Although we know that there is no place to sell regret medicine in this world, we still do many things that we will regret for the rest of our lives, intentionally or unintentionally.

We know how to cherish a love when a person is about to lose or after the loss, even if no amount of regret can make a qiē come back, so it is a great wisdom to cherish what we have in front of us and regard it as a treasure inseparable from ourselves.

Thousands of miles away in Bashu Mianzhou, Ximen Yonghao sat quietly in his study, reading the letter sent from Langya with a solemn face.

The letter was brought by Ximen Yonghao's master, Xishan Daoren, who sent a leader of Lengyue Villa to Mianzhou to escort the dart, that is, Leng Rujin had a difficult birth, until he read the letter, Ximen Yonghao knew that Rujin was pregnant as early as when he left, he understood that Rujin did not inform himself of this at that time because she told her mother about it when she was pregnant with her first child, so the child was ruthlessly taken away by Mrs. Ximen, Leng Rujin was bitten by a snake, and she was afraid of the well rope for ten years, she loved Ximen Yonghao as before, However, he did not dare to trust him completely.

Faced with the fact that Leng Rujin Xiang died of jade, Ximen Yonghao could not hide the grief in his heart, tears rolled out of his eyes, wet the letter in his hand, the handwriting slowly became blurred, the handwriting on the paper gradually blurred, the person in his heart slowly cleared, cold tears wet his lips, flashing a cold trace of whiteness, the past that used to stay with you, and now Fang knows that it will never come again.

If it weren't for Leng Rujin's sitting bone Jiuquan, how would Ximen Yonghao know that he cared about her so much?

I can't forget when I first saw her, her white clothes were like snow, and her face was cold and arrogant.

I can't forget sitting in one place and talking to each other after practicing together.

I can't forget the first time the two held hands after the marriage contract was made

I can't forget the joy when we met in the capital

I can't forget the first lingering of the candles in the cave room of Cold Moon Villa

I can't forget the inseparability of the last parting

Can't forget......

A qiē was only ordinary at that time, and now it is wrong at that time

I don't know how to cherish when I have it, and now it's too late to regret it.

At this moment, Ximen Yonghao could no longer suppress the grief in his heart, and let his tears flow like a spring.

For Simon Yonghao, I don't know what else to do at this moment except tears?

At this moment, he realized what it means to break the liver and intestines?

It turns out that the pain of losing someone can really make the liver and gallbladder burst!

Simon Yonghao regretted that he should not have regretted that he did not insist on marrying Rujin after Chen Yingying entered the door, and the ghost should not regret that he should not have told his mother about the matter when they had their first child. Now this seed gave birth to their child, but Leng Rujin was sent to another world, regret should not be regretted, should not be ...... No amount of remorse and repentance in my heart can not save Leng Rujin's young life, my brother can't make up for his own debt to her in this life and this life, I once thought that she was not so important in my heart, but I realized my mistake after a few months, it turned out to be a part of my life, and the love for Xiao Bie was even stronger, although I didn't love her as much as Ping'er, but my love for her was long-lasting and could not be abandoned. originally thought that he would be able to give her a name in the future, a companionship, who knew that when the news of her death came, this goodbye would never be seen again, in this life and this life, they can only live with guilt, and their daughter, their daughter actually fell into a bad fate, and his father only knew about her existence until today, for Rujin and Hongxuan Ximen Yonghao have a heavy debt like a mountain, I only hope to get rid of Murong Yichuan and his party as soon as possible, and then return to Beijing with the army, made up for all the debts he owed to the mother and daughter to his daughter Hongxuan.

"Yonghao, why are you so sad?" Ximen Yonghao was so sad that he didn't know when Chen Yingying appeared? Suddenly looking back, Chen Yingying was already standing in front of her, and she was still gentle and bookish.

Ximen Yonghao is now stationed in Mianzhou, and his wife Chen Yingying is accompanying him, and Chen Yingying will also talk about giving birth in more than a month.

Ximen Donghai supported Murong Zhiyuan as the emperor in Chengdu, and the real power was in his own hands, Chen Yingying's father Chen Yongkang led the army to capture Guizhou and Yunnan, and now Shu, Guizhou and Yunnan are already in the hands of Ximen Donghai and others.

Facing his wife's concern, Ximen Yonghao suddenly lowered his eyebrows and said quietly, I just received a letter from the master, Leng Rujin passed away, and Ximen Yonghao handed the letter full of tears to Chen Yingying.

In front of Chen Yingying, Ximen Yonghao did not hide his pain of losing Rujin, he and Chen Yingying have always been like a separation, respectful of each other, even if they have children, but Ximen Yonghao is still in the mood for Chen Yingying.

Chen Yingying was shocked when she read the letter, and she had mixed feelings in her heart, she should be happy in the face of the death of the enemy, but she couldn't laugh at all. Chen Yingying never knew that Ximen Yonghao was deeply in love with the female official Ping'er beside Murong Yichuan, and she was just Leng Rujin who stood between herself and him, so she squeezed all her resentment on Rujin alone.

Chen Yingying silently put the letter back on the table, sat down next to Ximen Yonghao and said in a low tone Yonghao, don't be too sad, Leng Rujin loves you like that and I don't want you to be too concerned about her, I really didn't expect her to be so affectionate to you, if I knew earlier, I would definitely advocate that you marry her and be my companion. Chen Yingying was talking about the hypocrisy of hindsight, and seeing Ximen Yonghao so sad for Leng Rujin, her heart was already full of vinegar, but she was really stupid to be jealous of a dead person, and her heart would still be sour, everyone's beautiful cultivation and scheming made her happy and angry, although she had been married for more than a year, but Ximen Yonghao knew very little about this gentle and smooth wife.

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