170. VIP 170. Self-harm

"Wen Sihao!"

"Hey! Wake up quickly! ”

In a daze, Wen Sihao heard someone calling him, opened his eyes, and the person standing next to him was Bai Yiru.

"Yiru, I knew you wouldn't leave me alone." He struggled to sit up excitedly, looking at the fast food box in her hand.

"This is porridge, this is a bun, you will eat some." Bai Yiru opened the lunch box and put it on the bedside table, "I'm leaving." Don't call me in the future, I won't come again. ”

"Eru." Wen Sihao took the opportunity to take Bai Yiru's hand, "Don't be like this." You alone know my background, I don't want to be ridiculed by others, I can only turn to you for help, no one can help me except you. ”

"Let go." Bai Yiru shook off Wen Sihao's hand and looked at the place he pulled over with disgust, "I understand the situation, but I have no obligation to take care of you." ”

"I know. Just now I thought you were gone, and now you have appeared again, I thought I was dreaming, Yiru, do you know how excited I am to see you come back? Wen Sihao said sensational, but this time there are some real feelings in it.

Bai Yiru felt a terrible headache, her body was also very sore, she was lightheaded, and a little dizzy feeling made her unsteady, so she leaned on the bedside table.

Wen Sihao thought that she was not leaving, and smiled excitedly, "I dreamed just now that we met when you were painting, I passed by and smiled at you, and you also smiled, it's a very plain understanding, isn't it?" But who would have thought that we would become an enviable couple ......"

Bai Yiru was so uncomfortable that her head was buzzing, and she could barely hear what Wen Sihao was saying.

"We created 'In the Name of Love' together, we have participated in many performances together, and some entertainment companies have taken a fancy to you, but you desperately recommended me to others, saying that they wanted me to debut, so you considered becoming an artist with me. Actually, you don't want to be an artist at all, you just want to paint. ”

"Dong Ning ......" Bai Yiru's feet softened, her mouth grunted, and she fell to the ground.

"Nurse! Nurse! Eru fainted! Wen Sihao was startled and shouted outside the door.

Soon a doctor and a nurse came over and went out with Bai Yiru, who had fainted.

Bai Yiru felt that she had a dream, from a very young age, to the time she grew up.

The little self in the dream followed behind her mother Zheng Peipei, listening to her humming over and over again: "Sweet honey, how sweet you know ......"

She looked at her busy mother and concluded easily: "It's like flowers blooming in the spring breeze, blooming in the spring breeze......"

"Yikes! My Ruru can sing! It's so good! Zheng Peipei hugged her little face in surprise, "Then mom told you to sing completely, okay?" ”

"Good!" She nodded milkily and sang the song "Sweet Honey" with her mother.

Singing and singing, the camera turned, and she saw her mother lying on the hospital bed, with a cold face, cold palms, and a cold qiē - the mother is dead!

"Mom...... Don't leave me...... Mom, Ruru doesn't want to be alone...... Mom, I'm afraid that my father will beat me, you are gone, who will protect Ru Ru......"

Crying and crying, she became an adult, she took the notice of the scorching sun, stood at the door of the scorching sun, and happily went to report.

The beginning of school is military training, and when the military training breaks, she always draws landscapes and characters on campus with a drawing board, and the big boy named Wen Sihao walks into her sight.

Later, it was she who cried and sent him away to develop abroad, because he was favored by foreign brokerage companies.

She took his hand and reluctantly: "Ah Hao, you have gone abroad, remember to call me often, it doesn't matter if you don't have money to pay the phone bill, I will work hard to make money, I will bear the phone bill!" ”

He smiled and touched the top of her head, "I will." Take care of yourself, don't worry about money, I'll make money, and I'll support you later. Never call Bai Lixing to bully you again. ”

"Hmm." She was in tears, but she smiled happily, and at that time she thought that he was her own piece of heaven, and she could take herself to a wider world to escape the pain she had experienced.

Finally, she no longer has to work hard to earn two phone bills, and his calls are coming less and less.

He was going to have a concert, and she didn't know it from him, but from entertainment newspapers and magazines - at that time, even if she didn't eat a day, she had to buy magazines and newspapers with news about him.

She worked part-time day and night to earn extra money, and finally saved enough for a plane ticket and a concert ticket, she bought his favorite snacks, bought his favorite flowers, she flew to a country with him, a city with him, a place with him, watching him perform on stage, listening to his voice, happy that he was finally recognized, so many fans shouted with her "Ah Hao!" Ah Hao! I love you! ”

Halfway through, helping the guests sing, she walked through the crowd to find him backstage, and after hundreds of days and nights of missing, the moment she finally saw him, it was reality that gave her a hard slap.

The woman sitting in his arms kissed him to her heart's content, and it took a long time to find her cunning, and the two looked at her with different eyes.

"Smack!" All the gifts and flowers, all fell to the ground, shattered, like her heart.

She was in tears, staring in disbelief.

"Who is she?" The woman in his arms looked at her dissatisfied, disgusted that she didn't know each other, and disturbed the good times of others.

He took the woman's hand and walked up to her, and smiled indifferently, "Yiru, this is my agent." Her name is Hao Ya. When you weren't there, she was taking care of me. ”

She nodded, and suddenly smiled, "Are you accusing me of not fulfilling my girlfriend's obligations and not taking care of you?" But don't forget, when you first went abroad, I basically paid for all the expenses. ”

"That's right! You know basically, then there are exceptions. Hao Ya stood up and took his arm, "The money you gave is not enough to even fill the gaps in foreign countries, who do you think gave those huge expenses?" It's me, I'm Hao Ya, who gives Ah Hao a day's pocket money, which is more than what you give in half a year. ”

"Get out of the way, you don't have the authority to talk to me about this!" She pushed Hao Ya away and stared at him stubbornly, "Ah Hao, this is your choice?" Well, I bless you! ”

"Yiru!" Wen Sihao caught up with her who had already run away, "It's not what you think." ”

"What's that?" She asked rhetorically.

"Yes......" He looked at her, and then at Hao Ya, who followed.

"Ah Hao, you'd better choose clearly, she Bai Yiru and my Hao Ya, you can only choose one. Choose her and you will have nothing. If you choose me, what will you get, and you shouldn't need me to sue you, right? Hao Ya smiled, but the words were all threats.

He finally lowered his head and fell silent.

"You make me sick!" Bai Yiru's heart was cold, she was even ready to forgive him, but he was unrepentant, and for the sake of his future and career, he was willing to give up his feelings and take advantage of a rich woman older than him.

So, the story comes to this point, there is no ending, and it is also the end.

She always thought that she left in a chic manner, and she dumped him, but when she was alone, those flying tears, those hysterical pains, and those unspeakable depressions held in her heart, only she knew best.

"Yiru, wake up, have you had a nightmare, don't you?"

"Eru? Obedient, well-behaved, wake up, huh? ”

Bai Yiru turned around, and someone was shouting to him in the distance, the voice was familiar and unfamiliar.

"Ah Hao, even if you call me, I won't come back to you, you make me feel dirty and disgusting. You're no longer the sunny boy I liked. She stood under his huge poster, and in the lower corner of the poster, wrote a sentence with a black pen - "Goodbye, my boy. Goodbye, my youth. Goodbye, my first love. Light years away, we will never see each other again. ”

After writing, she turned to look at the sparsely populated campus, the autumn wind was blowing wantonly, it was too cold, and everyone went home to warm up.

Ran out of the school gate quickly, and before he had time to see the car, he jumped up, and a man in a black suit sat in the front row.

He said to the driver, "Take her where she's going." ”

She looked at his back as he left, but he suddenly turned back and smiled at her.

Who is he? She frowned, why did he look so much like Gu Dongning.

"Dong Ning, look, I saw a man who looks exactly like you!" She turned around with a smile and said to Gu Dongning, who was sitting beside her at some point, "He wears the same clothes as you!" ”

"Hmm. That's me. Gu Dongning smiled and nodded.

"Why? Why are there two of you? She looked at Gu Dongning, but he got out of the car and left.

"Dong Ning! Don't go! Don't leave! Bai Yiru suddenly panicked in her heart, and got up from her seat suddenly......

"Yiru, I'm not leaving, I'm here." Gu Dongning hurriedly grabbed Bai Yiru's hand, who was suddenly awakened by a nightmare and sat up.

Bai Yiru's eyes focused on the spotlight, and he turned his head to look at Gu Dongning, "Gu Dongning, do you know that the first time we met, you only said one sentence?" ”

Gu Dongning was stunned for a moment, not knowing why Bai Yiru suddenly asked this question.

Unable to wait for his answer, Bai Yiru frowned and said eagerly: "You just said a word, don't you remember?" ”

Gu Dongning shook his head, he really didn't remember, because he had seen Bai Yiru many times before he really saw her. He wasn't sure when he had first seen her or what he had said at that time.

"I forgot." Bai Yiru lowered her head in frustration, paused, and then looked up again and said, "You said, 'Send her where she is going'." What you said to Ah Qi. I got in the wrong car. ”

"So that's it." Gu Dongning touched her face and asked the nurse to get a towel to wipe the sweat on her face, "But I already knew you before you met me, I said it, you forgot?" ”

Bai Yiru thought about it carefully, and suddenly smiled, "No." I remember Ning Xiuji calling me a 'blind date maniac', and he always told you that I was on a blind date. ”

"Silly!" Gu Dongning wiped Bai Yiru's face, and even wiped his body.

Bai Yiru was comfortable, and she was very happy that she could see Gu Dongning as soon as she opened her eyes.

But Gu Dongning was very uncomfortable at the moment, he stood in front of the window, looking out of the window with a cold face, and his silence was a little frightening.

"Dong Ning, what are you looking at?" Bai Yiru had been looking at Gu Dongning for a long time, and after all, she couldn't bear this silence, so she spoke first and broke it.

"Look at the stuff you can't see." Gu Dongning said without replying.

"What's the incomprehensible?"

"The heart of man." Gu Dongning suddenly turned his head and looked at Bai Yiru, "People's hearts are the most difficult to guess, you won't have heard of it." ”

"I've heard it, but you ......" Bai Yiru felt that Gu Dongning's eyes were cold and a little dangerous, and she wanted to ask him something, but she couldn't find a suitable expression, so she paused and didn't say anything more.

"I told you to rest at home, and you promised me, why didn't you do it?" Gu Dongning's voice was low, and he couldn't bear his feelings. Originally, he was going to vent all his feelings as soon as Bai Yiru woke up, but she was so eager to find her, which made his heart soften all of a sudden, and treated her so gently.

Some feelings, once they take root in the heart, will quickly sprout and blossom, and then want to bear a fruit.

Gu Dongning couldn't let himself eradicate these feelings, he had to ask Bai Yiru for an explanation, and he had to let his feelings finally bear a fruit, and it was a fruit that satisfied him.

"I have something to ......" Bai Yiru could see that Gu Dongning was angry, she was organizing her language, how to explain that she went to see Wen Sihao but fainted, so as to extinguish his anger.

Gu Dongning clenched his fists, and suddenly smashed on the window glass, and the glass suddenly shattered in all directions centered on the place where his fist hit.

"Ahh Bai Yiru screamed in fright, seeing that Gu Dongning's hands were bleeding, and called his name in a panic, "Dongning, Dongning, what are you going to do?" Then he called out to the nurse.

The nurse entered the door in response, but Gu Dongning pointed to the ward door like a crazy beast, "Get the out for me!" ”

"Sir, your hands need to be dealt with." The nurse was used to seeing angry patients, so she said patiently.

"Get out!" Gu Dongning picked up a small flower pot with a cactus at hand and smashed it at the nurse.

"Ahh The nurse was so frightened that she ran away and closed the door.

"Gu Dongning! What the hell are you going to do?! Bai Yiru's voice raised a few points, he wants to go crazy, why hurt himself, but also hurt others, just now, what if he hurts other people's nurses.

"What am I going to do?" Gu Dongning sneered, "Bai Yiru, I told you to rest at home, if you don't listen, forget it, and go to see your ex-boyfriend." Before and after the saddle, I was tired and fainted, this feeling was really touching and earth-shattering! ”

"There's a reason why I'm going to help Wen Sihao, I'll explain it to you clearly, can you go and bandage your hands first?"