Chapter 512: The Body Is a Prison
Xiao Yun finally ended the day's business in the flood of my mind, she shook her mobile phone in front of me, I came back to my senses, picked up the mobile phone and looked at it, Le Yao still didn't reply to my message, and Fang Yuan and the board of directors couldn't come up with a reason for the military order, it turned out that I wasted the time just now in a meaningless way.
After the flower shop was closed, Xiaoyun and I were still walking in this old neighborhood, and the wind was blowing from the mouth of the alley to the end of the alley, which made me want to drink a cup of soy milk or a bowl of hot noodle soup, so I asked Xiaoyun yΓ¬: "Do you want to eat a bowl of water?" β
Xiaoyun nodded, then took off her gloves and typed a line on her phone: "But let me treat me this time!" β
I smiled: "Don't be so polite, whoever asks you is the same." β
"Then we rock-paper-scissors, whoever loses will please, okay?"
"Finally met someone who was more boring than me!"
"Come on."
Xiaoyun stretched out her eager hand, I smiled again, or fulfilled her boredom, counted one, two, three and shot at the same time with her, I am cloth, she is scissors, Xiaoyun lost the opportunity to treat, looked at me a little discouraged, I shrugged my shoulders, and played rock-paper-scissors with women, punches if you want to win, and cloth if you want to lose, because they have practiced the habit of scissorhands in taking pictures for many years, so this habit will definitely be subconsciously expressed in guessing boxing.
After waiting for a while, I finally ate the water surface I ordered, but I didn't like the oppressive feeling caused by the small space in the shop, so I took the bowl to the car repair shop next door, sat on the discarded tires and ate it, while the towering hotel in the distance, still standing in my sight in the low sobs of the old town, more and more dreamy, more and more dreamy
I couldn't eat the noodles in the bowl, I just drank the noodle soup, and then looked at the asphalt road that was still being repaired and the dust pressed by the steamroller on the opposite side, although floating in the air, it was so heavy and stupid, as if the loneliness of this moment had torn my life into a parallel line, infinitely extending to the flickering neon of the new city, so I had an alternative pleasure in my heart because of loneliness!
Xiao Yun also sat down on a tire next to me with her noodle bowl, but unfortunately she couldn't speak, so she could only be a quiet listener, maybe I just wanted a listener, so that I wouldn't contradict me because I didn't understand what I was saying, and called me crazy.
I lit a cigarette and said to her: "Xiaoyun, I always feel that my body is an impregnable prison, it traps my soul, and then tortures me with life, old age, sickness and death Like last week, my fingers were caught by the door, and I hurt half to death, and a few days ago I drank a wine that made me so drunk that I almost didn't vomit my stomach, in fact, these tortures are not my body, but the soul, because a qiΔ perception comes from the soul, and the body is just a prison that creates pain!" β
Xiaoyun put down the bowl and typed a row of words on her mobile phone: "But, why do I think your brain has been caught by the door, there are so many strange ideas!" You should be an artist. β
"I knew you didn't understand what I was talking about, so if you didn't understand, why would you tease me like everyone else?"
"I just think it's tiring to think so much! You should be an optimistic person, there are many more tragic people in this world than you live, but this can't be compared to the body as a prison, I think the body is the root of the soul, maybe one day without the support of the body, the soul will not exist! β
"The soul can exist independently, and once it is free from the constraints of the body, it will be free and free."
"You can not like your body, but you also don't like your girlfriend's body?"
Xiao Yun's question reminded me of Mi Cai's unreal beauty, it seemed that every part of her body, even a single expression, had a fatal attraction to me, so of course I liked her body with my soul, so I told Xiao Yun about it.
Xiao Yun smiled, lowered his head and pressed it on his phone quickly, and then picked it up and showed me: "So, how can you selfishly think that your body is a prison, maybe in the eyes of those who love you, he is the most beautiful castle?" β
I looked at Xiaoyun and found that she was actually a smart girl with very strict logic, at least at this moment she used counterexamples to convince me, so she said to her: "Xiaoyun, in fact, you are really good at chatting. β
"But I can't speak."
Xiaoyun Qing xΓΉ depressedly typed this row of not too many words on the mobile phone, but the words were heavy, which made me feel a little regretful, I seemed to ignore her love, so after being silent for a long time, I comforted: "Some people are talking with their mouths, but some people are talking with their hearts, you are the latter, so I like to chat with you, I think we can become very good friends." β
Xiao Yun smiled, her fingers busy on the phone screen: "I am very willing to be friends with you, not only because you have helped me, I think you are a very conscientious person!" β
"I would rather be a society with a conscience than a human being!" I said and took a heavy puff on the cigarette in my hand, and then lowered my head and was silent, I don't know why I have been thinking about so many things related to me or not related to me recently, maybe this has something to do with the fact that Mi Cai's departure has made me full of loneliness, I really hope that she can return early with the news of the success of the listing of Zhuomei.
The night was a little deeper, and the old town was getting more and more silent, Xiaoyun sent the two noodle bowls we ate back to the noodle restaurant, and at this time my mobile phone rang suddenly, picked it up and looked at it, it was Le Yao who finally sent me a message: "I'm ready to rest, do you have something?" β
I subconsciously looked at the time, although it was late at night, it was only 11 o'clock, and Le Yao's life seemed to have returned to a healthy rhythm.
I threw away the cigarette butt in my hand and watched it roll in the wind, but I didn't know whether to tell her in a daze: I hope she can participate in the micro-film shooting with Cao Jinfei.
After a long time, he sent her a message back: "It's nothing, just send a message to greet you to rest early." β
After I finished sending the message, Xiaoyun also walked out of the noodle shop, and I said to her: "It's so late, let's leave it at that, right, I'll pick out tomorrow's bouquet and send it myself." β
Xiaoyun nodded, I waved to her, signaled goodbye, and then walked to my car parked on the side of the road, and the mobile phone rang again, this time it was Le Yao who called me directly.