Weeping blood for the truth
Cheng Aofeng was indifferent to her scolding and resistance, and casually threw her onto the soft bed, his arms were at her side, his black eyes were like bright stars on a cold night, and he looked down at her coldly: "Luo'er, I just said that there is an account that we should have settled a long time ago." Use the Ruokan Novel Reader to watch thousands of novels, completely ad-free! Do you want to leave me? Okay, I agree. But what you owe me, you must pay me back first. ”
"What do I owe you? I said I would pay you back the four million! Xia Xiaoluo glared at him angrily and hatefully.
"It's not money." Cheng Aofeng tugged the corners of his lips slightly, and smiled very bitterly: "Luo'er, have you forgotten?" You were once pregnant with our child, as long as you give me back my child, I will let you go! ”
"Smack", a slap slapped him in the face,
Xia Xiaoluo glared at him with hatred, his eyes were as cold and sharp as ice blades: "Cheng Aofeng, do you still have the face to let me return your child?" So who do I ask to return my child? You? Your mother? Or Liao Dan? ”
"Luo'er...... What did you say? Cheng Aofeng was obviously stunned for a moment, tightened his dark brows, and looked at her hesitantly and incredulously.
"I said, who should I go to to pay back my child?" This time, Xia Xiaoluo easily pushed him away, stood up and smiled coldly, laughing so hard that tears flashed in his eyes: "At the beginning, it was you who 'forced' me to take away the child, and 'forced' me to stop loving you." Now, if you ask me to have a child, who am I looking for? Ho, you say, who should I go to?! ”
"Luo'er! What the hell are you talking about? Make it clear! Cheng Aofeng's face changed suddenly, like a white paper that had lost its color, he rushed over and shook Xia Xiaoluo's hand hard, and asked fiercely.
"Haven't I been clear enough? Or are you too good at pretending to be confused? Xia Xiaoluo looked up at him, gently pushed his hand away, and tears finally slid down her beautiful cheeks: "At that time, it wasn't you who asked your mother and Liao Dan to tell me that they didn't want this child, didn't want to marry me, and asked them to take me to dispose of this child......"
"I didn't! Never have I ever! Cheng Aofeng's brain exploded suddenly, like a scorching thunder, his face turned from white to red, and from red to whiter, as if he had been hit hard: "What did they tell you?" That's what they told you......"
"You don't?" Xia Xiaoluo glanced at him suspiciously, all the unbearable memories flooded into her heart, and the heart-rending pain when she lost her child seemed to sweep through her whole body again.
She couldn't restrain herself any longer, she covered her eyes with trembling hands, and sad tears rolled down her fingers: "Yes! Not only did they tell me that, they took me to do it......"
"Sue me, what's going on? Luo'er, tell me all these things......" Cheng Aofeng hugged her tightly in his arms without hesitation, hugged her and sat on the edge of the bed, eagerly, painfully.
Xia Xiaoluo cried sadly for a long time, and then gradually stopped her tears, raised her big eyes that were confused by tears, and looked at him suspiciously: "You really ...... I don't know? ”
"I don't know, Luo'er, I was in a car accident and was in a coma for three months, I don't know anything!" Cheng Aofeng hugged her tightly in pain and urgency, and his heart was like a knife.
"You got into a car accident?" Xia Xiaoluo muttered to herself, and said slowly, numbly: "I was looking for you everywhere at that time, but there was no news of you. Later, your mother came, and she sued me that you were in the United States, with Liao Dan, and did not want to come back. She also said, you have never loved me, and you are only a temporary "infatuation" with me. After being with Liao Dan, after careful consideration, I still think that she is the most suitable to be your wife. She told me to stop pestering you, saying that you would compensate me financially, and that even if I pestered you, you would never ask me again......"
"Nope! It's not like this, it's not like this, I didn't expect my mother to lie to you like this......" Cheng Aofeng's heart suddenly felt as if he had fallen into the coldest and darkest abyss, and the complex emotions of pain, surprise, remorse and anger intertwined made him unable to think, and could only repeat these words constantly.
"Hey, what's the point of lying to me like that? What I can't forgive is that she made me finally lose my child......" Xia Xiaoluo sneered sadly, raised her eyes and looked at him quietly, and tears fell disobediently again: "You know what? When your mother heard that I had your child, her first reaction was to slap me hard and scold me for being shameless......"
"Luo'er, I'm sorry, I'm sorry......" Cheng Aofeng hugged her tightly with heartache and guilt, and after a long time, he asked pleadingly and cautiously: "Child...... Why is it not? Can you sue me? ”
"That day, I was going to see my mother, and when I walked on the road, Liao Dan stopped me. There were several of them, and I couldn't break free...... Liao Dan said, you love her, let her take me to beat the child......" Now, recalling that nightmarish and terrifying day, Xia Xiaoluo's heart is still as violently colicic as a knife and a needle prick, and her body can't stop trembling slightly: "They took me to the hospital, I begged hard, I begged her, I also begged Baimei, I said I could never see you again, I just begged them to let me keep the child." But none of them listened to me, and none of them sympathized with me...... Later, later, several of them pressed my ......"
Xia Xiaoluo couldn't say it anymore, those painful and irrecallable past events were like the sharpest blades, crushing her heart into bloody pieces again, she held her face, and cried bitterly "wow".
"Luo'er, forgive me, forgive me, it's me who didn't protect you, blame me, blame me......" Cheng Aofeng trembled his arms and hugged the crying girl tightly in his arms.
The painful and self-blaming man's tears slipped down his handsome face, mixed with Xia Xiaoluo's tears, and intertwined into the most painful river of sorrow......
After a few years, he finally knew the truth of the matter. Finally know why the beloved girl left her at the beginning?
But at this moment, knowing the truth, knowing that Xia Xiaoluo did not change his mind at that time, and did not really betray him. Instead of giving Cheng Aofeng's heart a trace of relief and relief, it made him even more painful.
There is nothing more painful than a man not protecting his beloved girl from harm.
He could imagine how frightened and desperate Xia Xiaoluo was when he was lying alone and helpless on that cold operating table on that heart-wrenching day.
Can you also imagine how she struggled with grief and cried helplessly under the merciless hurt of those vicious women?
What he can't forgive himself even more is that after he came back three years ago, he knew that Xia Xiaoluo was in the UK, but he listened to his mother's words and didn't go to find her back in time.
Instead, she indulged herself wantonly and made her suffer for so many years. They missed out on the most precious three years of their lives, and lived an extra three years in misunderstanding and pain......
Three years, for the two people who once loved each other deeply, what a precious and long period of time, but he didn't cherish it.
Even, after she came back, he hurt her again and again and tortured her......
He kept saying that he loved her and promised to take care of her and protect her for the rest of his life.
In fact, he was the one who hurt her the most.
If she hadn't chosen to be with him at the beginning, even if she had chosen someone else, Su Fan, Xu Mohan, or even Lu Haonan, she would not have been hurt so much, and she would be happier than being with him......
He always thinks that he is the strongest person, omniscient, omnipotent, and capable enough to be proud of the world.
But what is he?
He didn't even protect his most beloved girl, so that she suffered so much pain and suffering in life, and he didn't even do what a most ordinary good man could do.
What other qualifications does he have to say he loves her? What other qualifications does he have to ask her to love him?
He simply didn't deserve her love anymore.
If he could do it all over again, he really wished that Xia Xiaoluo hadn't chosen him at the beginning, he would rather pay attention to her from afar and watch her happiness from afar. I don't want to let her suffer so much harm and taste such deep pain because of herself.
At this moment, Cheng Aofeng's heart was like being ruthlessly pierced by countless cold arrows, and blood was dripping in an instant......
The two of them sat quietly for a long time, forgetting the time, the space, and the outside of the body......
Until Cheng Aofeng clenched Xia Xiaoluo's hand, said in a low voice, solemnly: "Luo'er, I promise you that the suffering you have suffered will not be in vain, and I will definitely seek justice for you." All those who have bullied you, I will make them pay back with blood! ”
"Oh, what about revenge? I can't get anything back, my youth, dreams, and children are still gone......" Xia Xiaoluo just smiled slightly wryly, and didn't seem to have much interest in this topic at all.
She had thought countless times that if one day she had the opportunity, she would have to repay each of them double and tenfold the hurt and pain that others had inflicted on her.
And now, when she really has this kind of opportunity, she does not have the joy and relief she imagined, but only feels full of sadness.
Yes, even if there is revenge, even if those are duly punished.
Her youth and joy, as well as the child who represents the crystallization of her and Cheng Aofeng's pure love, and who doesn't know whether it's a boy or a girl, can't come back......
o(n_n)o~ Thank you for the red envelope of 19~