The boy looked at me puzzled: "What's wrong, Brother Yang?" ”

"You tell me about her room number, I'll go find her."

"Room 3 on the 2nd floor."

I nodded, a little relieved, because Janeway lived on the first floor, and the chances of them bumping into each other were much smaller.

After thinking about it, Mi Cai and I have come to the point where life is worse than death, even if we meet Jian Wei, are we still afraid of pouring some oil on the fire at this time?

I grabbed the cigarettes and lighter I might need later, and walked to the second floor under the watchful eye of the boy.

I stood at the door of room 3 for a long time, but I couldn't make up my mind to knock on the door, because I was afraid of the silence after we met.

I looked down at my toes, but the door opened softly, and the faint scent of familiarity wafted into my nostrils.

I looked up at her with some distraction.

"Why did you come and not knock?"

In the crampedness, I replied without much thought: "Who knows if you slept or not." ”

Mi Cai stared at me and reached out to touch my face, and I instinctively stepped back, avoiding her hand.

Her hand hung in the air, and she lowered it again in the gloom of her expression: "What's wrong with your face?" ”

"It's knocked."

"Does it hurt?"

"It doesn't hurt."

Mi Cai pinned the hair from her sideburns behind her ears and fell silent, I knew it was a subconscious move she did after being cramped, just like I touched the tip of my nose.

After a long time, she finally said to me, "Come in and sit down." ”

I hesitated, but followed her into the room, where she sat on the bed and I sat on the chair opposite.

"You don't mind if I smoke a cigarette, do you?"

Mi Cai shook her head, indicating that she didn't mind.

I immediately lit a cigarette for myself, and after taking a puff, the feeling of crampedness in my heart was slightly relieved, and finally looked at Mi Cai and said, "Weiran came to me this morning." ”

"I know."

"He talked to me a lot...... There are some things that I don't think are entirely wrong. ”

"What did he say to you?"

“…… I'll tell you what I think after hearing these words...... I think it's good to stay in Xitang and run a small inn like this, I've never had any ambitions, we've never been all the way. ”

"That's not what you said when we decided to be together that day."

"Who could have predicted what would happen in the future, which couple didn't have a little bit of a vow between them, did they have to end up together?"

This sentence is sonorous and powerful, but the heart seems to be pulled back and forth by a knife.

Tears fell from her face, but I didn't shy away from watching, now that I had made up my mind, I was ready to bear the consequences.

For the first time, the pain was so evident on her indifferent face that she finally choked up and said, "...... But you're not there...... I'm going to miss you! …… You have come into my heart. ”

I don't say anything.

"Zhaoyang, all you gave me was a meteorite that fell from the sky, but I never felt that it was dangerous, and I always regarded it as a perfect diamond...... Imagine setting this diamond in a ring and waiting for the day...... Someday you'll marry me...... But today you told me in person, this is a meteorite, not a diamond, this feeling...... It's really heart-wrenching...... If you really feel like I shouldn't be in your life, you say break up to me...... I will never be in your world again. ”

I opened my lips several times, but I couldn't say the word "break up".

After a long time, he finally gritted his teeth and said: "The word breakup should not come out of a man's mouth, you say." ”

"I don't say it...... I don't want to say. ”

Seeing that her love was on the verge of getting out of control, the tight string in my heart was finally pulled and broken, but I still refused to take half a step closer to her, because I understood that what seemed wrong was often the closest to the truth.

Although I love her, it doesn't help at all, because the gap between us is too big, if it's just for a moment of happiness, it may ruin each other's lives, to be precise, she, and I are destined to live in criticism and grievances, and even affect her control of Zhuomei, which Wei Ran has made clear to me before.

I suddenly calmed down, looked at her and said, "Let's break up, don't come to Xitang in the future, I live here alone very well, very quiet." ”

Mi Cai looked at me, her eyes no longer filled with tears, and she was even calmer than me at this time, perhaps because I said the word "break up".

I laughed and said, "Look how nice and easy it is...... We have been living in the real world, and we are not in the bloody Qiong Yao drama, why bother to make it so heartbreaking! You know, you can sleep with each other today, and there are many people who will break up tomorrow! ”

"It turns out that you are such an open-minded person, but I don't know you well enough...... I hope you can live well in Xitang. ”

"Don't worry, what I'm best at is making myself happy."

Mi Cai looked at me, I smiled at her again, she didn't respond, picked up her handbag and a small suitcase from the cabinet next to the bed, got up and walked to the door of the guest room.

I followed her steps out until I reached the service desk, and I said to the boy who was already sleepy, "Boy, this young lady's accommodation fee is calculated according to the hourly room, and the excess money will be refunded to her." ”

"What's wrong, Brother Yang?"

"You can give it back."

The boy looked at Mi Cai and then at me, and finally took out a hundred yuan from the cash register and handed it to me, and I took it and handed it back to Mi Cai.

Mi Cai took it from my hand, clutched it tightly in his hand, and walked out of the inn without looking back.

Suddenly, the bell struck eleven o'clock in the inn, and I immediately realized something, and walked out in her footsteps.

"Wait...... It's late, you can stay in Xitang tonight, rest and leave tomorrow morning. ”

"What do you want me to bring to stay in Xitang?"

I didn't know how to respond, but I was more worried about her, and finally stubbornly said, "If you have to go, I'll send you back to Suzhou." ”

"If you want to send it, you can send it."

"Give me the car keys." I said and held out my hand to Mi Cai.

Mi Cai took out the car keys from the bag and handed them to me, I reached out to take them, and turned back to the inn, telling the boy that he would not come back tonight, and asked him to take care of the inn.

……

The moonlight was so good on this night, and the temperature was so suitable, that it didn't at all render the sad atmosphere that we should have when we parted, but my heart was always sad, because when I was about to leave, I saw her eyes with hidden tears in the wind again.

I tried my best to overcome all the emotions that broke in my heart, and finally opened the car door and said to her, "Get in the car, I will be back in Suzhou soon." ”

She nodded, but instead of opening the passenger door, she sat in the back, so that she wouldn't see my sad face along the way.