Zhao Qian suppressed his emotions, and after pouring three glasses of wine, he suddenly couldn't drink it with a whimper, and his anger surged to his heart, he suddenly stood up, smashed one hand on the table, looked at Lin Wan'er's eyes, and asked, "Why not fate?" ”

Yes, if you veto me, forget it, why do you have to deny even the most basic fate, we are used to giving fate to things that are unclear and unclear, we hope that the good will always be beautiful, but you are so resolute in your veto, this is more uncomfortable than a knife stuck in Zhao Gan's heart.

Lin Wan'er also looked at Zhao Gan, with a serious face, cold and indifferent, she always felt that it was a very wise choice to live in a daze and confusion, and to keep a distance from Zhao Gan, not close, so she would not hurt, not estranged, in order to feel existing, as well as the warmth that she longed for, cherished, and could not be denied.

"Zhao Qian, we just met by coincidence, we met in this world by coincidence, and we have come to this day by chance. Have you ever thought that if it were twenty years in the morning or twenty years in the evening, I would be old, you would be young, or vice versa, and we would meet again, would we still be like this? No, we will become old acquaintances who meet in other places, nod and pass by, knowing that there is a person in this world who is from the same place as ourselves, and then what, and then there is no more. Lin Wan'er said lightly, she knew that Zhao Qian could understand, as long as Zhao Qian understood.

"No, Wan'er, what you said is not right, even if there is a situation like what you said, I will find you without hesitation." Zhao Qian said categorically.

Lin Wan'er smiled bitterly, she didn't believe Zhao Gan. It's more that he doesn't have confidence in himself: "Don't lie to yourself, Zhao Gan." We can't glorify chances, coincidences can never support life. In the long days, we will always have a moment of doubt, as long as we doubt, it means that we have chosen the wrong choice, and you and I can't bear this kind of mistake, in this case, why do we still choose? ”

"No, I won't. I won't regret it, no matter how long the days are, I won't regret it even a little. Even a little. Zhao Gan's face had a sad look, but it was more decisive, "Wan'er, let me help you." Let me prove it to you. No matter how long the years to come, I won't regret it, and neither will you. ”

"Guaranteed?" Lin Wan'er looked at Zhao Gan and asked sharply, "Zhao Gan, what guarantee do you take?" Remember your story? The person you love doesn't love you, can you guarantee that you can let go of the past? ”

"What if we can't let it go, we can forget. We can abandon and forget about people and things. We don't have to carry the past, you can't forget, I can help you forget, I can make you live in happiness every day, so that you can never remember the past. Zhao Gan's tone was a little pitiful, like a pleading.

"But, Zhao Gan, it's useless, I can't forget it, I can't forget the past, those things I experienced before are the deepest memories that can't be erased, those happiness and hardships have made me who I am today, I won't change, even if I want to, I can't change it. I thought time could pass away and I forgot for a while, but they were like my shadows, following me all the time, and I couldn't shake them off. Lin Wan'er had panic and helplessness on his face, he hugged his shoulder, that was an expression that Baoyu, who had lived with Lin Wan'er for so many years, had never seen before, and the eldest sister suddenly became very strange and pitiful, "Zhao Qian, let me ask you, can you forget?" ”

"I ...... I ......" Zhao Qian swallowed, he couldn't deceive himself at this time, and he couldn't deceive Lin Wan'er, he lowered his head and covered his expression, "I can't forget." ”

"Okay, Zhao Qian, you can't forget, I can't forget, even if we are together, in the end we will become strangers and strangers, more and more speechless, and then become each other's torture, even the beginning of the happiness is forgotten, this is really sad." Lin Wan'er seemed to have seen it, the kind she didn't want to see the last thing she wanted, "Moreover, Zhao Gan, let me tell you, I, Lin Wan'er, am used to living alone, and I don't need the help of others, even you." ”

Zhao Qian had nothing to say, he raised his steps slightly, only to feel that the world was spinning, the surrounding scenery was changing shapes, only Lin Wan'er's face was clearly visible, and when he walked in front of Lin Wan'er, he suddenly hugged her into his arms, and gradually exerted his strength, as if he wanted to hold her into his body.

Lin Wan'er was stunned and stunned, Zhao Gan hugged her too tightly, she couldn't breathe, but she didn't move, but hugged Zhao Gan instead.

Outside the hall, the cheesy ceremony that Xu Yunfeng had prepared for a long time began, the sound of firecrackers sounded suddenly, crackling, and the sound shook the sky, the folk artists shook their heads, and the suona was skillfully pinched with both hands, and the crisp and festive suona suddenly rose.

Zhao Gan rubbed Lin Wan'er's ears presumptuously, in the sound of gongs and drums and firecrackers in the sky, in the joy and excitement, Zhao Gan couldn't stop crying: "Wan'er, I won't regret it, and my can't forget is not the fundamental problem, the fundamental problem is that you can't forget." ”

After speaking, he let go of Lin Wan'er, grabbed her shoulder, sighed heavily, a sentence was in his heart, weighed it for a long time, but still didn't say it, he turned around and left, he couldn't say anything in his heart, seabirds and fish love each other, maybe it's really just an accident, the relationship between me and you, the difference has always existed so far.

Looking at Zhao Gan's departing back, Lin Wan'er couldn't hear the sound of firecrackers and suona, but she seemed to be able to hear Zhao Gan shouting "Wan'er" in her ear, and her tears fell for no reason, but Zhao Gan didn't see it.

The firecrackers gradually went out, and the sound of suona gradually became smaller, Baoyu wanted to step forward to comfort the eldest sister, Lin Wan'er reached out and waved her hand: "Don't let Zhao Qian's rat feces spoil a big pot of good porridge, let's continue to eat." ”

She sat down first, picked up the chopsticks, picked up the bowl, opened her mouth as if she was fine, ate one bite at a time, chewed loudly, and the carrot was squeaked by her, which could be heard outside the hall, and she exclaimed while eating: "It's delicious." ”

It seemed that she couldn't enjoy eating, she stood up, ran around the dining table for a small half circle, sandwiched a piece of chicken leg between the shoulders of Xu Xiao, the king of Xiliang, stuffed it into her mouth, and her left and right cheeks bulged wide, swallowing it in a big gulp.

The whole table was silent. They all looked at Lin Wan'er silently.

Lin Wan'er swept away the plate in front of her as if no one was around, and the corners of her mouth were stained with sauce and vegetable leaves, and she wiped it with her wide sleeves. Satisfied, he collapsed on the chair, reached out and patted his bulging belly: "Haha, I'm so full!" ”

She looked up at the crowd and asked, "Why don't you eat it?" I'm full, so I'll leave you alone, I'll go first. ”

As she spoke, she stood up with her back propped up. I didn't forget to hold the two trays of silver and ingots, and shouted, "Oops, hey, left the hall." Baoyu wanted to catch up, but was stopped by Xu Xiao, and Li Mubai wanted to chase after him, but was held down by Xia Cao.

Something. No one else can help.

Wearing a bright red shirt. Dragging the silver ingot, Lin Wan'er let the tears flow downward, her mind turned into a pool of clear water, dripping out, she tried to move forward step by step, constantly chattering to herself, a piece of gold ingot fell, she looked down. I was stunned for a long time, and finally bent down. It took a lot of effort to pick it up.

She suddenly felt very tired, found a stone, sat down with the rockery, looked left and right, there was no one, and finally couldn't help it, she cried. How she wished that Zhao Qian could see this scene, she was not strong or brave, she hoped that someone would be able to hug her, it was as simple as that.

I don't know how long she cried, she wiped away her tears, picked up her own silver and ingots, returned to her room, and said to herself: "Sleep, just sleep." She thought about it and wanted to untie the cumbersome clothes on her body, but after untying it for a long time, she didn't untie it, so she cried again, with a trace of grievance and anger.

Zhao Qianhun left the palace in a daze, stood on the lively street, looked left and right, dazed and aimless, he suddenly remembered Hong Xiuyu who wrote the poem "Jade Butterfly" in Shangjing, his mood at that time should be the same as his own now.

Walking aimlessly on the street like a walking corpse, Zhao Gan very much wanted to find a wine stall to drink a pot alone, he heard that Xiliang's local wine was the strongest, and a mouthful of drinking could burn the chest and lungs, which was particularly tear-jerking.

He walked three streets, crossed half of Liangzhou City, and finally found a small wine stall that could only be half covered in a corner, the owner of the wine stall did not look like a businessman, he was already drunk, covered his whole face with a broken straw hat, and lay down by the wall, holding half of the local wine in his hand, and talking in his mouth that he could not understand and could not understand the dream words.

Zhao Qian stretched out his foot and kicked the boss, the boss turned over, and said in a daze: "Drink and scoop it yourself, scoop it up for snacks and food, and just put the money on the table." ”

Zhao Qian smiled bitterly and sighed, this boss lived a completely happy life, he walked to the wine trough by himself, just lifted the wooden lid, and was greeted by a spicy and pungent taste, reached out and picked up a big bowl with a missing piece, scooped a full bowl, the liquor was not clear, very turbid, like water in a big river.

Sitting down by himself, Zhao Qian poured a big mouthful, snot and tears flew sideways, but he was also extraordinarily happy, he squinted and looked into the distance, a street was bustling with people, the sun shone down, as if he was wearing a golden coat for Liangzhou City, and the noise and laughter were mixed together, converging into a different landscape.

After drinking a bowl, he remembered that the boss said that there were appetizers, so he staggered and stood up, walked around the small wine stall three times, and finally saw a small jar next to the wine tank, opened the mud, fished out the appetizers with chopsticks, and looked at it, it was a red chili pepper, with a unique spicy taste of fermentation.

Holding a bowl of wine and a plate of chili peppers, Zhao Gan sat back in his seat, pinched a small chili pepper and dipped it in the wine, swallowed it in his mouth, the spicy spirit of the liquor and the spicy pepper made Zhao Gan exclaim happily.

After drinking, he held a chopstick in one hand, knocked on the broken bowl and clanged, and there were pedestrians passing by, and they all detoured away when they saw him.

He drank, ate, and knocked, slowly losing consciousness, and the things in front of him became more and more hazy, and finally slipped under the table, clutching a table leg tightly, as if holding a life-saving straw, and there was only quiet satisfaction and joy in his heart.

The traffic is busy, bustling, the sun rises in the east and sets in the west, between the bright and the out, the mountain falls, the temperature gradually cools, it is cold, and a cold air from the ground invades Liangzhou City.

From the end of the street, His Royal Highness Xu Yunfeng was also depressed and drifting towards the wine stall like a lonely ghost, he also needed to borrow wine to drown his sorrows, because after seeing Zheng Tuo today, Zheng Tuo's question stopped him, the question was not sharp, but it was extremely objective and true, he couldn't refute it, and he couldn't refute it, he could only be silent and sad.

Xu Yunfeng seemed to be very familiar with this small wine stall, and he didn't ask the boss, so he walked to the wine trough and filled himself with a bowl, pinched up a few chili peppers, and when he walked to the table, he found that there was still a Zhao Qian lying on the ground.

Xu Yunfeng was stunned, sighed, and stretched out his hand to pat Zhao Gan: "Wake up, wake up!" ”

Zhao Qian opened his eyes in the haze, saw Xu Yunfeng, and said in frustration: "It turned out to be you." ”

Xu Yunfeng lifted the paralyzed Zhao Gan up and put him on the chair, Zhao Gan lay on the chair and muttered to himself.

Ignoring Zhao Gan, Xu Yunfeng drank his own wine, and after taking a sip, he sighed, as if every sigh could eliminate a trace of depression in his heart.

At this time, the stall owner who was lying in the corner of the wall slowly woke up, stood up against the wall, probably felt that the weather was a little cold, he stomped his feet vigorously, put his hands in his sleeves, and did not care about the drunk Zhao Qian and the drunk Xu Yunfeng, walked to the table and put the few copper plates on the table into his sleeves, and turned to leave: "Drink enough, clean up the tables, chairs and benches." ”

People disappear at the end of the street, there are too many people in this world with stories, and the plot of each story may be different, but the final foothold seems to be one word - love.

"Hey, Zhao Gan, seeing you like a bear, it stands to reason that I should be happy and happy, but now I just can't be happy, but I have a feeling that I am the same person who has fallen from the end of the world, so why should I have known each other." Xu Yunfeng smiled helplessly, regardless of whether Zhao Qian could hear it or not.

When Zhao Gan heard it, he sat up in a daze, and looked at Xu Yunfeng with unfocused eyes: "I'm not as miserable as you, Wan'er and I will come together sooner or later, we only see that there is an emotional foundation, how can you understand?" ”

Xu Yunfeng took a sip of turbid wine, "I don't understand, it's just a sporadic guess, Lin Wan'er and you are from the same world, and you met in that world, and you hurt her, when you came to this world, you suddenly found that you couldn't let Lin Wan'er know your identity, if you did, she would definitely hate you, so you said that my can't forget is not the fundamental problem, the fundamental problem is that you can't forget, isn't it?" ”

Zhao Qian stared at Xu Yunfeng for a long time, and finally said with disdain: "You know a fart!" (To be continued.) )