The taxi that Mi Cai was riding in was already in the twilight, following the direction of the wind, driving to the edge of the city, my heart was empty, I didn't dare to look back at the windows behind me that emitted lights, at this moment, I couldn't see the direction clearly, I couldn't understand the time, and I wasn't sure whether the final destination of people was death

In fact, the warm spring has come, the wind is not cool on the body, but the yellow sun on the horizon is blown down, bringing people boundless loneliness, and nowhere to tell the desolation, I raised my head, swallowed my saliva, did not move forward, did not go backwards, stood in place for a long time, until I was surprised to see another anxious figure coming to this side We took a look, he asked me with a painful and extremely nervous expression: "Zhaoyang, how is Janeway?" There is no danger to life! ”

I looked at Xiang Chen as if he was waiting for the verdict to be announced, and replied, "The operation was successful, but he is still in a severe coma." ”

If in the past, we were in the same boat riding the wind and waves, and at this moment, we have already been hostile in the Grace Break, so all we can talk about is Janeway's safety, so after receiving my information, he ran to the hospital building with a painful look on his face, and I followed his footsteps.

Outside the intensive care unit, the people who came to visit had not dispersed, they looked at Xiang Chen who had just arrived, and opposite Xiang Chen was Jian Wei's attending physician and the director of the hospital who didn't know when he arrived, he reprimanded the attending physician excitedly, and said again and again that no matter what the price is, let Jian Wei wake up, the doctor has been very cooperative, and kept explaining the complexity of Jian Wei's current situation, and the dean, who seemed to be familiar with Xiang Chen, comforted him with kind words and promised that the hospital would do its best to treat Jian Wei.

Xiang Chen's love tended to collapse, lying on a glass window where Janeway could only be seen, whimpering in pain until his legal wife, the woman named Chu Churui, walked down the long corridor of the hospital to this side, her expression was cold, obviously dissatisfied with Xiang Chen's coming to visit Janeway.

Under the gaze of everyone, she finally came to Xiang Chen's front and asked sharply, "Xiang Chen, where do you put me in your heart?" What are you doing now, and what do you make others think of me? ”

Xiang Chen seemed to be a little afraid of this woman, he raised his head, closed his eyes, shook his head, and then replied painfully: "In this case, I don't have the ability to think too much, I hope you can understand"

"Funny, I understand you, who will understand me? I won't forgive you lightly. ”

Xiang Chen looked at her without saying a word, and the corner of his eye was still on the bed in the intensive care unit

Le Yao took the words over and said to the two: "This is not the place for you to resolve the conflict, if you still have a bit of public morality, please change the place to quarrel, don't affect the patient, okay?" ”

Xiang Chen nodded, he came to Yan Yan's side, and asked her to take care of Jian Wei in a pleading tone, what financial needs do she have, although she spoke to him, after getting Yan Yan's response, she stared at Jian Wei on the hospital bed again, and then turned around and pulled Chu Xin Rui to the elevator on the other side of the corridor

The night was a little dark, the people who came to visit left one after another, and even Yan Yan, who cared about Jian Wei the most, was invited by the police to help investigate the incident, and on the corridor of the hospital, only Le Yao was the only person I knew well, and Cao Jinfei had just gotten on the plane back to Beijing.

I stood in front of a window for ventilation, lit a cigarette that was painful, took a heavy puff, and then turned to Le Yao beside me and said, "You should also go back to Beijing, your company still has a bunch of affairs to be handled, and staying here will not help much." ”

Le Yao shook her head, with a hint of bitterness, and said with a smile: "What you need most at this time is not help, it is to accompany you for so long, and the thing I am most afraid of is to see you alone, smoking and drinking alone, and not finding someone to talk to." ”

I squinted my eyes and took another deep puff of cigarette, and replied, "You will be unhappy if you say that." ”

Le Yao's face became serious, and she said, "Zhaoyang, is the mustard between men and women really that important?" For the sake of these mustards, do we have to forget the past friendships, the past times of suffering together? By now, everyone knows that nothing can happen between us anymore! Sometimes, I really want to turn myself into a man, smoke with you, drink with you, and others don't have to gossip so much! ”

I sighed softly: "The world is like this, sometimes, our ideals are just a laughing stock in the eyes of others, based on reality, suffering from the disease of idealism, in this world where realism reigns, there is no way out, unless you take the misunderstanding of the world as a kind of enjoyment!" ”

"Then I'd rather take the misunderstanding for enjoyment!"

I shook my head and replied a little lonely: "If a person is misunderstood, he will lose the qualification to be stable and happy, which is not good!" ”

"You and I are both spiritual orphans in this world, why care about other people's misunderstandings, I used to love you deeply, now, I can not love you, but I still care about you, accompany you, whether others understand this kind of feeling, it doesn't matter to me at all!"

I wiped my hand holding the cigarette from my face to prevent myself from crying, forced a smile to change the subject, and said to her: "Go buy a bottle of Jiaxing bar, let's drink a little together." ”

Le Yao is always used to obeying me in times of trouble, she nodded, put on a mask and hat and walked towards the elevator, when she entered the elevator, I also entered another elevator, because I didn't want to drink, just to support her

I sent a message to her again, I went back to the old house to find Mi Cai, let her find a hotel to rest early, or now I have to catch a plane back to Beijing, I don't want to use an idealistic attitude to affect her relationship with Cao Jinfei, although I need someone to speak, but I must become rational, maybe, I have no ability to become a master of life, but she must be a master of life, because now she has such conditions I think, when she comes back from buying wine, I see that I am not in the hospital, Will choose to leave

Late at night, I sat on the cold street, blankly looking at the couples who occasionally walked by, their hands were holding so tightly, and their laughter was so light, which made me a little envious of their happiness that seemed so calm, so the damn tears blurred my eyes again, and I took out a cigarette and lit it, hiding the pain in my heart when I imagined the future life that I didn't know where to go.

The phone vibrated in my pocket, I knew it was Le Yao who bought the wine, I didn't answer once, she finally gave up on the fifth time, I knew she would find a hotel to sleep in, and no matter how difficult and deep this night was, I didn't need her company, I was sure of that.

I suddenly remembered Janeway, and I wanted to cry with worry

I thought of Mi Cai again, and I wanted to cry in pain

I didn't cry anymore, I just looked at the street lamp on the opposite side full of the marks of time over and over again, I reminded myself that it was time to do something real, for Janeway, and for the responsibility I had unloaded, so I dialed Zhang Yixi's phone.

The phone was answered after a while, he told me that at this moment he had returned to Yangzhou with Anqi, and was concerned about Jian Wei's current situation, and after learning that Jian Wei was temporarily not in danger of life, he advised me not to have too much ideological pressure, and Mi Cai should also take care of it, I thanked him for his kindness, and cut to the point, I said to him: "You talked to me before, interested in the project of the road of literature and art, I think we can cooperate, if it is convenient for you, I hope to come to Suzhou with the investment plan, Let's meet and talk! ”

Zhang Yixi on the other end of the phone was obviously a little surprised, and asked: "Zhaoyang, I do have a strong interest in this project, but can you call the shots?" ”

"Don't worry, I'm sure I can call the shots, but I'll also tell you the truth, this project is facing losses because of Janeway, and you yourself should think about it carefully, if you still feel that there is investment value, I will come up with a new renovation plan and development plan for this project when I meet you next time."

"No problem, then see you in Suzhou in three days, I personally look forward to having in-depth cooperation with you on this project, and this project is also in line with my strategic plan for myself in business in recent years, as a prospective investor, I am still very confident to work with you to bring this project back to life."

"I'm looking forward to it, too."

On the phone, Zhang Yixi and I reached a preliminary consensus on the project of "Literary and Artistic Road", and for the first time in my life, I heard the thunderous sound of war drums ringing in my ears, and I thought that if Jian Wei was still conscious, she would be pleased with the decision I made, and the next time I could visit her in the ward, I would tell her the news

After that, I called Zhou Zhaokun again, telling him that he wanted to set up a game company and enter the mobile game industry, hoping that he could become an investor in this company, he expressed his interest in meeting with me in detail, and the place of our meeting was also set in Suzhou three days later, and then, I also called the boy who was far abroad, hoping that he could take the contacts accumulated in the game industry this year, and return to China to give me professional help, and the boy also readily agreed.

After this phone call, I stared at the starry night sky again, I don't know if it's too late to do this qiē now, but after this time of thinking about life, I have to make myself stronger, not just for worldly desires, but also for the people around me who are closely related to me, no longer disappointed in myself, I hope that I can mature to face the future life and, I want to take back Zhuo Mei from Fang Yuan and Mi Zhongde's hands, in front of Mi Cai, to atone for my mistakes, at this momentI deeply understand that evasion does not bring the tolerance of the enemy, and this cowardice only makes them more cruel