Wu Xiaojun was depressed and ashamed, he just lowered his head and thought about his thoughts, and he didn't watch out for Bai Lingyan getting his black legs from behind.

Although Bai Lingyan's feet were not light or heavy, she still kicked Wu Xiaojun to the ground, but fortunately, Wu Xiaojun reacted quickly, and his hands supported the ground in an instant, otherwise he would have to come to a pig Gong Land.

Due to the force, the palm of the impartial left hand was pressed against a sharp hard object.

Wu Xiaojun, who was in pain, screamed "oops", stood up, covered his left palm with his right hand, strode to the nearby street lamp, opened his eyes and took a closer look, it turned out that most of the shoe spikes were piercing into his palm.

Bai Lingyan saw Wu Xiaojun's embarrassment when she was kicked down by herself at first, she not only vented her anger in her heart, but also felt particularly funny, she wanted to laugh a few times secretly, but looking at Wu Xiaojun's painful expression of covering her hands and stride, she felt that something was wrong, but she didn't laugh.

Bai Lingyan cautiously walked up to Wu Xiaojun and deliberately joked, "What are you doing, what are you pretending to be?" ”

Wu Xiaojun grinned in pain, seeing Bai Lingyan's gloating appearance, he was angry, gritted his teeth, pulled out the nail, and said angrily, "Pretend, pretend, pretend, look at what this is, it's all a good thing you did." As he spoke, he slammed the bloody nail in front of Bai Lingyan's eyes.

Bai Lingyan was startled when she saw the bloody spikes, her face immediately became gloomy, and she grabbed Wu Xiaojun's left hand, "Let me see, what's going on?" ”

"I was pierced by a nail, what is there to see, I have seen it."

Bai Lingyan saw that the blood in Wu Xiaojun's palms was still flowing out, and said distressedly, "Shed so much blood, go to the hospital and clean it." ”

"Wash what, you can't die, go home!" As he spoke, he shook it vigorously and walked back without looking back.

Bai Lingyan looked at Wu Xiaojun and was really angry, thinking about the blood on his hands, she was a little worried, she wanted to vent the resentment in her heart, but she didn't expect it to be like this in the end, she knew that it was like this, and she didn't have to kick him, she felt very uncomfortable in her heart, and she regretted it.

"Xiaojun, don't go, I didn't mean to, go to the hospital to clean and bandage, if you get infected, it will be troublesome."

"Don't worry about it!" Wu Xiaojun said coldly.

In fact, this little injury is nothing to Wu Xiaojun, what makes him sadest is that Bai Lingyan actually attacked herself from behind for Zhang Yanchun's few words, what a vicious woman this is, not to mention a big man, even a woman with an open mind can't stand this blow.

Bai Lingyan regretted her impulsiveness and recklessness more and more, completely hurt Wu Xiaojun's heart, and now it is too late to regret it, if Wu Xiaojun's injury is not treated in time for infection or tetanus, the trouble will be big, Wu Xiaojun must not hate himself for the rest of his life, no matter what, he has to be treated and healed.

However, once Wu Xiaojun's stubborn temper came up, it was also quite scary, what he didn't want to do was that eight horses couldn't pull it back, and Bai Lingyan, who was in a hurry, was at a loss.

Wu Xiaojun's pace was getting faster and faster, Bai Lingyan had to follow closely behind, and when she got home, Bai Lingyan was still sweating after her.

Wu Xiaojun opened the door and entered the house, turned on the light, and then walked to the water pipe with a solemn face, turned on the faucet, and slammed into his left palm, completely washing the blood stains on his hands, before turning around and returning to the room, staring at Bai Lingyan and saying, "Now you are satisfied, you can feel at ease, and your heart is comfortable!" ”

Bai Lingyan said timidly and softly, "Xiaojun, I really didn't mean to, I just thought of Zhang Yanchun's words, thinking about the current situation of the two of us, I was so sad and disappointed, I didn't expect it to be like this, forgive me, okay!" ”

Wu Xiaojun: "I saw it a long time ago, you have long looked down on me, and you have long regretted being with me." In fact, it's not too late now, you can go to your company's logistics manager's wife, her family has power, a house, and endless money, and I like you very much, you give her a daughter-in-law, is the best choice, under their protection, your future and destiny will be bright, than follow me, can not give you material enjoyment, can not give you a brilliant future, can not give you a comfortable and superior life, can not give you a sense of security in the field of the head and brainless poor country boy is a hundred times stronger. ”

Wu Xiaojun said these words, not only blurted out in anger and chagrin, but also a catharsis of the uneasiness that had been held in his chest for many days, and he wanted to use such fierce words to test the bottom line in Bai Lingyan's heart.

A woman's heart is like a sea needle, and a woman's heart is like water. In different environments, earth-shaking changes will occur, and once the changes occur, they are irreversible.

The oil construction company is a large state-owned enterprise, a monopoly enterprise, and more than half of the company's employees have the opportunity to go abroad. Once you go abroad, the salary is based on the number in the country, according to the standard of US dollars, that is to say, an ordinary employee in the company's headquarters monthly salary standard is 800 yuan, if you go abroad, it is 800 US dollars per month, according to the calculation of one dollar to eight yuan five at that time, it is six or seven thousand yuan per month, according to the housing price of 500 yuan per square meter at that time, a 100-square-meter house will be in hand in less than a year, of course, if the head and brain go out, it will be several times more than this, or even more than ten times, and the income is very considerable, which makes many people staggered.

Although the company's staff hospital belongs to the tertiary production department, it is one of the better units in Shenglin Town in terms of working conditions, income and ease. Although there are fewer opportunities for construction units to go to the field and go abroad than those construction units, because the vast majority of the service objects are the company's family members, the economic conditions are very favorable, and they look down on the technical level of the staff hospital from the heart. Although the company has clear restrictions, there are still many people who go to the city's big hospitals once they die. Most of the employees in the hospital are the wives, children and close relatives of the company's leaders, and it is difficult for outsiders to enter, which also determines that people are inextricably linked, according to people, it is a group of inbreeding "rats". The company allocates a lot of funds every year, employees see a doctor or not, and the hospital has the same income, which does not affect wages or benefits. To put it bluntly, it's just an ornament.

If the business does not go up, the natural right and wrong are indispensable, and intrigue is indispensable. Outsiders either join their ranks in some way and get a high salary, or they are always trampled underfoot, bullied by others, and eventually eliminated from the competition.

Some aspiring college graduates, unable to endure this oppressive and wasteful environment of youth, have joined the army of graduate school entrance examinations and chose to leave.

Wu Xiaojun knew these situations very well in his heart, and Bai Lingyan's situation in the hospital was very difficult. Either they can't withstand the bombardment of the wives of the officials, their hearts soften, and they turn to the limelight to blend in, or they resist the psychological and spiritual pressure, and beg for a full life under the depression of others.

The cruel reality, Bai Lingyan had to make a choice, it was Wu Xiaojun who felt uneasy and full of anxiety in his heart.

For this reason, he thought about it repeatedly for a long time, worried and hesitated for a long time, not that he didn't consider that he took the initiative to choose to leave Bai Lingyan and give her a bright future, but he really couldn't lose the sincere love that had been established in the ups and downs for so many years, and if he continued, it would undoubtedly increase Bai Lingyan's pain and spiritual trauma, which made Wu Xiaojun very entangled.

Wu Xiaojun always wanted to find an opportunity to have a deep talk with Bai Lingyan in his heart, but he never had the opportunity, and today, he had to spread out the words and spit it out.

Bai Lingyan lowered her head and listened to Wu Xiaojun's sudden outburst of statements depressedly, and her heart felt like she had knocked over the five-flavor bottle for a while, but she didn't expect him to be so concerned, so sad, and so worried about the logistics manager's lover letting him be her daughter-in-law.

Indeed, in the face of favorable conditions, I was not unmoved at that time, not without reflection and remorse, but after all, I was also an authentic poor peasant background, and I also had too much personal experience of cutting grass and feeding cattle, and serving one acre and three points of land. Vacillation is only a matter of transient sex and flashing thoughts, and it is not really taken to heart.

I didn't expect Wu Xiaojun's heart to be so complicated, at this moment, she regretted very much that she had simply and naively told Wu Xiaojun about it, and even more regretted borrowing Zhang Yanchun's words to get angry at Wu Xiaojun, which caused this big wave for a while. Tears of grievance poured down, and he choked up, "Xiaojun, you said so much, you really blame me, I really didn't abandon your intentions and thoughts." Think about it, am I the kind of person who forgets his righteousness and gives a little benefit and takes the bait, is it easy for us to go all the way, why don't you understand my heart. Didn't I just feel depressed for a while, complain to you, vent the stuffiness in your chest, why can't you accept it? If I were to be kind to you, would I still tell you the truth, and would I tell you my secrets? ”

Wu Xiaojun squatted on the ground and said angrily, "You can vent any other grievances you want, I just can't accept you complaining in some aspects, let alone complaining about such words that hurt people's self-esteem." I have nothing, I am a poor country boy of humble status, I cannot compare this and that with anyone, but I have backbone and self-esteem, which no one can blaspheme or insult. The environment you are in now has changed, your status has changed, and your heart has changed, and it is precisely because you regret your original choice, despise me, and despise me. I am your stumbling block, an obstacle to the road, it is I who has burdened you, blocked your pursuit of a happy and comfortable life, blocked your pursuit of a better future, trampled me to death, and completely threw me away, isn't it your purpose. It doesn't matter, I still have this self-knowledge, I won't pester you, and I won't just stop you and not let go, why do you like to go, from now on, we will go to our own Yangguan Road, each cross our own single-plank bridge, and the well water will not violate the river water. ”

Bai Lingyan looked at Wu Xiaojun and became more and more excited, and the more he spoke, the more he spoke, the more he spoke, his angry apricot eyes rolled over, and he didn't seem to give him some color, he still kicked his nose and face endlessly, and shouted loudly, "Wu Xiaojun, you bastard, you are a big bastard!" ”