I took Chen Jingming's signed resignation letter to the personnel department and then to the finance department, and after completing the formalities, I returned to the office.

I came to Fang Yuan's side and said to him: "I have already applied for resignation with Chen Jingming, and he agreed, you can arrange for someone to hand over to me." ”

After I finished speaking, the office suddenly fell silent, even the sound of keystrokes stopped sounding, and all eyes were focused on me, who, like Chen Jingming, did not expect that I would suddenly resign.

Fang Yuan was not surprised at all and said to me: "I know all the work you are doing, there is no need to hand it over, I will arrange someone to take over." ”

I nodded, didn't say much, and then walked to my office, packed up my things, in addition to sadness and a kind of depression relief, maybe I never belonged to the city, after all I was going to leave one day, and this time I just left a little earlier.

Zhao Li came to my side, pulled my clothes, and asked in a low voice, "Zhaoyang, why did you suddenly resign." ”

I smiled and said, "Wouldn't you be happy if I resigned, and no one in this company will suppress you in the future." ”

Although I joked with Zhao Li, he said to me very seriously: "Zhaoyang, don't say that, we have worked together for so long, we are colleagues and friends. ”

"Do you consider me a friend?"

Zhao Li nodded and said: "Although you are a person who is damaged and pitted, but your temperament is not bad, every time I ask for leave, you are very happy to do things for me, others don't know you, I understand you." ”

I smiled, feeling inexplicable in my heart, just patted Zhao Li on the shoulder, didn't say anything more, lowered my head and began to pack up my office supplies, and Zhao Li helped me clean up.

After a while, I finally packed up my things, and then took the cardboard box and said goodbye to my colleagues who had worked together for more than two years, everyone got up and said goodbye to me, maybe they have been suppressed by me in various ways over the years, but they don't care about me in their hearts, in Zhao Li's words: Although I am pitted and damaged, but in this planning department, I am above board, and I have not excluded anyone at work or slandered anyone.

I nodded and signaled to my colleagues, and finally came to Fang Yuan, who was the only one sitting, patted him on the shoulder and said, "Dude is gone." ”

Fang Yuan didn't look up and didn't pay attention to me, his actions surprised everyone, they were all surprised why we were usually like brothers, but at this moment Fang Yuan was so indifferent to me.

Finally, I smiled bitterly when I didn't get a response, and finally waved to everyone and walked towards the exit of the company with the cardboard box.

So my world was free, but only now! And the future has become a trap, blocking the road of my life, waiting for me to fall, maybe I will be disabled, or maybe I will become stronger in the desire to survive, and then struggle to escape from the trap and become a master of life, but what the end is, only time can give me the answer, so I don't have to speculate, just look around with the desire to survive in the thin ice!

……

After leaving the company, I went straight back to my newly rented apartment, and the first thing I did after closing the door was to take off my shoes and lie on the bed, and then cover myself with a quilt, eager to throw away all the heaviness and sleep soundly.

Unfortunately, I didn't feel a trace of sleepiness during the whole afternoon in bed, more often I just stared at the ceiling in a daze, and then lit a cigarette in a panic, and the sky outside the window gradually darkened over and over again, so the city was shrouded in light and shadow again, but I was isolated by the walls on all sides in a dark space, and I couldn't feel the temperature of light and shadow at all, as if my winter had come before winter!

Looking out the window has been the city neon red sky, I was in a trance, in the trance and lit a cigarette, only took a puff, but a burst of lung pain, I realized that this sleepless afternoon, I have smoked too much cigarettes, but how is that, at least the smoke in the air, saved my loneliness and helplessness, so I took another heavy puff of cigarettes, disintegrated helplessness, dissipated loneliness, but in exchange for a heavy cough, hey, life is difficult to both!

The night was a little deeper, and I seemed to have been forgotten by the whole world in this cold corner, still dazed, still lost my mind for a while, until the phone rang, and I was awakened.

I rolled over and picked up my phone from the bedside cabinet with difficulty, looked at the number but unexpectedly found that it was Yan Yan calling.

I hesitated for a long time before I connected to Yan Yan's phone, I didn't speak first, waiting for Yan Yan's questioning, at this time, I am afraid that Fang Yuan had already told her what happened today.

"Zhaoyang, where are you?" Yan Yan's voice was not as stern as I thought.

I was habitually stunned for a moment before replying, "Where do you live?" ”

"Have you had dinner?"

"Not really." In a trance, I replied.

"Isn't it? …… Are you stupid? You still give me such an ambiguous answer if you eat or not! Yan Yan said to me with a smile and a smile.

So I immediately gave her an affirmative answer: "Yes." ”

"What did you eat?"

I finally said impatiently, "Do I want to report to you how many times I went to the toilet today?" ”

Yan Yan replied angrily: "Virtue, don't pretend, hurry up and come to my house for dinner." ”

"Don't go, your husband won't want to see me!" I resolutely refused, but in fact I was afraid to face Fang Yuan, no matter how decent my reasons were, after all, it still ruined his and Chen Jingming's work prospects.

"Then let's go out to eat alone, today I heard Fang Yuan say that you resigned, ask him what the reason is, don't say anything, always keep a calm face......" Yan Yan didn't continue, but the meaning was already obvious, she wanted to know why I resigned, why Fang Yuan had a calm face, and why I said that Fang Yuan didn't want to see me.

I weighed it a little and agreed to Yan Yan's request to go out to eat alone, there were some things that I had to at least make clear to her before leaving the city, and finally I hoped that Fang Yuan would understand me and forgive me.

……

I was waiting for Yan Yan outside the restaurant I had made an appointment with, because Yan Yan was driving a Mazda6, so I paid special attention to whether there was a Mazda6 in the vehicles coming and going, but in the end it was a red Cadillac CTS that stopped in front of me, and after a closer look, I found that it was Jian Wei's car, and then I saw Jian Wei and Yan Yan sitting in the car.

Yan Yan, a woman in a huge pit, said that she and I went out to eat alone, but she brought Jian Wei...... After a flash of dissatisfaction, I deeply wondered, why did Janeway come, could it be that she had stayed in Suzhou all these days and not left? And has Yan Yan already sued her: Mi Cai is just an impostor girlfriend who was pulled by me?

These puzzles surprised me, made me apprehensive, and a little embarrassed, because with my understanding of Yan Yan, she would definitely sue Sù Jianwei after learning that Mi Cai was not my girlfriend.

I sighed again in my heart, it seemed that it was another night to make matters worse!