There were many burns on my body, and I woke up in a cold sweat with pain day and night. ( Starter)

I remember falling from the top and about to fall into the converter, when the converter suddenly fell to the side, and I lost consciousness when I fell.

The broken left leg has not fully recovered, and it is covered with a thick layer of plaster, making it difficult to walk, but the news is not closed.

A few days ago, I often saw Zi Yang, and she would tell me about her situation, but these days, Zi Yang seems to have suddenly evaporated from the world.

Ziyang is Zhuo Heng's illegitimate son, I already knew this, but I still kept him by my side, I was not worried that he would betray me like his brother, because he had no hatred for me in his heart.

Someone pushed the door in, and a bright and agile face came into my sight, as the name suggests, Ling'er.

She is my full-time nurse and is responsible for all my daily care, and my attitude towards her is always cold, but she doesn't care at all, and while giving me a hanging needle, she says: "When the weather is good, I push you out for a walk, and if you keep holding it like this, people will be suffocated." ”

As if I didn't hear, I turned my head to the side.

She seemed to get used to it, and smiled at me: "What books do you like to read, I'll find it for you." ”

I suddenly remembered Momo sitting on the swing reading a book, and the longing in my heart burst again.

When I was in the steel mill, I decided to let go of Leng Xiao's hand, and I also decided to let go of everything, I was willing to fulfill them, but I couldn't bear the pain of losing her, so I was willing to fall into the fire and never come back to life, sometimes, the dead are happier than the living, because they no longer cry, no longer pain, they have no quarrel with the world.

I have lost everything, my career, my money, the people I love, and now I am empty-handed, but I don't know what to be nostalgic for, and the days are like this, day after day, lying here every day to watch the sun rise and sink again, and the window from white to black, and from black to white.

"If you don't like to read, I'll turn on the TV and watch it." Ling'er walked to the TV, and I suddenly said behind her, "Don't turn it on." ”

Yes, I hate to touch anything now, I don't want to hear anything that doesn't concern me, I want to be quiet, I want to forget about myself.

She looked at me and smiled like an elf: "So you could talk, I thought you were a mute." ”

I snorted and lay on the bed with my eyes closed, the wound was still very painful, but it was bearable, but there was a piece missing in my heart, how could I make up for it?

"A few days ago, the hospital sent a patient, the handsome guy who was hospitalized with you last time." Ling'er knew that I was pretending to be asleep, so she chattered in my ear.

I suddenly opened my eyes, she was talking about Leng Xiao?

Seeing that I was rarely interested in listening, she continued: "He has a very strange blood loss disease, and he has been vomiting blood, and I thought he was going to die, but he was miraculously resurrected, but do you know how he came back to life? ”

Her pretty little mouth opened and closed in front of me, and I just felt something buzzing in my ears.

"His wife gave him her own blood, and as a result, she died." There was a deep sadness in her tone, because she had a relationship with Qiu Mo.

She was startled when I fell out of bed, and she helped me up and said, "Ye Zhen, where are you going?" ”

I didn't care about the pain in my legs, I just struggled to get up, big drops of cold sweat rolled down my forehead, my hospital gown was soaked in an instant, and finally I couldn't withstand the huge pain in my body, and I heard the sound of my bones cracking again.

I pounded the ground, feeling so useless for the first time.

Momo, my Momo, she actually exchanged her life for Leng Xiao's life, how could she, how could she.

It seemed that my grief-stricken appearance frightened Ling'er, and she cried with tears in her eyes: "Ye Zhen, you get up quickly, please, I'll help you up." ”

When she saw that I didn't listen, her eyes were red and she looked desperate, so she hurried to the doctor.

I lay back in bed and saw that the people were busy around me, the bandages had been removed, the broken bones had cracked, and I had to have another operation.

I ignored it as if I didn't know the pain, and Ling'er was holding the utensils and plates beside me, biting her thin lip, and almost crying.

I don't know why she's so sad, I'm just a patient to her.

She doesn't know how I feel in my heart at this time, as if something has dug a big hole, and the cold wind has poured straight in, without her in this life, there is not even a thought left, what is the meaning of me living in this world?

I don't know how many days passed, but I finally agreed to let her push her out for a walk.

There is a large garden behind the hospital, and patients walk in the woods and on the road.

Ling'er pushed me, and as she walked, she chattered non-stop, mostly interesting things she usually encountered in the hospital, and she talked about it very vividly.

I listened to it until I saw a swing hanging from the banyan tree over there.

Suddenly there was a light in my eyes, "Over there." ”

It's rare for me to open my mouth to Ling'er.

She happily pushed me under the banyan tree, then walked over and sat on the swing herself, shook it twice and said, "So you like swings." ”

I saw her smiling like a flower, as if she had returned to that day, I sat on the swing with Momo, she lay in my arms like a kitten, I took her to swing to the highest, her laughter came to my ears, like the most crisp silver bell.

Ling'er saw the smile that suddenly curved up at the corner of my mouth, and couldn't help but say in surprise: "Ye Zhen, you smiled, you actually smiled." ”

She jumped off the swing and danced around me, but I only saw a swing with no one floating in front of me, empty, nothing, everything just now was just a dream I had, she died, she would never come back to me, she was finally free from my grip, she was finally free.

Ling'er sat on the swing again, she swinged happily, she was very beautiful, when she smiled, there was a shallow pear vortex on her face, she was wearing a pink nurse's uniform, playful and cute.

When she was happy to play, she would call me: "Ye Zhen, it's so high, when you're well, I'll take you to play." ”

My vision blurred again, as if I saw the girl in the long white dress smiling in front of me.

Like her, but not her after all.

Time goes back, a thousand years at a glance, and suddenly another picture appears in front of me, spreading out in my memory, when it was, it seems to have been far, far away, has always existed in my mind, but never appeared.

I know that it is a memory that has been precipitated for thousands of years, and I have heard people say that the past life and the present life are cause and effect of each other.

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