After Yan Zhuomei said her bottom line, the atmosphere suddenly approached the freezing point, because her request once again threw me at the fork in the road of fate, and I couldn't give up my domestic Qiē to live in the United States!

Fortunately, Mi Cai repels Yan Zhuomei, she is not willing to go to the United States, otherwise, I really have no way to control myself to make a choice, because no matter how I choose, it is an irremediable mistake!

In silence, Yan Zhuomei said to me and Mi Cai again: "I know that this is not a matter that can be chosen immediately, so I can give you some time to think carefully after you return to Xuzhou In addition, I can tell you that although I have been away from China for a long time, I can still do it lightly if you can't get a marriage certificate, you have to believe me!" ”

Mi Cai frowned and said to her, "I hate threats! "Xiaocai, you are wrong, this is not a threat, it is a kind reminder that you must understand that living in the United States, your children, that is, my grandson, will stand at the best starting point to start their own lives!" She paused and turned to me and said: "Zhaoyang, if you really love Xiaocai, you will accept my mention of Xiaocai, she is my daughter, and she is the elite of the elite, if she is not too emotional, she will not be defeated in this battle of Zhuomei at all, so the root of her failure lies in you, you can't delay her again, let alone trap her in Xuzhou and become a housewife who does nothing, this kind of life is a blasphemy for her, because her family has given her a special mission!" ”

"I" I wanted to refute, but I was speechless to refute, and finally a thousand words ended after the word "I".

At this time, Yan Zhuomei put down the chopsticks in her hand, she took out a tissue to wipe her mouth, nodded and said: "The dishes are good, however, I don't like to eat too much at night, tonight is the end of the night, I am a person who counts, you can go back to Xuzhou freely, and then put my request in mind to think about my affairs are too busy, I have to go back to the United States tomorrow, I hope you will give me an answer as much as possible, I am waiting for your call in the United States!" ”

After saying this, Yan Zhuomei picked up her handbag and left cleanly, but this kind of neatness without any words has become a great burden for me, making it difficult for me to calmly face the situation I am encountering in my life, I can only passively wait for Mi Cai to give me an attitude, and tell me: She wants her current life, not to go to the United States to complete the mission given to her by her family!

After cleaning the dishes and chopsticks, Mi Cai and I washed up in the bathroom together, lay on the bed together, and looked at the old chandelier on the ceiling together, and the light radiating to the surroundings seemed to reflect our different thoughts, I was worried, she was at a loss

The night deepened in our silence, but time could not take away the bad weather, the sound of rain outside the window was still clear and audible, I had been distracted and listened, and then I didn't think about the things that made me feel sad Finally, Mi Cai looked at me sideways, she put her arm on my chest, and asked softly, "Zhaoyang, if I choose to go to the United States, will you go with me?" ”

My heart ached for a moment, and the feeling of suffocation squeezed my brain as if I had lost the ability to think, so I kept looking at Mi Cai stupidly, I don't know if she asked this because she changed her mind.

Mi Cai just looked at me, she didn't ask again, and after a while, I finally realized something and said to her, "This is too painful for me, I can't make a choice!" ”

"Do you know why I ask that?"

"I may know, but I'm not sure!"

"You think I'm shaken, don't you?"

I swallowed my saliva in pain, but I was reluctant to speak, I was afraid to hear the choice that made me fall into endless pain, I couldn't let go of my relationship with Mi Cai, and I couldn't leave my father and mother, so that they would have nothing to rely on in their twilight years!

Mi Cai's expression was a little disappointed, but he smiled slightly, and said, "You fool, since I know that this choice will make you extremely painful, how can I be willing to let you have to make a choice?" I ask this because I see your lack of confidence in our relationship in your restlessness, which makes me a little angry! We've come this far, don't we even have this tacit understanding? ”

"Of course we have a tacit understanding, but Yan Zhuomei's coercion and temptation really worked in my heart, and I have a deep sense of guilt, I took you on a road that seems to have no way back!"

"You also said that there is no way back, how can I go back and make a new choice? If you really feel guilty, you have to work harder to love me in the future, and we will manage the future life together, so that no one has to worry about whether the past choices were right or wrong, right? ”

Mi Cai's words seemed to turn into a clear spring flowing through my heart, I nodded heavily, and replied: "You are right, I think too much!" ”

"You think a lot because you always overthink the gap between us, so when others say it, your first reaction is to waver, but is the gap you think about really existing?"

"We all live in a world dominated by matter, and of course this gap exists, have you forgotten? When we first met, I was just an angry young man who couldn't understand the world, living a life without a fixed place, and you were the leader of a clique, and the difference was so obvious that it was ingrained in my brain! ”

"Then I'll give you an example to show you that this gap really doesn't matter."

I nodded, hoping that she would help me untie this long-standing knot, which I remember when I was with Janeway, it was already a lingering nightmare for me, and I was depressed and degraded because of it!

Mi Cai thought for a moment and said, "Once, this gap between you and Jian Wei was obvious, but how many years later?" All the qiē she has has become a bubble Zhaoyang, you have to understand, this is a world where one eliminates the other, the so-called gap can be stored in the bright side, but it must not be stored in our hearts! Because no one knows what will happen tomorrow! And in this world where even life is fragile, who dares to say firmly that they will not lose what they have? So, just be normal! ”

I thought about Mi Cai's words several times, and I felt that it made sense, but I was embarrassed because I never thought that Jian Wei would live such a difficult life, but this qiē happened!

I sighed lightly, and finally replied: "We are all just a pawn of fate, from this point of view, there is really no one who is humble, who is noble, after all, no one can escape the birth, old age, sickness and death in fate, joy, anger and sorrow!" ”

"That's what I mean, only a person who is vain enough to be stupid will turn this so-called gap into a shackle in his heart!"

I hugged her tightly and smiled, "I seem to have been successfully brainwashed by you!" ”

"Hmph, isn't that what you're best at?"

"But you've learned a good way! And it really worked on me."

"This is the Dou Zhuan Xing in martial arts."

There was finally a joke between us, but even so, I was still a little worried in my heart, I don't know if I and Mi Cai, who insisted on going her own way, would completely anger Yan Zhuomei, and what countermeasures would she use against us? And through this day's contact, I have deeply understood that she is definitely a woman who does what she says!

I thought of my father and my mother again, and my heart was filled with sorrow again, I don't know how to talk to them about what happened in Suzhou in the past few days after I return to Xuzhou tomorrow!

I smiled helplessly, it turned out that the troubles have been with me and Mi Cai's relationship, destined to be full of twists and turns, I prayed, this catastrophe in front of us is the last catastrophe in our love, we must be in the spring of the next year, give this relationship a perfect result!

Attended the wedding, worked as a driver, worked as a bodyguard, came back at 10 o'clock, and only wrote one chapter, forgive me!