This night, Li Xiaoyun and I chatted for a long time, and the atmosphere of getting along was much more natural than when we first met, and we even talked to each other about our respective relationships in college, which made us both a little sad and embarrassed.

Li Xiaoyun graduated from our Xuzhou University of Mining and Technology, but her boyfriend in college was from Xiamen, although they loved each other deeply, they finally chose to break up because of regional problems.

When talking about the period between myself and Jian Wei, I was even more helpless than Li Xiaoyun, how desperate I was for love, and even accommodated Jian Wei and her to Shanghai, and was willing to stay in Shanghai to work and live, but in the end I still couldn't escape the fate of breaking up, and I was even more decadent for a long time, and I gradually understood that the beauty of love was only for a moment, and there were not many people who really had the ability to keep that beauty.

In their respective feelings with Li Xiaoyun, the time was already 10 o'clock in the evening, and it was almost time to say goodbye.

The two of them stood outside the door of the restaurant, I counted out 1,000 yuan from my wallet and handed it to Li Xiaoyun, and said a little apologetically: "I'm sorry, we asked you to borrow money on our first blind date." ”

Li Xiaoyun smiled and took the money from my hand and said: "This matter depends on how the person concerned thinks, I really thought you were quite strange at the time, but now that I think about it, you are informal, and you have the freedom of a man." ”

I joked and said, "It's easy to borrow money and lend men, so I'll ask you to borrow more next time." ”

"That's not good, it's too many times, but it proves that there is something wrong with this man's ability, a man can be down-and-out for a while, but he can't be down-of-law all the time, right?" Li Xiaoyun didn't seem to be joking at all and said to me.

I nodded seriously, understanding what Li Xiaoyun meant, if I can really join their company, it will be time for me to prove my work ability.

……

Back at home, Daddy and Mom haven't rested yet, they have been chasing a family ethics drama recently, and they have slept later than usual.

When my mother saw me coming back, she asked with concern, "Zhaoyang, are you going on a date with Xiaoyun today?" ”

"Hmm." I answered.

"Did you pay back the money you borrowed last time?"

"It's back, by the way, she's going to introduce me to a job, so don't worry about my work." I said that the reason why I sued my mother was because I didn't want her to force my father for my work.

"Is it the advertising agency she works for?"

"Well, yes."

The old mother sighed and said, "That Xiaoyun is really good, have you ever thought of trying to be everywhere with her?" ”

I said helplessly: "You don't know what level your son is, can people look up to me?" ”

"You stupid boy, if people don't have a good image of you, will they lend you money, date you, and introduce you to jobs? …… Although Xiaoyun's family is not a rich family, but both parents have a serious job, and your father is also an iron rice bowl, the two families know each other, and the door is right, I think the two of you are very good together, the key is that you have to fight and stabilize your work quickly, you know? My mother said to me earnestly.

"Mom, you're right!" I chimed in.

The old mother nodded and asked, "You quickly tell my mother if you like Xiao Yun or not, do you want to deal with her?" ”

"Think, why don't you want to, Xiaoyun is very good, she is a girl who can live."

My mother said with a happy face: "That's okay, it just so happens that you and Xiaoyun will work in the same company in the future, and it will be much easier to get along, you have to seize the opportunity, you know?" ”

"You can put a hundred and twenty hearts, I also want to get married quickly, and then work hard to let your two elders hold a big grandson."

The future I described made my mother smile from ear to ear, but Ban Da, who had not spoken, suddenly asked: "Zhaoyang, did that girl from Suzhou go back today?" ”

"Well, I left this morning."

Daddy nodded, and said for a while: "That's also a good girl." ”

I didn't know why I looked at the board daddy, but the board dad didn't say anything, the TV was inserting advertisements, he picked up the remote control and changed the station, as if nothing happened to the table xiàn made me feel like I was thinking too much, the board dad may have simply sighed, in some ways, Mi Cai is indeed a good girl, but I always feel that her world is too unreal, and the distance between us is too far.

……

I went back to my room, lit a cigarette as usual, and habitually thought about life, love, and recent encounters.

At this moment, I believe that I have let go of Jian Wei, because I have imperceptibly entered another state of life, I long for a stable and simple love, and then after the water is completed, this love will be transformed into marriage, and my blind date Li Xiaoyun is the most suitable person.

I think this kind of life is good, the family is happy together, I don't have to wander, I don't have to go to the bar to rely on drunken dizziness to relieve loneliness.

Perhaps my choice to return to Xuzhou is the most correct decision I have made in my life, which is a gift from God to me, so that I, who should be an excellent man, can return to the right path and realize the value of life in a complete family.

I suddenly thought of Mi Cai again, and there was a faint pain in my heart, which made me realize that I was concerned about her, but I prefer to understand this concern as sympathy, sympathy for her life experience, sympathy for her current bad situation.

That's when I remembered to send her a message, concerned about whether she had returned to Suzhou smoothly.

It took a long time for Mi Cai to reply to me with a message, the content was very simple, just two words "arrived"

I immediately replied to her: "I've been driving for so long today, let's rest early, don't be too tired!" ”

After waiting for a long time, Mi Cai didn't respond, and I just fell asleep while waiting......

This night, I had a dream, in the dream I saw the city hidden in the sky, the city was still crystal clear, and I also saw the woman with long hair hanging down her shoulders, but there was only one outline, I tried my best to get closer to her to see who she was, but even if I was running, I couldn't get close to her.

I cried out, "Who the hell are you?" ”

"A woman in your heart."

"Since it's the woman in my heart, why can't I get close to you."

"Because you don't know what your heart wants."

I repeated her words, and before I could understand, I suddenly woke up, looked out the window, the sky was already slightly bright, and then I realized that what I had just experienced was just a dream, but I was happy because of this dream, and this joy was almost non-existent, so it instantly degenerated into loss, is it that I really don't understand what my heart wants?

After sitting and thinking for a long time, the phone suddenly rang, and I picked it up and looked at it, it was Li Xiaoyun calling.

I hurriedly answered the phone and greeted Li Xiaoyun, and said, "Morning, Xiaoyun." ”

"Morning, Zhaoyang."

"Is there something going on so early?"

"Have you forgotten that we told me last night that we would send me your resume?"

I said apologetically, "Look at my memory, I'll get up and send you an email." ”

"Do you remember the email, I suspect you can't."

I said embarrassedly: "Don't mix up my thoughts so much, save them in your phone!" ”

Li Xiaoyun finally smiled and said, "Then you send it over quickly, I will hand it over to Director Zhou of the Planning Department today, and we will strive to implement your work as soon as possible." ”

"Thank you for bothering so much!" I thank you from the bottom of my heart.

"I'm afraid that you don't have financial resources, and you will have to ask other girls to borrow money next time you go on a blind date." Li Xiaoyun laughed "haha" after speaking.

I was speechless for a long time before I sighed, "You can hurt enough to speak!" ”

"It depends on who you are right to, if I don't stay aggressive, I am likely to be bullied by you in the future, I heard Aunt Zhang say, you were not ordinary naughty when you were a child, bullying girls is like a common thing!" Li Xiaoyun said with emotion.

I laughed, "I'm very nice to my girlfriend." ”

Li Xiaoyun was stunned, as if she understood the meaning of my words, and changed the topic for a while and said: "It's not early, I have to wash and eat first, and I have to go to work later." ”

"Nacheng, you should be busy first."

"Well, remember to send me your resume."

After I answered, Li Xiaoyun hung up the phone, listening to the "beep" sound on the phone, I smiled, I felt that Li Xiaoyun was really a very good girl, and suddenly had an urge to marry a wife and have children, in this city that raised me.

――――4 more, there is a more at about 12 o'clock.