Song Chenfei was hit by Cong Jiajia's words, he gasped, and his back was swishing cold, he didn't know how to describe his mood at the moment, he only knew that he flicked his hands anxiously, and explained: "Jiajia, I didn't mean that, I was just afraid of losing you."

Cong Jiajia also felt that what she said was a little rushed, and she admitted that the woman she met in the quiet room tonight made her feel impetuous.

She lowered her head slightly, and her arrogance also lowered a little, "Song Chenfei, I have already told you what to say, I don't want to say those things over and over again, wasting everyone's time, what you can do now is just go home and talk to your family, if they can accept me, we will continue, if they can't accept me, we will separate." ”

Song Chenfei looked at Cong Jiajia and was stunned, he felt as if a big stone was blocked in his chest, he couldn't go up, he couldn't go down, chrome made him feel distressed, he couldn't help but reach out and hit the painful part hard, hoping to relieve the sullen pain.

He felt that the pain had lessened a little, approached Cong Jiajia, held Cong Jiajia's hand, and said softly: "I have already told my family about our affairs today, not only to tell my sister alone, but also to my father and mother." ”

Cong Jiajia smiled lightly, "I don't think you must have received anyone's support." ”

Song Chenfei did not deny Cong Jiajia's statement, as if he was afraid that Cong Jiajia would be angry, he coaxed Cong Jiajia and said: "Jiajia, you should know, this matter will be a little difficult for my family to accept, but this does not mean that I will lose the result." ”

Cong Jiajia looked at Song Chenfei's bright and firm eyes, and suddenly felt inexplicably impetuous, she pulled her hand back from Song Chenfei's hand, and hurriedly said: "You better talk to your family first, and when you talk about the results, you will tell me...... I'll be honest with you, I won't fight side by side with you, after a failed marriage with Cheng Nanwei, I already know, none of the rich people are fuel-efficient lamps, I really can't afford to mess with your ......"

Song Chenfei nodded and smiled, "Jiajia, I understand this idea of yours, you have told me many times." After speaking, he raised Cong Jiajia's face, let Cong Jiajia's eyes meet his own, and said in a deep voice: "Jiajia, you can not fight side by side with me at this time, but you can't evacuate from my side, you have to trust me, you have to trust me, I will definitely deal with this matter, and this matter is not as difficult and terrible as you think." ”

"No, Song Chenfei, I'm actually not worthy of you to fight against my family for me!" Cong Jiajia gritted her teeth, and finally said to Song Chenfei as if she had made up her mind: "Your family is against us being together, their idea is right, I am not a lady, I have no capital and beauty, on the contrary, I am a divorced woman, and I am a woman with a physical disability, and the possibility of me getting pregnant and having children in the future is almost zero!" ”

Cong Jiajia finally said the fact that had plagued her for many days, she had been avoiding Song Chenfei these days; was cold to Song Chenfei; said to Song Qian on the phone that he agreed to break up with Song Chenfei; even faintly hoped that Song Chenfei could succumb to the pressure of his family and take the initiative to break up with her.

Her various practices are just because of her inferiority, panic, and fear in her heart.

Cong Jiajia talked about her physical condition from different people, but this incident has always made her lingering, a woman can't give birth to children for love, can't pass on the family for her husband, no matter how strong a woman is, she will feel pressured.

Song Chenfei listened to Cong Jiajia's words, was stunned at first, then laughed, and said very indifferently: "What should I do, I didn't think about the child's matter at all, now there are many families who are dink, we can also not have children"

"No, it's not." Cong Jiajia immediately shook her head and denied Song Chenfei's statement, "People are healthy and can have children, but it's one thing to not want children; You are the only boy in your family, and you are the future of your Song family, hopefully, they may reluctantly accept me, a divorced woman, under the threat of you wanting to live or die, but if they know that I can't have children, I think they will not accept me. ”

Song Chenfei was silent, he knew that what Cong Jiajia said was very correct, the reason why he could run rampant at home and do whatever he wanted was because he was the only boy in the family, shouldering the heavy responsibility of inheriting the lineage, and the family would spoil him, if the family knew that Cong Jiajia could not get pregnant, they would definitely oppose him and Cong Jiajia together.

Cong Jiajia saw that Song Chenfei stopped talking, her heart was a little relaxed, a little sad, and a little painful, she smiled apologetically at Song Chenfei, "I'm sorry, I should have told you about my physical condition earlier, so that you know that I am not a complete woman, so as not to delay your time, waste your feelings, and let you quarrel with your family because of me!" ”

"Jiajia, don't say that!" Song Chenfei wrinkled his good-looking sword eyebrows in pain, at this time, he was really embarrassed, the previous problem had not been solved, 'click', there was another thunderbolt on a sunny day, he was really a little overwhelmed.

Cong Jiajia looked at Song Chenfei's handsome and handsome and sad face, her heart turned a thousand times, she rubbed her face with her hands, covering her fragility and tiredness, and then smiled at Song Chenfei brightly, "Song Chenfei, you are a good person, you deserve a better woman, really, I am sorry for you, I should have told you these things earlier, you go, don't come to me again in the future, I sincerely wish you happiness." ”

She raised her chin, a faint light flashed in her big eyes, which contained grievances, pain, and pretended to be strong, Chu Chu was pitiful as if she was about to shed tears, but she held back stubbornly.

Cong Jiajia is a vain and selfish little woman, she is not in love with Song Chenfei, but she likes the sunny taste of Song Chenfei, likes Song Chenfei's meticulous care for her, and likes Song Chenfei to accompany her when she is lonely, but now, these likes are going to stop, and she can't even keep a favorite person around her.

Song Chenfei felt that Cong Jiajia looked very fragile and pitiful, he suddenly stepped forward, hugged Cong Jiajia tightly, and said in an extremely firm tone: "Jiajia, no matter how your body is, I want to be with you, even if the sky falls apart, I want to be with you, in this world, I don't care about anything, I only care about you!" ”

Song Chenfei's firm voice set off a huge wave in Cong Jiajia's heart, her heart was pounding, she was just an ordinary woman, at this critical moment, what she needed was a firm and powerful hug like Song Chenfei who did not dislike it.

But hugging alone is not enough, hugging will not solve anything.

Cong Jiajia pushed Song Chenfei and reminded him softly, "You can't be so impulsive, I don't want you to break with your family for my deviance!" ”

"I'm not afraid, Jiajia, I'm not afraid of anything for you!" Song Chenfei hugged Cong Jiajia tightly, and the kiss fell on Cong Jiajia's face, intense and eager, as if the long-suppressed feelings had finally found a reason to erupt.

Cong Jiajia had nowhere to hide, so she let Song Chenfei kiss for a while, and then she panted and pushed Song Chenfei away, saying: "I don't want you to do that, you have long been accustomed to a pampered life, once you leave your family, your life will be very hard, you will not be able to stand the gap caused by the poor life, when you are discouraged and disappointed, love will be shattered by the cruel reality, and I will also become a sinner in your heart." ”

"No, Cong Jiajia, I know what I'm talking and doing, and I'll be responsible for my decision." Song Chenfei still hugged Cong Jiajia tightly, thought for a while and said, "Jiajia, don't despair first, where did you see a doctor and say that you can't get pregnant?" ”

Speaking of this, Song Chenfei couldn't help frowning, and asked Cong Jiajia suspiciously, "Why can't you get pregnant?" Didn't you have a child with Cheng Nanwei after you got married, weren't you pregnant? ”

Cong Jiajia heard Song Chenfei mention Cheng Nanwei and the child who disappeared in the bud, her face turned pale, her heart was miserable, and she didn't even say anything.

Song Chenfei saw that Cong Jiajia didn't speak, he was anxious, and continued to remind Cong Jiajia in a rambling manner, "It's the time I had a car accident, your miscarriage child" He said this, his face couldn't help but change suddenly, and he asked in a panic: "Jiajia, you hurt your body because of what happened last time, so you can't get pregnant, so you and Cheng Nanwei will divorce!" ”

He only knew that Cong Jiajia, who he harmed, had a miscarriage, but he didn't know that Cong Jiajia also hurt his body in the process of that miscarriage.

Cong Jiajia listened to Song Chenfei's own analysis of the cause and effect of the matter, and quickly shook her head, "No, my body has nothing to do with that miscarriage, and it has nothing to do with you." ”

She didn't want Song Chenfei to blame herself, she didn't want Song Chenfei to be with her because of guilt, the biggest reason for the loss of that child was that she was under too much mental pressure at that time, and this pressure came from many sources, and she was only to blame for not being strong enough to be a qualified mother.

Song Chenfei insisted on refusing to believe that Cong Jiajia's illness had nothing to do with him, his face was miserable, and Cong Jiajia's hands were a little painful, "Jiajia, such a big thing happened, why didn't you tell me earlier?" Why do you want to bear it alone? ”

Cong Jiajia was very tired this day, she did a lot of work with Shu Meng, and went to the hospital at night, and at this time she argued with Song Chenfei to argue and argue, she was physically and mentally exhausted, Song Chenfei mentioned Cheng Nanwei and the child, which completely disturbed her heart and crushed her body, she pushed Song Chenfei hard, and said tiredly: "You go home first, I'm sleepy, I'm going upstairs to rest, no matter what happens, let's wait for tomorrow!" ”