"When I didn't know what to do, my grandmother secretly reminded me to do my best to conceive the children and grandchildren of the Lin family, as long as I am pregnant, my grandmother can protect my position as a young lady and let me develop in the Lin family."

"But pregnancy is not something I decide, Lin Junda doesn't even look at me too much, let alone touch me. When I was at a loss, my father secretly handed me a packet of aphrodisiacs. ”

"At that time, I was already ready to send an arrow, I obeyed my father's wishes and drugged him in his cup, and that night I even wore a very sexy lace pajamas and sat on the bed and waited for him."

"Well, the thing was successful, Lin Junda walked into the room with a lot of anger and fire, and he came up... Slapped me in the face and scolded me for being ... Slut... He also said that he would rather touch a slave than me, so he went out and would... Aunt Dai grabbed her, locked the door, threw Aunt Dai on the bed, and then..."

"They did it for a long time that night, I was huddled in the corner alone, cold, scared and ashamed, there will be no more sad time in my life than that night, the whole person is like falling into hell... Those voices kept ringing in her ears, and Aunt Dai cried again, screamed loudly, and finally begged for mercy... So I thought she was persecuted and unwilling, and I was sorry for many people over the years, but I asked myself to treat her as a sister. ”

"I didn't ask Aunt Dai not to get married, I gave her status, power and glory, I really want her to be happy... But I don't understand, I don't understand why she betrayed me? Did she fall in love with Lin Junda early in the morning, or did the two of them stay together since that night, and then she endured it and waited by my side to try to destroy me..."

Dai Feng couldn't go on anymore, even the choked voice was thick nasal, she kept shaking her head, and flood tears flowed from the originally fierce Danfeng's eyes, messy and sad.

Taking a deep breath, Dai Hao Jian slowly calmed down, and the corners of his mouth hooked a self-deprecating arc, "Look, I Dai Hao Jian has prided himself on being smart all my life, but I don't want to be Mr. Dongguo once on my deathbed, how failed and stupid I am to be a man?" ”

Locking her gaze to the wall in front of her, the white-painted walls were stained and dirty, she continued, "The humiliation and embarrassment of that night were not worth mentioning, because the reality continues. The aphrodisiac plan was full of loopholes, and Lin Junda was even more wary of me, so one day my father called me to his study and whispered to me, "Daddy, Dad will find you a man." ”

"Heh..."Dai Haojia laughed out loud as she spoke, her distracted eyes staring at the wall looking pale and hollow, and she laughed exaggeratedly a few times like "Hahaha...", before she added, "I was stunned at that time, for the first time I found my father standing in front of me so strange. ”

"Didn't he always want me to be a lady, does he know what it means to be a lady, does he understand the three from the four virtues, has he ever heard of books such as female rings and female biographies? I refused, I refused with righteous words, and I wanted to preserve a minimum of dignity for myself. ”

"Coincidentally, a few days later was my father's 50th birthday, and Lin Junda and I both returned to Dai's house. Lin Junda was drunk by my younger brothers, and the servant helped him back to the room, and I made a basin of warm water to wipe his face, and then I heard someone enter the room, and then the door was locked. ”

"I don't remember the man's appearance at all, I remember that I didn't struggle or cry when I was pressed on the bed by him, because the struggle was useless, my father wouldn't let me out, and I couldn't cry, because I was afraid of waking up Lin Junda, and my nominal husband was lying next to me."

"At the time, I was thinking, let's do it, and the patience will pass. That's fine, Lin Junda and Aunt Dai did it repeatedly in my marriage room that night, and today Lin Junda was drunk and lying next to me, and I was repeatedly done by other men, this is retribution, haha, this is my revenge for him. ”

"But is it revenge, why don't I feel happy at all? It's not fair at all, he hurt me that night with blood and no skin, and when he sees me again after 30 years, even if he is down and down for half a life, he knows that night, the corners of his mouth are still the same sarcasm and disdain! ”

Dai Hao paused, she closed her eyes, forcing herself not to think about the scene when she met Lin Junda again a month ago, he will always be her nightmare, her devil.

At that time, he was wearing an expensive suit and hugging Aunt Dai, cold and dark, dirty, distorted and cheerful eyes watched her walk out of the Lin family, and witnessed her being swept away by the Lin family.

He laughed smugly in her ear, laughing so unscrupulously and wantonly.

In fact, he is something, being fooled by others like a pawn, the Lin clan will be shattered because of him, and he will eventually be beaten back to his original form, he is as stupid as a pig!

But she has been planted in the hands of this stupid and dull Lin Junda all her life, which is the biggest ridiculousness and irony!

"In the early morning of the second day after that night, Lin Junda looked at the mess, blood and dirt all over the bed, as a senior stallion, he naturally knew what was going on, he confessed and admitted that he had sex with me, so I put away all my feelings and trauma, and waited for the day of pregnancy with anxiety."

"But half a month later, my monthly letter came, and I wasn't pregnant! This is really shocking news for me, and my father waved his hand and said indifferently, "It's okay, it's okay, you may not be pregnant if you do it once, but if you do more, you will definitely win the lottery." ”

"Hehe..."Dai Haozhi laughed to herself, as if she couldn't describe how she felt at that time except for laughing and speechless, she continued, "I didn't take the initiative to go back to Dai's house again, but under my father's arrangement, that man would appear everywhere, in the Lin family, when I was shopping, and even in the Lin family. I didn't resist, just like those people on the street just scolded me, since I did biaozi, I don't want to set up a chastity archway for myself, what is the difference between once and twice? ”

"Life will not allow me to resist in the slightest, unless I die. But why should I die, I have paid so much, I can't be wrapped in grass and buried alone in the loess when I don't get anything. ”

"This time God favored me, and in the second month, I became pregnant, and that child was... Ze less. ”

"The mother is poor and the son is expensive, after giving birth to Ze Shao, I sat firmly in the position of the young lady of the Lin family, and finally won a place in the Lin family. I put all my energy on the Lin family, because I think since I can't fight for a man, then I can fight for a career. ”

"I relied on my own brains and means to leapfrog from the department manager to the general manager, and finally from the vice president to the general manager Dai, I climbed in my career, and spent nearly 30 years of life leading the Lin family to truly step into the world, so that his stock value increased dozens of times, helping him reach the top."

"But what's the use of this, I've been working hard for 30 years but I can't get someone else's surname Lin, and after handing over the Lin family, I was swept away by the Lin family, and abandoned like a piece of, but I found that there was no place to live in the world, I lost everything, and everyone betrayed and left!"

"But so what, when I was young, I never had the so-called relatives and friends, and when I was old, I didn't dare to expect any children and grandchildren."

"But I thought I could at least guard the Lin family, power, dignity and glory to die alone, I didn't expect that the past would be exposed, and it was revealed so quickly, when I was caught off guard."

"Everyone says I'm noble, cold, domineering, and unkind, but they don't understand that it's never up to me to decide what stage of my life I go through, I've always been like a boat on the sea, and wherever the waves in the sea sweep me, I straighten my back and go."

"I never felt like I was doing something wrong, like I was right... To your husband, coercion and temptation, unscrupulous means to achieve their own goals, this is the iron-fisted method of a superior person, but I never thought of killing him. Like to... Xia Tong, in line with the identity of a housewife of the Lin family, I rationally and objectively choose a daughter-in-law who is the right person, which is also a reasonable thing. It's more like a response to... Ze Shao, his birth is the blood, tears and shame of my life, and seeing him will always remind me of that gloomy past, so I don't like it. ”

"I've always lived rightfully, and I'm sure I won't regret it in the future, but... But why do I always can't help but think back to the past, my heart hurts, and I shed tears? ”

"Why do I feel so lonely, lonely and desolate now, I even begin to pity myself."

Dai has really suppressed it for too long, and the bitterness in her heart has nowhere to vent and tell, so on such a night, she wants to tell her enemy Su Ru in such a depressed manner.

90% of the people in this world have their own bitter past, and every twisted soul has its twisted reason, if it were replaced by 5 years of Su Ru hearing that she was not wrong with Dai Haozhi, she might be angry and would be furious, but 5 years is enough to precipitate a lot of things, and at this moment she just feels that Dai Haozhi is very sad.

She and Dai Hao Zhi are two completely different life paths, she is much happier than Dai Hao Diary, simple and happy growth, marry the person she likes and then husband and wife, if her husband is not dead, then she tends to be happy in this life.

As a woman, she sympathized with Dai Hao, because after her husband's death, she experienced three years of hardship in life, and she felt ten years old when no one was oppressed.

Su Ru didn't know when she shed tears, maybe it was when she saw Xiao Shanshan following closely behind Dai Haoxi; Maybe it was when she saw the five or six men tearing her hair and hitting her head with bricks, a scene her husband had also experienced; Maybe it was when I heard Dai Haozhi say these touching words.

I don't know when the tears flow, and I don't know who they are for?

Su Ru wiped away her tears and said in a dumb voice, "Actually, you can live a more humane, more casual and happier life, life is not something we can choose, but we can make our own decisions." ”

Everyone's choice is different when they encounter setbacks and tribulations, some people become more and more gentle the more they are baptized with tears, but Dai Hao Zhi chooses an extreme way.

If she were willing to be more peaceful and tolerant, then the fate of all people today would be rewritten.

Dai shook his head in frustration and whispered softly, "It's useless, I didn't think about changing it before, and I don't have a chance to change it now." ”

After she said this, she felt that her sleeves were grabbed, and when she looked back, Xiao Shanshan had a warm smile on her face, "Grandma, if you have a chance, you can change your mistakes, and you can do a great job." We may not be able to obtain forgiveness from others, but at least we have repented and worked hard, and we can rest assured. ”

Dai Hao looked at Xiao Shanshan's appearance in a daze, she didn't know where he learned these truths, it was really good. There was a bright sun on his face, and her cold heart quickly warmed up a lot.

Xiao Shanshan clutched the sleeve of Dai Shawn again, "Grandma, it's dark now, let's pack up our things, you can go home with us." ”

"Home?" Dai Hao muttered, she didn't know which home she could go back to?

She never seemed to be home!

Xiao Shanshan replied, "Yes, go home." There are grandmothers, daddy, mommy and Xiao Shanshan at home, and our family will be reunited in the future and will never be separated again. ”

Well, this is so comfortable to listen to, it feels very warm, and the tip of the nose feels sour again.

She lowered her eyes and shook her head, "No, Shanshan, you can go home with your grandmother, milk... Grandma will come to see you in a few days. ”

"But where is Grandma going if she doesn't come home with us?" Xiao Shanshan asked suspiciously, and raised her black grape eyes to look at Su Rus, "Grandma, I want grandma to go home with us, can you say okay?" ”

Su Ru was silent and did not speak.

Dai felt a little embarrassed, she stroked the top of Xiao Shanshan's head, "Shanshan..." she wanted to persuade him to go back first, but Su Ru was interrupted when she wanted to speak.

Su said, "Just pack a few clothes, and leave the rest to the landlord to clean up, and there are all supplies at home." ”

As he spoke, Su Ru raised his feet and went downstairs.

Xiao Shanshan immediately cheered when he heard his grandmother's words, and he hugged Dai Hao, who was still hesitating, "Grandma, you can go home with Shanshan, Shanshan misses you." ”

……

The three of them returned to the apartment, Su Ru went to the kitchen to prepare dinner, Dai Haojia sat on the bed in the guest room, and Xiao Shanshan took a warm and moist towel to wipe her face and forehead.

When she just came back, Su Ru passed by the pharmacy and bought alcohol, sponge balls and band-aids.

Xiao Shanshan skillfully disinfected the wound on Dai Hao's forehead with a sponge ball dipped in alcohol, and then put a band-aid on her forehead.

After doing this, Xiao Shanshan clapped his little hand with satisfaction and said, "Grandma, it's okay." ”

Dai Haozhi looked at his soft little face, smiled and praised him, "Shanshan, really good." ”

At this time, Su Ru shouted outside, "Xiao Shanshan, come out to eat." ”

So Xiao Shanshan pulled Dai Hao to the dining table, because Lin Zeshao and Xia Tong were eating out tonight, so the three of them ate tonight.

Su Ru was already sitting on the side, she didn't look up and talk to Dai Hao, but there were already two bowls of white rice on the table opposite her, and even the chopsticks were placed.

Dai sat down, Xiao Shanshan sat beside her, and the three of them ate with bowls and chopsticks.

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Do you think I'm wasting too much ink here, but I'm not. All love and hate disappear should have a beginning and an end, and all the perfect endings should come naturally, this is the most complete happiness I gave to my family Lin boss and Xia Mei.

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