Chapter 262: A Piece of His Heart
Before thinking of taking revenge on Chi Xuan and Su Yunuan, Xiao Yas always thought that he had strengthened his determination, so when he made it bad again and again, he didn't show the slightest mercy, he knew how to make Chi Xuan and Su Yunuan painful.
But now, Su Yunuan was standing in front of him, and the countless torture methods he had conceived were now useless.
"Friends? Have you always been friends? What a heart-wrenching realization this is, he would rather be the person Su Yu hated to the bone than be this tepid friend, and he will be forgotten by her as soon as he turns around.
"Xiao Yas, I know you hate me, you hate Chi Xuan, and you hate everyone who saved me from you. Have you ever wondered why you hate? Just because you didn't get me, it's against your principles? Actually, think about it, you didn't suffer anything other than your reputation, but what about me? â
There is no need to mention those things, Shoyas knows better than anyone who is the most hurt person in the end.
Because of his obsession, Su Yunuan lost her children, lost her qualifications to be a mother, and was also contaminated with that terrible drug addiction, and had to endure the pain of scraping bones every once in a while.
Even if it is a mental injury, Su Yunuan is not lighter than himself at all.
"Xiao Nuan, I'm still so easily persuaded by you." No matter what Su Yunuan says, he will listen to it, just like a conditioned reflex, uncontrollable.
Su Yunuan shook her head gently, "It's not that I persuaded you, it's that you didn't plan to do anything to me at all." â
Out of that circle, Su Yunuan figured out many things later, maybe many things were indirectly caused by Xiao Yas, but if it weren't for his secret protection, he wouldn't have survived until Chi Xuan picked her up.
Xiao Yasi suddenly laughed, a little unable to believe that he was so debunked by Su Yunuan, "Yes, I can't do it at all, it's stupid, isn't it?" For you, I have always been ruthless, I have never forgotten, I have never been resentful, and I have tormented myself like this, and I cannot be freed. â
Fate is the most wonderful thing in the world, they were originally two people on opposite sides of the earth, who should not have any intersection, but they got together and almost became husband and wife.
"Maybe no one is wrong, but my existence is a mistake in itself." Su Yunuan stared ahead, a leaf on the top of the treetops, growing there alone, and when a gust of wind blew, it had to fall.
Saving zĂ i is reasonable, this is not about Su Yunuan at all, Xiao Yas was silent, staring out the window with her.
Even if he didn't want to torture her anymore, he still didn't want to let her go back to Chi Xuan, he was just unwilling.
"My teacher said that there is no right or wrong in love, because everyone will become a fool, and where will they know what is right and wrong." Thinking of the teacher's words, Shoas could now finally understand what it meant.
"Will you let me go?" Su Yunuan spoke softly.
"Let you go back to Chi Xuan, I'm sorry, I can't do it." Even if Su Yunuan blamed him, he still couldn't regress at this point.
I knew it would be like this, but fortunately I didn't plan to go back, "Then you will take me to England?" What about Mora? â
Now Mora is the serious princess of Shoyas, if she appears, what kind of embarrassing identity will it be, she wants to know what Shoas will do with herself.
Su Yunuan's words made Xiao Yas a little dazed, what should he do? He didn't seem to have thought about it.
Seeing that he was silent, Su Yunuan had an answer in his heart, and couldn't help but smile lightly, "Since you don't know it yourself, then let me leave, I don't want to live in this city anymore." â
Staying here would mean constant trouble, and Shoas wouldn't be here again until she was completely dead.
"You're not going back to Chi Xuan?" This surprised Xiao Yas a little, and he thought that Su Yunuan said that this was all to make him agree to put her back.
"If I said I was going back to Chi Xuan, you would never let me go. Rather than this, I would rather wander like a weed, so that none of you can find me. â
Once again, Su Yunuan guessed what was on his mind, Xiao Yas was a little frustrated, "Come back to the UK with me, I will definitely treat you well." â
"Xiao Yas, you don't know yet, I'm already Chi Xuan's wife, don't make any more mistakes, I won't go back to the UK with you." Once discovered, Shoyas's image is irretrievable.
It is true that Xiao Yas is very hateful, but Su Yunuan doesn't want to see such a thing happen, Xiao Yas's situation is already embarrassing and difficult, if she falls into a greater predicament because of herself, she will not be at ease in her life.
But just let go of her like this, I was really reluctant, Xiao Yas turned sideways and reached out to touch Su Yunuan's cheek, but she gently avoided her.
Awkwardly withdrawing his hand, Shoas apologized repeatedly, "I was rude." "Offending a woman at will, this is not the style that a gentleman should have, but in front of Su Yunuan, he has long lost the demeanor of a gentleman.
Su Yunuan suddenly held Xiao Yasi's hand and said softly: "Do you think it is so good between us, or do you ignore each other like before?" â
Does this need to be asked? "Of course it's as it is now."
"Now it is because I consider you a friend; It was because you wanted to possess me, regardless of your feelings. I say so, can you pick the answer? â
Whether to continue to torture each other or give each other an equal chance to pursue happiness is in the hands of Shoyas.
I really didn't want to make a decision, so I let myself be confused all the time, Xiao Yas hugged Su Yunuan, breathing in the air with her fragrance.
"What are you going to do if you tell me?" He handed over the decision to Su Yunuan, as long as she said it, he would definitely listen.
It was a great opportunity, a great opportunity for her to let herself go, but it was never the way to untie the knot in Shoas's heart.
"Xiao Yas, let me get out of here, whether it's you or Chi Xuan, you all go to live without me, maybe, soon, you will forget about me and live a happy and peaceful life."
With such a soft and faint voice, if it wasn't her or in his arms, Xiao Yas really suspected that she was going to disappear.
"Can you tell me, where do you want to go?"
"There's no point in that, this time, let's let it go together and see how God arranges it." It was regarded as a gamble, and it also gave her a chance to settle herself.
It's just a little unfair to Chi Xuan, but he will understand.
Xiao Yasi let go of Su Yunuan, and after a long time, he nodded and said, "I promise you to let you leave." It's just that if I find you first, I won't let you go again. â
It's like a game of hide and seek, whoever finds Su Yunuan first wins.
But Su Yunuan doesn't see it as a game, she just hopes that everyone can see clearly what they are like in love, and what it would be like without love.
"Shoyas, even if you find me first, it won't mean anything, I won't go with you." Her heart is all on Chi Xuan, she will not change in this life, and the reason why she left is just thinking about a better reunion in the future.
Shoyas's expression darkened, since this is the case, do you want to let her go? Is this parting an indefinite meeting?
"I can't let you go." Before he couldn't let go, he didn't allow Su Yunuan to leave his line of sight.
Why are these men always so domineering, Su Yunuan was a little helpless, "Xiao Yasi, you can't keep me, even if you don't let me go, I will try my best to leave, I don't want to hate you anymore, or do you want me to hate you for the rest of my life?" â
"What's the difference between that and letting me lose you, so I don't want it!" It doesn't matter if he's willful, or if he's domineering, anyway, Su Yunuan is not allowed to leave.
"Shauas, Mora is now pregnant with your children, and they are your responsibility, you know? I have told you before, whether it was past, or present, or in the future, there will be no result between us. â
These words are repeated again and again, does it really make sense? Su Yunuan felt very tired.
"You only have Chi Xuan in your heart, right? Then why don't you go back to him? Is it because of me? Xiao Yas stared into Su Yunuan's eyes, desperate for an answer.
Answer, didn't you sue him a long time ago?
Su Yunuan smiled and shook his head, "I won't return to him, yes, I will only love him alone in my life, but in my eyes, loving someone means making him happy, and my departure can take away the misfortune of all of you, this is your happiness." â
Xiao Yas was shocked, he didn't understand why Su Yunuan had such an idea, didn't loving someone just try to get it?
"Xiao Nuan, your thoughts are always so strange, I am very puzzled. Life without you is incomplete, and that's not what I want. â
"Isn't your life complete until you meet me? Now you still haven't been able to get my heart, is your life complete? Give up Shoas, there is nothing perfect in the world. And, do you really love me? In fact, it's just because you don't admit defeat, what you want will always be handed over to you by others, I'm the exception, people will always be attracted by exceptions, don't you say? â
It's like a trick to catch the old man, but Su Yunuan didn't think about catching Xiao Yasi, maybe it is precisely because of it that Xiao Yasi will fall deeper and deeper.
Maybe it's really this kind of psychology that is at work, if Su Yunuan was obsessed with him like those women, would he still be so desperate?
"Maybe at the beginning, I did have such a mentality, but Xiao Nuan, I really love you." Xiao Yas didn't want Su Yunuan to misunderstand his sincerity.