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"Brother, I want to be a star in the future!" At Christmas, Ahn asks Jessica what her dreams are, and she thinks about it and says.

"Okay." An Yuxi replied lightly, without expression, as if he already knew.

"Ah, brother, don't you wonder why I have such a wish?" Jessica pouted angrily, very dissatisfied with the effect of An Yuxi's appearance, this is too bland.

"You're my sister." An Yuxi gently pressed Jessica's little head and rubbed it vigorously, messing up her long straightness, "If it's an ideal, then go for it, no matter how difficult it is, I will support you!" ”

"Okay! I'm going to be a star! Jessica clenched her small fist and looked at An Yuxi seriously.

"Of course I believe you!"

An Yuxi was very satisfied with his body. Because of his best singing skills, he is now the lead singer of a group of children created by Hydra, the name of the band is called "darkange1", and gradually he is also famous in their neighborhood, and he also often participates in performances, but unfortunately he basically has no time, so he can only go in the afternoon, so their band found a lead singer, a girl, I heard that it is called Jenny.

Sometimes the captain Yate kept An Yuxi and asked him to go back later, saying that there would be a wonderful show at night, but without exception An Yuxi refused, because he still remembered that he was a daddy, he was going to pick up Zheng Xiuyan's children's shoes from school, play with the two little children at night, and tell stories to coax the little children to sleep, An Yuxi felt that such a day was very fulfilling.

"Brother, how about I sign up for a ballet class?" Jessica looked up and asked An Yuxi very solemnly, the little girl who grew up had already begun to change her name to brother.

"Why, aren't you learning singing and Peking Opera with me, we can learn together when dancing." An Yuxi felt that ballet or something was completely unnecessary, these were enough to be a star.

"But, isn't it better for girls to learn that?" Jessica pouted when she saw An Yuxi's refusal.

"Who said that?"

"I saw an ad saying that."

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"It's not good, it's not good at all, if you shape your body, you can learn yoga and Wing Chun."

"Really." Jessica frowned, not knowing which one to choose.

"I think the swans are very elegant." Jessica suddenly said that every girl has a swan dream.

"Elegant wool, isn't it just a goose, it's not delicious at all." An Yuxi muttered, and when she saw Jessica looking at her, she hurriedly said, "It's hard to practice ballet." ”

"I'm not afraid of hard work." jessinetbsp; "No, it's not good to learn ballet feet, and if you are injured, you don't want me to help you wipe the medicinal wine." An Yuxi clearly rejected Jessica's small request, in fact, An Yuxi thought that the performance costume was so clumsy, making people look at their thighs, and they had to dance with others! An Yuxi couldn't accept it even if he thought about it, I don't know when he became so machismo.

"I don't want you to wipe it for me, I can do it myself." This is the first time An Yuxi has refused Jessica's request, Jessica's tone suddenly became very impulsive, and she puffed up her temper, which was also the first time she used such a tone for An Yuxi.

"Sika, do you have anything to say to me?" An Yuxi seems to be aware of something, as she gets older, Xiao Xiuyan, who has entered puberty, begins to have her own opinions, it turns out that the little heel who is shy and timidly blinking her big eyes and observing the world, dragging the corners of her clothes, begins to have her own ideas, and is no longer the little Lori who is at the mercy of others. Knowing what clothes to wear, having your favorite color, favorite movies, and favorite idols, she no longer follows herself all day long, but also has her own friends, and has become a sentimental girl.

Grown up, really grown up, An Yuxi looked at Jessica with a little strange, stubborn eyes, knowing that she had already decided, at this moment, An Yuxi's heart was empty, and he didn't focus on it, when the child grew up, he didn't need himself, An Yuxi suddenly realized.

"Ah, this is the first time Xiuyan has been so fierce to herself, she has really grown up and started to want her own life." As if he wanted to leave him, An Yuxi's eyes were hot, "Ahhhhhh An Yuxi raised his head, "When did you become so vulnerable?" The child has her own ideas, and she has to support her, An Yuxi's reason said to herself, if she has a dream, you have to support her to pursue it, you stop him like this, when can you protect her, life is incomplete without experiencing wind and rain, and she will come back when she is injured!

However, just like my daughter suddenly stopped listening to me one day, the feeling of being lost, the sense of being needed and relied on, suddenly dissipated.

"Whatever you want." Suddenly, he couldn't say what he felt, An Yuxi felt like he had been pulled out of his bones, and if he stayed here An Yuxi was afraid of revealing his fragile side, so he turned around and left in despair, and now he had to sort out his thoughts and think about what to do in the future, his brain was very messy.

The room only left Jessica who was worried in her heart, she immediately regretted it when she bumped into An Yuxi, she was originally a very docile character, but An Yuxi was a little violent when she always teased her. Seeing the change in the expression on An Yuxi's face, Jessica didn't know what to do, but she also knew that An Yuxi was very angry now, and she didn't imagine An Yuxi knocking her on the head, seeing An Yuxi's lost appearance, Jessica's heart was also like being grabbed by an invisible hand.

"Whatever you want." An Yuxi seemed to use all his strength when he said this, as if he didn't know what Jessica was thinking, and Jessica didn't know why An Yuxi was so sad, let's take it as sadness. This sentence was like a mantra, as if she was disappointed in herself, Jessica felt that she was about to lose something at that moment, this was An Yuxi, who she had never seen before, first burst into tears, and then finally cried out with a "wow".

An Yuxi has always felt that he is a weak and fragile person before, and it is easy to fall into the sadness he created, otherwise he would not have committed suicide because of this, the sunshine and smile on the surface are just disguises, he is careful not to let himself open his heart, hypnotize himself, and want to let himself forget about this, maybe he will really forget it over time, but Jessica's sudden blow stunned An Yuxi, and they all said that the people who hurt themselves are generally the people closest to him, If you don't care, you won't care.

An Yuxi is now like a wounded lone wolf, trying to find a place to lick his wounds silently, a sense of betrayal breeds in his heart, and it also lets An Yuxi know that the world will not work as he thinks.

This night, An Yuxi didn't want to go home for the first time, and the depressed An Yuxi wandered aimlessly on the street, like a ghost in the dark night. At this moment, he is lonely, but many things can only be figured out when he is lonely.

I thought I was starting to get stronger, but I was still so fragile, and I thought that the more my heart hurt, the stronger it would become, just like a wounded tree, which would grow nodules and become harder where it was wounded. Why is he becoming more and more fragile and sensitive? An Yuxi felt that his chest was tight, and it was a little difficult to breathe.

"Doesn't Sika just want to learn ballet! As for that, it is. An Yuxi comforted himself like this, took a few deep breaths, and felt uncomfortable in his heart, he really wanted to stab himself a few times and would not be so uncomfortable, if there was one word that could describe it, it would be "aggrieved", and finally understood the mentality of those who hurt themselves.

How long has it been since I've been so aggrieved? I really want to vent it.

An Yuxi thought so, and then took a taxi to their band's place.

It's an abandoned warehouse near the suburbs, a bit remote, and I don't know where the guys found it. Paid the fare and walked through a dark alley with no lights, it seems that there are often robberies or ** criminals here, at this time An Yuxi very much hoped that someone would jump out and let him beat him, but unfortunately, no.

In this glorious city, this should be a corner of filth, there is a group of young people squandering their youth and passion.

If you come during the day, you can also see a variety of colors on the wall, dazzling but sprayed with good graffiti, there is also An Yuxi's masterpiece on it, he sprayed a panda, a dragon, and got unanimous praise from everyone.

There is only a 3o incandescent lamp outside the warehouse, which looks extremely desolate, and you can hear the screams of women and the sound of the stereo inside from a long distance, and there is no one guarding the door, because the rule here is that if someone wants to make trouble here, they will be beaten down first without asking the reason, which means that the first person to do it will be besieged.

The warehouse door is two thick iron doors, very bulky, in order to facilitate the passage of guò, they specially cut a hole in the iron door, made into the shape of a devil's mouth, who knows how to make it, it is very realistic, and it is also colored, green face and fangs, at first glance it is really a little panicked, it is because of this An Yuxi has never brought Xiuyan and Ah Xiang here at night.

The door frame had the words "HE11 (Hell)" written in red lacquer, and there was a bloody palm print, and there was a red one that flowed down, making it look like it was painted in blood, and it was meant to create a dark and terrifying atmosphere anyway.

The windows of the warehouse are covered with black cloth, just like watching a movie in the auditorium, completely covered, it is estimated that it can accommodate 5oo people inside, An Yuxi was almost deafened by the sound wave that rushed to the door as soon as he entered the door, and there was a black pressure on a person, and there was heat, the lights inside flashed colorfully, the light was strange 6 away, in the middle was a temporary stage, the stage was nothing to see, the only desirable place was that it was strong enough, and more than 1o people would not collapse if they jumped on it.

This kind of occasion is usually a few bands competing, and then there will be the best bar and nightclub to invite them to perform the next day, not everyone can go up and sing, only the good singing can be sung, if someone sings too badly on it will be beaten.

The songs sung are not necessarily pop songs or existing songs, most of them are original, self-created songs, after all, there are really few musicians who can't compose in the city of San Francisco, this was originally the home of An Yuxi's group "darkange1", their team has more than 2o people, some dance, some compose, some rap, some play instruments, some are responsible for harmony, there are dJ, and there are several lead singers, all of which are combined by Hydra.

The leader of the band is a man named Yat, a 2O-year-old young man who dyes his hair in a colorful and weird way, has two tear stains tattooed on his face, and his ears are full of studs, An Yu has counted in the past, 8 on the left and 9 on the right are all metal and diamonds, colorful in the light, very dazzling, it seems that it is really a diamond. In this way, the captain is very rich, and An Yuxi finally hugged Gao Fushuai's thighs.

The captain is called "Death Metal" because his favorite is the dark style Yan zhòng's "Death Metal", which, according to him, is, "I was originally dark, and what I sing is the darkness in my heart." The black, decadent, and desperate atmosphere he created was very heavy, and every time I heard him sing it, I was very unhappy, but after singing, he would come to a passionate rock and roll, completely shattering the previous black atmosphere, what a contradictory person.

An Yuxi generally sang rock, hip-pop, or R&B, because he had learned Peking Opera singing, and his vocal range was relatively wide, and he could occasionally soar a high note. If it's too heavy, you don't usually touch it, and if you go crazy, it's over.

Because he is the youngest in the band, everyone takes good care of An Yuxi and likes him very much.

Often the closest to the stage are the people related to the performance, An Yuxi finally squeezed to the front, he was already sweating profusely, and his clothes were wrinkled. Maybe it's because San Francisco doesn't oppose homosexuality, it seems that homosexuality suddenly came out, maybe it's bisexual, I don't know how many groping pig hands touched it when I just squeezed over, it's really hard to beat four fists with both hands, not to mention that there are so many hands, I can't protect my whole body at all, it's a woman's touch, and I recognize it, not to mention that there are men! An Yuxi endured his physical discomfort and stepped on the feet of a few people who touched him.

"I'll fuck you."

ps (I thought I could have two shifts today...·· There are still 9 people left, and the collection is 1oo)