Fanwai "Wish to have a core person, the white head is not like Li" (108)

After running a lap, when he was about to run to the green shade again, Lin Moxin gradually slowed down, and was about to turn around and give up running, but he just stopped, and when he turned around, he suddenly saw Gu Xiuli, who had left there for some time, walking from behind her.

She faltered, but only paused for a moment, and then walked directly past him, intending to leave quickly.

"When you see me, you don't run?" There was no emotion in Gu Xiuli's voice, and it was a little empty in the cool mist of the early morning.

Lin Moxin stopped and glanced at the time, she had only run a little more than one lap, and now she didn't have anything to do when she went back to the apartment, she originally planned to run a little longer, but now that he was here, she really didn't want to continue to run in front of him.

She walked straight forward, ignoring him.

Gu Xiuli turned his head to look at her, and said lightly: "If nothing else, I will stay in Boston for a long time, and I will be a guest at your conservatory at least until the end of the school anniversary, and there is still more than a month, do you plan to avoid me like this all the time?" ā€

Lin Moxin didn't expect him to stay for a long time, she was stunned, frowned, and suddenly turned around and looked at him coldly: "What are you living in Boston?" ā€

Gu Xiuli raised his eyebrows slightly, a faint smile in his eyes, and walked towards her, Lin Moxin's eyes did not have a little warmth.

"Ken spoke to me?" He laughed and stopped in front of her.

"Mr. Gu." Lin Moxin's expression was indifferent: "You may be exalting yourself too much, I didn't hide from you, I have a clear conscience so I don't need to dodge, I just don't want to see you, I don't want to." ā€

"What if we were destined to meet often?"

"Doomed? How do you know it's predestined? I usually rarely go out, only around my studies and the piano, so what you said is destined not to exist, these two days are just accidental, of course, I will remember in the future, I will not come here in the morning, the bar will not go to that again, the piano department teaching building has many doors, I will not go to the same door again, a month, I will do as little as possible to meet you. After speaking, Lin Moxin turned around and walked away.

"It's not an accident."

His voice was a little light, but it came to her ears clearly.

Lin Moxin only paused for a moment and continued to walk, Gu Xiuli looked at her resolute back, and suddenly walked over quickly to walk side by side with her, Lin Moxin glanced at him inexplicably, and even quickened his pace to get rid of him.

Looking at her somewhat angry look, Gu Xiuli chuckled: "It is said that classmate Lin is very popular among male students in the conservatory, I wonder if Gu is lucky enough to invite you to breakfast?" ā€

Lin Moxin suddenly stopped, turned his eyes and glared at him: "What do you want to do?" Do you want to play the same set from two years ago? Who is building yƬ you with me this time? Is it your Ji Xinyao or someone else? ā€

Gu Xiuli's dark eyes were quiet, and she quietly looked at the rejection and indifference in her eyes: "Lin Moxin, I'm trying to re-enter your world, I was outrageously wrong two years ago, and I know that you won't forgive lightly, if you just run away in anger, I will stop you at that time." ā€

She sneered, "Since you know I'm not angry at all, and you know what I mean, what are you doing here now?" Don't sue me, you're chasing me? ā€

When she said this, even she thought it was funny.

Gu Xiuli looked at her for a long time and said slowly: "Yes." ā€

Lin Moxin immediately laughed, she laughed for a while and then turned her eyes to look at him: "What are you kidding?" I don't care if you make fun of me or if you really want to rebuild with me after two years because of the inexplicable brain water, Gu Xiuli, I tell you clearly, I will never be able to reunite with you, the broken mirror will never be reunited, and the heart that has been cold will not be warmed again, whether it is two years ago or two years later, when I decided to transfer to the hospital and began to avoid you, I and you will not have a future. ā€

As if knowing that she would have such an attitude, Gu Xiuli hooked her lips slightly, not in a hurry or impatient, looking at her with quiet black eyes, she instinctively wanted to look away, just as she turned her gaze, he whispered: "Don't think about it too much, I'm just inviting you to have breakfast with me now." ā€

"I'm not hungry." Her tone was light.

"You weren't used to eating breakfast before, and I've told you many times that I thought your lifestyle was much more regular now, and it still looked the same." Gu Xiuli walked beside her, she walked fast, but his long legs were leisurely strolling and could be side by side with her.

"I know there's a Chinese breakfast shop on the side street opposite the college, so look good?" He was still a gentleman's invitation, and he didn't look impatient at all.

But his indifferent way made Lin Moxin only feel that he was premeditated at all, and he instinctively rejected: "Thank you, I don't want to eat." ā€

"Breakfast must be eaten." When she walked out of the sports field on the lawn, Gu Xiuli suddenly grabbed her wrist and led her to the direction of the academy gate when she was stunned for a moment.

Lin Moxin frowned, but she didn't shake it off, she raised her eyes and stared at his side face: "I said I won't eat, can you let me go?" ā€

"After breakfast, you can do whatever you want." Gu Xiuli's hand holding her wrist was not too strong, but it was also a strength that she couldn't break free.

There were not many people in the academy in the early morning, and there was no one in the front yard, Lin Moxin's heart was about to burst into foul language, she always twisted her hand hard and wanted to pull her hand out, but he led her out of the academy all the way.

In the early morning mist, the man was followed by a little woman who had been twisting her arms, and walked to the Chinese breakfast shop on the side street, because there were several tables of people eating, Lin Moxin didn't make any big moves, just kept following him passively with a wrinkled face, and sat down by the window on the second floor, before he let go of her hand and sat opposite her.

Raising her eyes and looking at the man who was casually flipping through the recipes, she said angrily: "Gu Xiuli, I'm not young anymore, I don't have the time or energy to play the same game with you anymore, don't use your hot and cold attitude on me anymore, I'm completely immune!" ā€

"Steamed buns or dumplings? Or is it siu mai? He put down the recipe and placed it in front of her, his voice calm and light, as if she hadn't heard her cries at all.

Lin Moxin's heart was full of anger, and his heart, which was originally as calm as stagnant water, was surging with anger at this time, he reached out and picked up a glass of light lemonade on the table and took a sip, suppressing the anger before he said angrily: "I'm not hungry!" Eat nothing! ā€

"A xiaolongbao, stuffed with beef carrot. A plate of vegetarian dumplings. He didn't wait for her to order, and directly took her noodle recipe and handed it to the waiter.

The steamed buns stuffed with beef and carrot are Lin Moxin's favorite food, she didn't speak, just looked at his breezy expression lightly, and now sitting here like this, it was inevitable to face him directly, the man in front of him seemed to have experienced a certain kind of baptism, which was different from the heavy feeling that was given to her at the beginning.

The waiter took the recipe and left, Lin Moxin was a little angry, insisted on drinking a large glass of water, Gu Xiuli picked up the lemonade and poured her another glass.

After two years, sitting together quietly like this, Lin Moxin was calmer than she expected, except for the sullenness in her heart, there was basically no superfluous look on her face, just looked at him fixedly: "Why did you come to the United States?" ā€

After pouring water on her, Gu Xiuli replied, "I'm coming to you." ā€

She sneered: "Gu Xiuli, why are you?" ā€

Why did you come to her? How can you be sure that she will always be waiting for him? Why did she suddenly want to break back into her world and disrupt her peace two years later? Why is he?

"With me now, my heart is engraved with the three words of Lin Moxin. With me washing away the lead dust, seeing through the prosperity experience, after life and death, I clearly know what I want and what I have missed. ā€

Lin Moxin didn't understand what he meant by washing the lead dust and seeing through the prosperous experience of life and death: "Forget it, Gu Xiuli, although I don't have a boyfriend now, I'm not waiting for you." I'm not you, and I won't spend my whole life waiting for a Ji Xinyao who won't be with you at all. ā€

"Ji Xinyao used to be the dawn of life for me, we moved forward together in the dark, we supported each other and relied on each other, my love for her from the initial distress, reluctance, emotion, until so many years have passed, has not changed. But this love has long surpassed the love between men and women, she is a warm place in my heart for me, a sister, a mother, a first love, and a regret. Gu Xiuli said calmly: "She is my dearest person, and she will always be." But you, Lin Moxin, you messed up Gu Xiuli's world, you broke all the stubborn beliefs he had at the beginning, he was confused, regretted, and missed, and then one day he found out that he was so stupid and such a bastard. It's this bastard who didn't have the courage to hold you back when he found out about his mistake two years ago. ā€

"You said you were young, you said you had dreams, you said you had to let go, let me let go, okay. Until Gu Xiuli's heart becomes clean and he is qualified to stand in front of you again, he will go and find his woman back. ā€

When he said this, he looked at her, there was no sensationalism, and his tone was always light, as if he was just describing a very simple process, but he didn't say what he had done in the past two years, he was just telling her that Gu Xiuli in front of her now was a man who had let go of his past obsessions and just wanted to get her back.

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