That night, Jiang Lian came back to eat, take a shower, and was about to go to the study to be busy, who knew that Jin Ling came in.

When he saw her, he just raised his eyes and concentrated on his own business.

"I have something to tell you." Jin Ling stood in front of him.

Jiang Lian took off his glasses, let her sit next to him and said, "You say." ”

"Liu Jiang came to me today and said a bunch of inexplicable and wonderful things." Jin Ling sat across from him, his hands on his knees, his fists clenched tightly, his nails already digging into his flesh.

Jiang Lian frowned slightly when he heard this: "What inexplicable and wonderful words did he say?" ”

"He said, you were going to cooperate with Shu Xin, but now you don't cooperate, you made such a decision for me. He also said that in order to marry me, you gave up the patent for lycopene. In fact, my mother also told me about these things, and I didn't know it in my heart. He came back to me and left me speechless. Jin Ling said, his eyes slightly red.

"Lingling, what's wrong with you?" Jiang Lian felt a pimple in her heart, this shouldn't be something she would say.

"yes, what's wrong with me?" Jin Ling is also asking himself, "I often ask myself, what's wrong with me? All kinds of things that have happened over the years, all the efforts you have made for me have been seen in my eyes, I tossed you like this, tossed myself like this, I also want to ask why? ”

Jiang Lian heard her say this, and remembered the past and hugged her gently: "Now it's over, your brother is already in the UK, your mother is now taken care of, and the most difficult time has passed." ”

"Maybe yes for you, but not for me, I've had a hard time." Jin Ling said, tears welling up in her eyes, "I've always relied on you, pregnant, married, and having children, and my life has always revolved around you, around children, and those things in my family. I feel very tired and tired, why do I make myself so tired? Why am I making you so tired? ”

"Is it that my mother has wronged you, so let's wait for October, when we are more free, I will discuss with my mother, and we will move to live in clear water and blue sky. If you don't live together, you will have less time to face your mother, and you will feel better. Jiang Lian had this idea a long time ago, but he was too busy to do it.

Hearing this, Jin Ling cried even more, and she shook her head vigorously: "It's not because of my mother, it's not because of anyone, but because of myself, I feel very painful and uncomfortable." ”

"Baby." Jiang Lian didn't feel good seeing her like this, so he hugged her tightly.

"Ah Lian, maybe we divorce, will it be better?" Jin Ling pushed her away, looked up at him and said.

"What did you say?" Jiang Lian looked at Jin Ling in disbelief, his face was shocked, "Do you know what you're talking about?" ”

"I know, I've been thinking over and over again these days, how will I live the next few days, what will I do next? A few days ago, I accompanied my mother to Mrs. Huang's house as a guest, and I heard someone whispering about me. Even if that show is deleted, people who don't watch it will have amnesia and will forget. My mom made a fuss like that, and I couldn't survive in this circle at all, or maybe I was out of step with the world. Jin Ling wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, "Ah Lian, the door is right, the door is right, it really makes sense." ”

"We've been married for six years and I don't think there's anything wrong with our marriage? Don't even talk to me about what I'm supposed to be. Jiang Lian said very seriously.

"That's what you think, not what I think. You must also admit in your heart that our marriage has long been in shambles. I'm in your house, and I can't hold my head up and be a human being. Of course, I don't blame anyone, I have a mother like this, these are what I should bear, but I don't want to be like this for the rest of my life! Ah Lian, you have done so much for me, so much that everyone thinks that I am not worthy of you at all. I'm almost out of breath at how old I am, I can foresee that our marriage will definitely continue like this in the future, your mother will continue to look down on me, you will continue to clean up the mess of my house for me, I don't want this, I really don't want to do this. ”

"Your mother is basically under control, she won't make trouble anymore." Jiang Lian said, he thinks that Jin Ling is emotionally unstable now, so he will say these words.

"No, no one can control her, no one knows what she's going to do in one step, no one can guarantee that something like the same thing that happened before will never happen again." Jin Ling understands his mother, and the world in his mother's heart is unimaginable to ordinary people. "Ah Lian, this is the reality."

"So, you're going to divorce me for these reasons?" If this is the reason, Jiang Lian will never accept it.

"And because of myself, I'm so tired. What you did for me, I will feel guilty and feel distressed. At the same time, I have to bear the stares and accusations that everyone is betting on me. All these things were applied to me, and I was breathless. I also thought that I should endure it for the sake of gold, gold, silver, and silver. But if you keep living like this, is it really good for gold, gold, silver, and silver? I'm not sure, I just want to be free. Jin Ling said with a low sob.

"Is there only patience left for you in our marriage? Patience to the point that you use the word liberation. Jin Ling's words also dug a big hole in his heart, and his question was even more sad.

"Maybe I still love you now, maybe one day, I might hate you. Because of your kindness to me, your love for me made me the target of everyone, and made me lose everyone's love. Maybe one day my daughter will be older and sensible, and some things will be understood. They might hate me too, and hate why I made you work so hard and sacrificed so much to love me. Lian, I don't want to go on like this. ”

"If you don't calm down now, let's stop this topic." Jiang Lian saw that her emotions were out of control, and if she continued to talk about it, not only would there be no result, but it would really force them to a dead end.

"Have you ever thought that if I hadn't been pregnant, maybe we wouldn't have gotten married?" Jin Ling took a deep breath and said.

"I haven't thought about it, and I won't think about it." Jiang Lian never thinks about any hypothetical questions.

"You should think, if we don't get married, you have to study, you have to be busy with your career, and then I graduate, maybe we will talk about love for another year or two, many problems and many contradictions will come out, and we won't get married. And you, your life should be wonderful. Maybe you meet Shu Xin again, you can start again, you have similar interests and similar personalities, you can be real soul mates, instead of being with me, so tired. ”

"I don't think so, yes, I'm tired sometimes, but I think it's part of life, it's not about you, why do you want to put all my hard work on yourself, it's not like that at all. Also, it is impossible for Shu Xin and I to start again, Lingling, you should understand my character, the end of the relationship is the end of the year, I can't go back, do you understand? ”

"There's something I think I should tell you." Jin Ling bit her lower lip slightly, "When I was pregnant, I actually did it on purpose. ”

"We didn't have experience the first time, and I didn't think it was wrong, and if it was really wrong, it was my fault, so don't say that." He didn't have amnesia, it was because he didn't remember to take measures that caused the accident and Jin Jin, which had nothing to do with her at all.

"Yes, you don't have experience, but I thought about it, I even went to the hospital to buy after-the-fact medicine. I've already bought it back, because I checked it on the Internet, and those days happened to be a dangerous period, and I had a high chance of getting pregnant. When I was about to take medicine, I thought if I got pregnant, would I be able to get out of the house completely? I'm pregnant, are you going to marry me soon... [This chapter is not finished, please click on the next page to continue reading!] ］