable from the opening words such as "October, the harvest season, the harvest season".

However, October of this year is destined to be busy. The eleventh long holiday is a rare but undesirable option for high school juniors. Despite their mental preparations, when the teacher announced that there would only be three days off for the eleventh day, the class was still restless. But the teacher calmly pointed to the number of days left in the countdown to the college entrance examination hanging in the upper left corner of the blackboard, and the students were all extinguished. There are less than nine months left before the college entrance examination, and every second counts.

Seeing that the mood of the students was low again, the teacher couldn't help but make another mobilization. What is the time to play after the college entrance examination, and what you want to play. Don't look at the teacher's strict management now, when I go to college, no one cares if I want to find someone to take care of it, and the teacher in the university only takes care of the class, and whether you learn or not depends on your consciousness.

This is indeed the truth, although it is a little illusory, but for the high school juniors who have not experienced college life, there is finally a positive vision. Look at the countdown sign hanging high on the blackboard, and the appointee buries his head in hard work.

Only Meng Jingyan is always faint. is not sad or happy, like an old monk in a fixed place.

In the four years of college, I had to go to class at the beginning of my freshman year and actively participate in the school's club activities. When I was a sophomore year, I became an old fritter, and I began to live a life of skipping electives and compulsory courses. In the past four years, except for meeting Lu Hongwen and a few roommates who have a good relationship, there is almost no trace left.

Comparatively speaking, she still prefers junior high school and high school. Life is very fulfilling, and the classmates are also very simple. Entering a university is like entering a small society, there are all kinds of people, and it often makes people cry and laugh.

However, people always have to grow up, and no one can stay in one period forever. If you can't run away, then face it bravely. At least she has to choose a major she likes, and she can't be as idle as she was in her previous life.

Meng Jingyan studied hard, and she helped with housework when her mother was not at home, and she pretended to be busy to hide her uneasiness.

Cheng Zhanyu, Cheng Zhanyu hasn't appeared for three months. Since the first day he had barged into his house with someone, the two of them hadn't seen each other for so long. You know, in the past, whenever she turned around, he would walk behind her or side by side with her.

And now - the man is gone.

Sometimes she would suddenly turn around and want to see if Cheng Zhanyu was secretly following her, but no, nothing. No phone calls, no text messages, and no trace. Meng Jingyan also secretly called Cheng Zhanyu's friends and asked them if they knew where Cheng Zhanyu was, but there was no accurate answer. When the other party asked her if she had quarreled with Cheng Zhanyu, she was in no mood to socialize and hung up the phone in a hurry.

told herself that she was actually worried about Cheng Zhanyu, afraid that something would happen to his father and affect him, and resolutely refused to admit that she was actually not used to being alone without him. But she is really worried that something will happen to Cheng Zhanyu, her little heart is beating normally for a day.

When I was in school, I was fine, I was busy, and I had a lot of classmates around me, and it was not easy to think too much about chatting. But Eleventh is on vacation, although it is only three days, she is always cranky, and the panda eyes that she tortured come out. A few times I fell asleep watching TV on the couch and woke up in a cold sweat. In the dream, I dreamed that Cheng Zhanyu was chased and killed by Cheng's father's enemy, and more than a dozen people shouted at him with a knife, he was physically exhausted, tripped over a stone, and was chased up by the people behind him and hacked to death.

When she woke up, Meng Jingyan found that she had already burst into tears.

In the end, Meng *'er couldn't control herself anymore and decided to secretly, just secretly glance at Cheng's father to see if Cheng Zhanyu was by his side, was he safe?

I can't believe it, I've known Cheng Zhanyu for more than ten years, but Meng Jingyan has never seen Cheng's father, and she doesn't even have a photo. Cheng Zhanyu doesn't seem to have a good relationship with his father, but this is the only entry point that Meng Jingyan can find.

In City A, Cheng's father is quite famous, and it is not easy to find at all. I took a taxi and parked in front of a nightclub, and compared the photo in my hand, I saw the person in the photo walking out of it after a while. According to Meng Jingyan, although his expression was serious, it didn't look like sadness or worry. If something happens to Cheng Zhanyu, no matter how bad the relationship between father and son is, his father will not act like he is fine. It seems that Cheng Zhanyu did not have an accident, at least he was not injured.

A big stone in my heart finally fell to the ground, and the man was safe, safe......

I looked left and right with a telescope, but I didn't see a person suspected of being Cheng Zhanyu. Although he knew in his heart before he came that the relationship between Cheng Zhanyu and his father was not very good, and it was unlikely that he would be with his father, he was still slightly disappointed.

Ask the taxi driver to drive her home, because Cheng's father can only be found at night, so Meng Jingyan came out of class and can't go back too late. Tracking, surveillance, and carrying equipment such as binoculars, I don't know what she does, which attracts frequent sideways glances from the driver.

But Meng Jingyan was immersed in her thoughts and didn't realize it, and when she arrived at the door of the house, she pushed the door and got out of the car, not even knowing that the binoculars fell on the car. When the taxi driver packed up his car, he found the telescope, picked it up and looked into the distance, it looked very clear, and there was a small bird in the tree twenty meters away, and he could see whether it had double eyelids. I can't help but smack my tongue secretly, good things, I don't know how much it cost! It's impossible to send it to Meng Jingyan again, take it home and play with your son!

Mei Zizi took the telescope home, but did not know that the telescope might be worth half a year's salary.

The telescope that Meng Jingyan bought was no cheaper than the pinhole camera installed in her father's office. For the people she cares about, she has always been willing to spend her blood. She also knew that she was thinking about Cheng Zhanyu, and if she couldn't see him, she would panic. It's not annoying to stick together every day and every night.,If you don't have the slightest interest in him.,It's really a deception to yourself.。

But she didn't know how to deal with the problem, if she was with Cheng Zhanyu and something similar to Lu Hongwen happened, she thought that she would definitely not let go as easily as before. She will never leave alone to kill the child, maybe she will take a kitchen knife to kill the adulterer/woman first and then kill the husband.

Then she would rather maintain the status quo, not far away, and never give him the title of 'boyfriend' or 'husband'. In this way, she will not be harmed, Meng Jingyan even laughed at herself, if there is no hope, she will not be harmed. In case one day Cheng Zhanyu is bored and finds the girl she likes and no longer follows her footsteps, she should also cut off her relationship with him sensibly, right?

Who knows! has lived two lifetimes, and she can see everything clearly, but the word emotion is never what she is good at.

On Chinese New Year's Eve, Meng Jingyan always held the phone in her hand, waiting for something. There are a lot of calls and text messages for New Year's greetings, and as long as it shakes, you will pick up your phone with anticipation. All of them were classmates, relatives, and even a few text messages that didn't know what to call for a permit/permit or a loan, but none of the messages were sent from the mobile phone of the person she cared about.

She didn't believe that Cheng Zhanyu could be so ruthless, she accompanied her parents to watch the Spring Festival party, and she didn't sleep when she returned to the room, holding her mobile phone in one hand and a book in the other, leaning on her head and reading quietly. After one o'clock in the morning, everyone basically went to bed, and the phone gradually stopped.

But until she fell asleep holding the phone, the man never came to hear from him. The next day, on the first day of the Lunar New Year, after noon, a belated New Year's message woke up Meng Jingyan, who was lying neatly in clothes, and the first action when she woke up was to hold the phone in her hand and take it to her eyes. However, it disappointed her again, that person seemed to have evaporated from the world.

Meng *'er only blamed the man for being too ruthless, but she didn't know that Cheng Zhanyu would not be better off than her.

Everyone went home for the New Year, but he stayed at school alone. He couldn't go back to City A, for fear that he couldn't help but secretly go to see Yanyan, for fear that all his previous efforts would be wasted.

After bringing Uncle Mo Bing back from the police station, he once called him for his life, and Uncle Mo Bing said that Yanyan must have feelings for him. It's just that being together every day, there's no novelty at all. It must disappear for a while, before appearing in front of her in a new image, in order to regain her attention.

Since he was four years old, he has never let Yeon-yeon out of his sight. Not to mention three hundred and fifty-eight years, not even a week. How can he adapt to life without her? He tried many ways but it didn't work, drinking, smoking, doing sports, no matter what it was, even if he ran five thousand meters and fell to the ground tired, Yanyan's quiet smile and playful face would still appear in his head. For a short period of shock, the brain did not stop at all, replaying the picture of the two of them getting along over and over again.

Hit Yanyan to go to kindergarten, it was just the beginning of a three-year-old little Lori, and on the day they separated, Yanyan's resolute expression ended. No matter which side she is, he can't forget it.

Standing under the dormitory building, looking at the branches covered with silver frost in the distance, Cheng Zhanyu felt the biting cold. It was as if he was the only one left in the whole school, in the whole world. In fact, it is true, Meng Jingyan is his whole world.

During this time of separation, he only had one feeling - living like a year.