Lao Huang pulled the ox cart, Zhao Gan pushed the ox cart, Lin Wan'er nested under the canvas, stretched her fingers out of the canvas, and the rain hit the white wrist and ejected, like a blooming flower.

I don't know how long it was, a quarter of an hour, half an hour, or an hour, and the ox cart had been walking in the rain for a long time, but the village had not yet been seen.

Heaven seems to pity these two people, suddenly a cave appeared, as if a scholar was lost in the mountains and old forests, and a village suddenly appeared in front of him, and the smoke rose curlingly, more than half a mile apart.

Zhao Qian drove the ox cart to the cave, which was large and dry. For safety, Zhao Qian took the stick and entered the cave first, and only after ensuring the safety inside did he leave the cave.

Lin Wan'er seemed to be restraining her anger with Zhao Qian, and she couldn't come out under the canvas.

Zhao Qian touched his face with both hands, touched the sweat and rain together, and said with a smile: "Miss Wan'er, hurry up and get out of the car!" It's all my fault just now, okay? ”

Lin Wan'er didn't look at Zhao Gan either, her eyes were fixed on the tips of her shoes, and she didn't say a word.

Zhao Qian rolled up his sleeves, "pulled" Lin Wan'er out under the canvas, and then carried it to his shoulders, and entered the cave in one or two steps.

Lin Wan'er was fighting and making trouble, and Zhao Gan's seemingly emaciated body didn't move at all.

Entering the cave, Zhao Qian first put Lin Wan'er in a dry place, then found a well-wrapped dry clothes, gently put them at Lin Wan'er's feet, and said, "I'll go out first, you change your clothes first." ”

Lin Wan'er hugged her legs in her arms and didn't look at Zhao Qian.

Zhao Qian walked out of the cave, bolted Lao Huang to the big tree, made sure that the cocoon would not get wet, and then turned his back to the mouth of the cave and asked, "Have you changed your clothes?" ”

There was no sound in the cave.

The rain became heavier and heavier, and Zhao Gan was washed into an abstract painting by the pouring rain, and his voice changed a little: "Wan'er, I shouldn't have been angry just now, so you changed your clothes, right?!" ”

Zhao Qian spoke outside the cave for a long time, and there was no response inside the cave.

"Zhao Qian." A weak voice came from the cave.

Zhao Gan was startled, turned his head and rushed into the cave, Lin Wan'er sat there with a pale face, her brows were compact, and her lips were chapped. Zhao Qian stretched out his hand to probe Lin Wan'er's brow, and secretly screamed, "It's broken", Lin Wan'er got into a cold at this juncture.

By this time, the sky outside had gradually darkened, and the night was pulled up by invisible hands, but the rain had no intention of stopping at all.

Zhao Qian was anxious and angry, anxious that Lin Wan'er was already sick, and in the wilderness, she couldn't even find medicinal herbs. Angry that Lin Wan'er was so greedy for money that she fell into typhoid fever, and finally couldn't help but smile bitterly, and opened her mouth to comfort: "Change your clothes first, I have a way." Then he turned away.

Zhao Qian heard the sound of changing clothes.

Turning her head again, Lin Wan'er had already changed her clothes, but her face was still sickly ruddy.

Zhao Gan turned on the fire fold again, searched in the cave, piled up some dry firewood, raised the fire, and then took out the prepared pots and pans from the ox cart, simply stewed a bowl of rotten millet porridge, and helped Lin Wan'er to drink it.

After Lin Wan'er drank the porridge, her face did not improve, but because she had just eaten the meal, she felt a little bloated and nauseated. Lin Wan'er forcibly suppressed the discomfort, leaned sideways against the cold wall of the cave, and reluctantly spoke: "Zhao Gan, do you remember when you first came to see Lanzhou?" Looking up, Zhao Qian was on the other side of the bonfire, and the sparks separated Zhao Gan, which was a little unreal.

Zhao Qian nodded and said, "Remember, it also rained that day, and you opened the door and beat me with a stick." ”

"Huh." Lin Wan'er smiled reluctantly.

"It also caused me to be drenched in the rain for a day and lay in bed for more than ten days." Zhao Qian recalled, it was obviously something that had just happened not long ago, but it seemed like a whole lifetime, vague and familiar, "Drink medicine every day, and you don't add sugar." I feel bitter when I think about it now. ”

Lin Wan'er smiled again, and her consciousness began to be unclear: "Is this retribution?" Now it's my turn to take care of my brothers in the field if I die. ”

"Phew, bah, bah." Zhao Qian spit on the ground three times in a row, and then stepped on it with his foot, "What nonsense and frustrating words, isn't it just a little wind and cold, it's fine in one night." ”

Lin Wan'er sat next to the firelight, her face was flushed with reflection, her big eyes showed tiredness, first she felt that Zhao Qian opposite was beginning to spin, and then there was no image, and then her body began to rise lightly, as if the clouds were driving the fog as mentioned in the play, and she felt a burst of warmth and peace of mind in the haze.

Zhao Qian hugged Lin Wan'er.

Lin Wan'er drilled hard towards the warmth, a smile appeared on the corner of her mouth, and asked: "Zhao Qian, everyone in this world has secrets, but someone's secret can't be considered a secret, everyone knows it, it's just that it doesn't break it." I know you have a secret, in fact, I also have a secret, can you change your secret? ”

"Lin Wan'er, amazing, the first sentence is very philosophical, I want to write it down." Zhao Gan was as smooth as ever, but looking at Lin Wan'er's face, he couldn't help but feel distressed: "Don't talk, take a good rest." ”

"Nope." Lin Wan'er vetoed on the spot, "I think if I don't say it, I will suffocate to death." ”

"Okay, okay, you say, I'll listen." Zhao Qian said.

"Hehe, then I'll leave it at that." Lin Wan'er felt dizzy, the things in front of her couldn't see clearly, only that trace of warmth was so real, guarding her side, not far away, not leaving, as warm as the sun, and like moonlight so quiet, "I tell you my secret, don't tell others casually." In fact...... Hey...... I'm not a money fan. ”

When Zhao Qian heard this, he couldn't help but hug Lin Wan'er in his arms even more, nodded and said, "I know, I know." ”

"." Lin Wan'er shot back ruthlessly, "You don't know anything. I'll tell you a big secret, I haven't met my parents in this world, but I've seen what they left me, and I've seen what they left to my brother. I sue you, after the fire of the Lin family, we were poor and only had the clothes on our bodies, and once I inadvertently saw that the collars of my clothes and my brothers were embroidered with small characters, and I took a closer look to know that it was my mother who embroidered on the clothes, and it was my birthday with my brothers. I haven't seen my mom or dad in another world at all, do you know what birthdays mean to me? That's the evidence that a person exists, that's the evidence that he has been in this world. I swear I'm going to get back what I've lost, I'm going to prove my save, to the world. ”

Zhao Qian was silent, his face a little sad.

"Oh, you may not know what this world and that world mean, I'll explain it to you." Lin Wan'er was talking and talking, she no longer had the strength to speak, her head tilted, and she fainted.

Zhao Qian shook Lin Wan'er in his arms, but there was no reaction, and he subconsciously hugged Lin Wan'er, Lin Wan'er murmured in pain, and said softly: "Light." ”

Zhao Gan put his cheek against Lin Wan'er's brow, his face was a little sad, as if he was reminiscing, and said, "Lin Wan'er, don't sleep, I won't allow you to sleep." Haven't you always wanted to know why I came to Lanzhou? I tell you my secret, and you have to listen. ”

Lin Wan'er hummed, and then heard Zhao Gan's voice in a daze, but she couldn't hear the content clearly, as if it was the sound of the teacher's lecture in the previous university classroom, one after another, never stopping, floating down from the podium, passing through space and time, but it just couldn't enter Lin Wan'er's ears.

Outside the classroom, the sun was shining, the breeze was blowing, and he was still sitting beside him, very relieved and warm. He handed over a plum, Lin Wan'er ate it with crooked eyes, it was very sour, sour to the root of her teeth, but it was also very sweet, sweet to the heart.

At that time, it was laughter, joy, a world of two people, even in winter, it felt warm like spring, and the north wind was sultry.

The whole picture begins to shatter, then there is a merciless parting, darkness and an endless road, the sun is no longer shining, the wind is no longer singing, red is no longer red, blue is no longer blue, white permeates a hazy gray.

Then there is the anguish, the despair, the quagmire that cannot be escaped, and the sadness that is getting closer and closer.

Finally, there was the sound of the small glass cup shattering, whirling on the ground, shattering in an instant, and the crystal clear glass slag on the ground shattered the heart along the way.

When she left that world, Lin Wan'er seemed to see someone kneeling on the ground, hugging herself and crying bitterly, and the person muttered: "Don't be afraid, look, what a blue sky...... Walk past and you can melt into the blue sky...... Keep walking and don't look either way...... Go for it......"

The dream is long, but not complicated, like a story from a previous life.

(I've been thinking about this for a long time, and I've finally written it.) The motivation for Lin Wan'er's deeds also came out: proving that she had saved a snack, and it had nothing to do with house fighting, revenge, emotion, or wealth, it was just a kind of faith. What is Zhao Qian's secret? Sorry, it's still a secret. Hey, poor Lin Wan'er and Zhao Gan. ）