After Yao Manman left, Liu Huaimin held on to the armrest of the sofa, stood up with some difficulty, walked back to the back of the desk, and sat down slowly.

Liu Huaimin took a reading glasses and put them on, reached out and opened a drawer on the desk, took out a yellowed photo from it, and looked at the two high-spirited young people in the photo, with an indescribable complex expression on their faces full of vicissitudes.

"Lao Xia, when I was on the battlefield, if you hadn't pushed me away desperately, I would have been killed by the enemy's grenade.

When I returned to the place, if it weren't for the role model you played to me, I am afraid that many years ago I would have become unmotivated or even carried away by the joy of what little I had achieved. Perhaps, like most people around me, I will continue to be lost and degenerate.

Even though you don't like to hear me say thank you in front of you, I still have to say to you, thank you, thank you!

When you came to Kyoto six years ago, I think you were well prepared and knew what you were going to face. And when I learned that you were alone and quietly came to Kyoto, I also thought about that heart-wrenching ending.

Like you, I know very well in my heart that the end of sacrificing your life for righteousness is inevitable and unavoidable, because even if you dodge that time, the group of people who intend to put you to death will not give up on you.

That said, I don't want to see you leave prematurely. I was out of town at the time, so I had no choice but to call your nephew and tell him to help you in secret, even a little. Even though I know, you don't need that at all.

Who would have thought that when this child is older, he can't help me. He promised me a lot, but in fact, he didn't do anything at all.

When I returned to Kyoto, not only did he not express the slightest apology, but he also told me all about his thoughts and practices. Even though I knew everything, I was so angry that he fainted.

When I woke up, I was less angry. After all, what he said had a point, and for the sake of me and his future and the fate of the whole family, what he did was not wrong.

In the face of strength, what he was thinking about was actually the same as when you invited me to do things together, and when I politely rejected you, on the one hand, he still had some illusions, and on the other hand, he was afraid of getting into trouble.

Seriously, your nephew and I have no way to compare with your courage and integrity, so we can only try our best to ensure our own correct conduct and behavior, but we also have to bow our heads and compromise and make concessions to many people and things.

I have worked hard for decades, and I have made compromises for so many years, and I have indeed done some good things that are so-called beneficial to the country and the people. However, when I calmed down and thought about it, I didn't feel the slightest sense of joy or accomplishment other than the slight satisfaction that I had produced a few qualified students.

The more students there are, the more people make my heart ache. Once here, if nothing else, I'll just say that the more kids I sent out, the more things they got at risk of their own safety, the greater my sense of loss became. After all, it's not us who really deal with the problem.

Thinking back to what you did back then, while it may seem a bit extreme, it is one of the most effective ways to do it. I now understand more and more that the reason why fantasy is called fantasy is, in the final analysis, because it is an unrealistic and unrealizable kind of imagination.

I, like you, will certainly not have the opportunity in this life, and I will not be able to see the day we hope. One can only hope for our children that they will see it in the future.

Lao Xia, last week, I was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer. The day before yesterday, after a consultation, the doctor told me that because of the wounds left on the battlefield, there was no way to perform the most effective surgical treatment. I decided right away and died. Very good! In a few months, the two of us will be able to see each other.

Once I owed you a life, you gave me a home, so that I have the current qiē. However, when you were alive, I never did anything for you except for a little bit of Xia Lan.

If I were to meet you like this, I would surely die of great regret. And you, don't you want me to be like this?

Therefore, I will take advantage of the past few months, while I can still move, to be selfish, arrogant, and happy. Although the time is limited, I can at least let you sweat and work hard in the blue ocean, and the hometown where I was born and raised, both of which have become clean and clean......"

……

At noon, Director Lu walked out of the elevator with a medical record folder, went straight to the door of the vice president's office, raised his hand and gently knocked on the door a few times, "Dang, dang, dang, Vice President Zhao ......"

"It's Dr. Lu." Doctor Zhao hurriedly stopped the conversation with Lin Fei and Bai Ruoyun, stood up and looked at the door and said, "Please come in!" ”

As soon as the door opened, Director Lu walked in, "Vice President Zhao, two, you have been waiting for a long time." ”

Lin Fei and Bai Ruoyun had also stood up, "Director Lu, you're polite, please take a seat." ”

"Mr. Lin, Chairman Bai, sit down." Dr. Zhao walked over, took the medical record folder in Director Lu's hand, and stretched out his finger to point to the sofa on the other side, "Come, let's sit over there." ”

"Okay." Director Lu nodded, and sat down as Dr. Zhao walked over.

After Lin Fei sat down holding Bai Ruoyun's arm, he looked at Director Lu and asked softly with a stern face, "Director Lu, how is my lover?" ”

"Don't be too nervous." Director Lu shook his head at Lin Fei, then looked at Bai Ruoyun and asked, "Chairman Bai, how are you feeling now?" ”

"I think it's a lot better than just now." Bai Ruoyun said, "My chest is no longer stuffy, and my body has regained its strength." ”

"That's good." Director Lu smiled and nodded, and then said to Lin Fei, "According to Chairman Bai's clinical appearance at the time of illness, as well as the analysis of a series of examination results, her problem is not particularly strict.

However, since she has symptoms of arrhythmia today, it indicates that there must be some problem in this regard. This must be taken seriously, but I hope you don't get too nervous.

Because the causes of arrhythmias are so many and complex, we cannot accurately determine what causes them. Therefore, we can only carry out the work related to treatment and prevention of exacerbations based on clinical experience.

Chairman Bai, considering that you have now improved, I don't think there is any need to stay here and continue to observe. I will prescribe some medicine for you in a while, and take it on time when you go back, and pay attention to the rules of life, ensure the necessary rest and adequate sleep, pay attention to the combination of work and rest, avoid overwork, and exercise moderation in the life of the couple.

The most important thing is to maintain a normal state of mind and harmonize the seven emotions. Remember to avoid stress, fear, worry, annoyance, anger and other undesirable emotions ......"