Can only be tied together for a lifetime? It's a must
Can only be tied together for a lifetime? Required (4079 words)
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When I meet you, it is my calamity.
"No matter what I say, no matter what I do, you're not going to let me go, are you?" Wen Jing looked into his eyes and asked seriously, "Even if I say that I want to marry Xiao Wu, even if I say that I don't want to see you for the rest of my life, do you ignore the most sincere desire in my heart and hold on to me forever?" Until the day we die, that's what you planned, right? ”
"Yes!" Ye Tianyu's voice was unhesitating, his voice was powerful and firm, and he couldn't let go of Wen Jing.
Talking like this, it was too ambiguous, and Wen Jing couldn't sleep, she looked at the sky outside, "I want to go out for a walk." ”
"I'll accompany you?"
"Good!" Wen Jing nodded and agreed, he accompanied her out for a walk, it was better than them in the room, pestering, Ye Tianyu opened the cabinet, brought one of his off-white coats, and asked Wen Jing to put it on, Wen Jing put it on, and stopped talking, and finally didn't say anything. She wanted to say, Ye Tianyu, do you know? I'm almost unconscious, and no matter how cold the weather is, it won't hurt me.
It's just that saying these words hurts others and hurts themselves, they have done enough things to hurt each other, there is no need for one more.
Ye Tianyu stubbornly held her hand and didn't let go, Wen Jing couldn't open it, so she simply didn't struggle anymore, outside the beach, it was gray, the night on the island was very beautiful, Wen Jing looked up and looked at the stars in the sky, there was a feeling of eternity. The world changes, three years are the same, only the natural moon and stars, thousands of years unchanged, will always be so bright and enviable.
The two took off their shoes and stepped on the beach, the children often play on the beach, so the beach is cleaned up, usually the face and the baby are very careful, and there will definitely be no garbage to hurt the children.
Stepping on the white sand, it felt very comfortable, Wen Jing didn't know how to face it, it came from Ye Tianyu's burning gaze.
"I'd like to talk to you." Wen Jing finally stopped, signaling Ye Tianyu to let go, his dark eyebrows, a touch of panic, finally, slowly let go of Wen Jing's hand, the person he loved said, I want to talk to you, what to talk about, he knows that this is an unsolvable topic, he is too persistent, Wen Jing is too painful, and he will never be able to talk about a result, but he can't help but let Wen Jing talk.
Wen Jing said, "Ye Tianyu, I used to love you, I don't deny this, I also admit it, I only love you, you have read my diary, you should also know that what you give me now is what I once wanted in the past." I longed for, when we were young, to have a romantic relationship, to talk about a love that touched my heart, and then, to get married, have children, and live this life plainly, no matter what work you do, I will support you. Even if I feel that it is dangerous, I intend to stand by your side and accompany you for the rest of your life. ”
"However, things changed too quickly, something happened to Kelan, I was wronged by you, I thought about explaining, but you locked me up without saying anything, at that time, I didn't hate you, really, you didn't believe me, I didn't hate you, I could bear the torture you put on me, I just wanted to see you, I made it clear to you in person, I was so looking forward to you coming to see me. After the accident, you have been avoiding, I know that you are looking for evidence to exonerate me, I still naively thought, you will definitely get justice for me, when I was tortured to death, you didn't see the moment you came in, my eyes were bright, full of hope, I thought, I don't need to explain, you can understand me. However, what I didn't expect was that I hadn't explained yet, what awaited me was your verdict, and you couldn't wait to listen to my confession, and you convicted me, I hate you, and when the first shot hit me, the pain was like a bullet piercing my bones, and then grinding hard in my bones, as if I had to grind all the marrow clean. ”
"What hurts me is not this gunshot wound, but heartache, what hurts me is that I love you so much, but unfortunately, you don't believe me, after the accident, the relatives separated, your unilateral verdict also sentenced our feelings to death, you beg me to give you a reprieve, let you behave. But, Ye Tianyu, did you give me a suspended sentence back then? You didn't, your last shot, through my pancreas, I saw the digestive juices flowing out, I still remember that scene, these three years in the jungle, I didn't care about sleeping in the night, it's because I always repeated this scene, it made me miserable. ”
"I thought, I'm going to die." Wen Jing smiled bitterly, as if she was telling someone else's story, so calm, her face was in the moonlight, it was so white and transparent, you could see the blood vessels of her face, "I think I can't live, at that moment, I have a lot of thoughts, I even think viciously, I can die immediately, and then you immediately find out who is a traitor, I am wronged, you can suffer for a lifetime." I've thought of a lot of ways to burn you, but in the end, I just want to die quietly, let me end myself, you never know who the traitor is, it's better to think that I betrayed you than to know the truth and kill me with my own hands. ”
"You want to have a probation with me now, have you ever thought that I was a decision back then, and I didn't have a probation at all. I was very close to Yuanyuan, not long after I joined the organization, you were not my instructor at that time, and the Asian branch took me to the United States to participate in a weapons design exhibition, and I met Yuanyuan. Then, we were attacked, and I was in a coma for seven days, and the Asian branch said that Yuanyuan saved us. It also created the illusion that we were kidnapped, at that time you were not interested in me at all, and naturally you would not care about my affairs, and then I dreamed, always dreaming of some strange scenes, the operating table, the doctor in white robes, and the sound of various instruments, I thought, it was a dream, I always have such uncertain dreams. After Yuanyuan saved me, I trusted her very much, and also told her this dream, she said, she has a calming medicine for me, as long as I take it on time, I will not have such a dream, I believe her, take those medicines. At that time, I simply thought, you are all good people, I am not vigilant, she is really good to me, who will be wary of their savior, since those 7 days of disappearance, I have been involved in the conspiracy of the human machine, Yuanyuan is by my side, has been using these things on me. Later, when you were my instructor, you always said that I was making rapid progress. ”
"I joined the No. 1 terrorist organization halfway, but I made such rapid progress, all thanks to those medicines, which can improve the physical fitness of the human body, I participated in their human weapons program for two years, and once my body was unwell, it was all the medicine provided to me by Yuanyuan. I also blame me for being stupid at that time, once I was training with you, my joints throbbed so badly, as if I had been broken and recombined, you asked me what was wrong, I just quarreled with you, I didn't want to be flattened by you, I endured severe pain for two hours, until I went back to my room, I was in a coma for two days, and you happened to go on a mission in South America, and you didn't notice...... Giving me those things in and out like this, plus the fact that I've been training, has miraculously adapted to their potions. ”
"Later, when I was taken to the Washington laboratory, I learned that the same group of GIs who participated in the research with me were all dead, but I was the only one who survived and adapted. Back then, you shot me four times, and if I were someone else, I would definitely die, but I didn't die, because my body was already half-human, and I had stored strength, which could reduce the speed of my body's extensive lacerations, and also slow down the rate of my blood loss, so I survived, otherwise I would have died. My life was picked up, you didn't give me a chance back then, I survived, it has nothing to do with your verdict, you sentenced me to death a long time ago, in your world, I am the corpse. ”
"This is the end between you and me, and now, you want me to give you a reprieve, and I can't do it." Wen Jing shook her head slightly, her reddened eyes were full of tears, but no tears fell, "I don't know how to start over with you, I don't know how to face you, those past events are too profound, I can't forget them, I just want to leave you far away and live peacefully." ”
Wen Jing's attitude is peaceful, not resentful or angry, telling her past, these things have been hidden in her heart for many years, three years ago, she was still angry and hateful, but three years later, her mood has changed.
Just seek to be plain, calm, and no longer immersed in the grievances and grievances of the past.
Ye Tianyu was drained of his strength, he knew that Wen Jing was telling the truth, so when she died, he was about to go crazy, he knew that he forced her to death, even if she didn't jump down, she wouldn't be able to live.
His gun, lost its sight.
He just wanted to seriously injure her, but he didn't expect her to die.
"After the accident, I told my family that I had time to investigate this matter, and in the end I erased the time myself, and when I knew that Daddy Mommy was coming, I panicked, I just wanted to beat you to a serious injury and escape this catastrophe, maybe, I will find evidence to prove your innocence. Back then, no one knew that there was such a thing as a clone, Ah Jing, you can't deny it, I saw your clone appear in the picture, I thought it was you, I thought it was...... I didn't expect the other party to have such a high level of technology, so I would be so extreme. ”
"I love you so much, but you betrayed me, I lost Kelan again, I magnified my pain infinitely, but I ignored your pain and made the wrong decision. I even bought a ring, bought flowers, and prepared a birthday song, just waiting for you to nod and marry me. Ah Jing, if you get into this situation, my pain is no less than yours. So, give me a lifetime to fix this bug. ”
Wen Jing didn't look at Ye Tianyu's eyes, his eyes were too focused, too eager, she couldn't bear to look, in the distance, the sea was black, with a slight light, like her life, everywhere was dark, only a little bit of light.
"Do you still hate me?" Ye Tianyu asked sadly.
Wen Jing shook her head, "It's too hard to hate someone, I can't afford it, after I'm exhausted, I just want to live peacefully, I don't want to hate anyone, I don't want to retaliate." And how can I get revenge on you? Kill you, why bother? My sister is still your second aunt, we killed each other, how did she deal with herself, and this matter has been quiet for so many years, why should I hurt my family because of personal hatred. So, I've been convincing myself not to hate you when you're the person in my life who I ever misloved. My sister told me that many girls will love someone by mistake when they first fall in love, so that they will live with the person they really should love. ”
Ye Tianyu was emotionally tense, "What do you mean?" Are you going to marry Ferdy? ”
Wen Jing saw that his expression was nervous, his eyes were gloomy, and his face was slightly cold, "No matter who I marry, you have no right to interfere." ”
"Ah Jing, in your eyes, I have long been crazy, I might as well go crazy more completely, if you marry Fei Di, the three of us will go to hell together, and when the time comes, everyone will be freed." Ye Tianyu laughed, like a psychopath, as he said, crazy.
Wen Jing closed her eyes and covered the ice in her eyes, "Before you get close to us, I can kill you." ”
"You can give it a try, as long as you are willing to kill me, you can kill me at any time." This is indeed an unsolvable topic, so heavy that everyone's hearts are breathless, and Ye Tianyu is so frightened.
"Is that what you mean by love? You love me? Wen Jing sarcastically, "Love me, but come to hurt me, Ye Tianyu, what kind of love are you, I can't afford it." How many boyfriends and girlfriends in the world have broken up, if they all have such thoughts as you, wouldn't there be murders every day. ”
"You're going to be crazy for me, anyway, I've been crazy for so many years." Ye Tianyu laughed again, as bright as a flower, standing in the sea breeze, like a young man in the past, heroic and cool.
Wen Jing turned her face away angrily, in fact, she didn't have to marry Fei Di, but Ye Tianyu's attitude really annoyed her.
"I don't have to marry Ferdin." Wen Jing said, Ye Tianyu's eyes lit up, his dark eyes were like thick colors, there were too many unfamiliar desires for Wen Jing, Wen Jing cruelly shattered all his desires, "But I won't marry you either." ”
"Ye Tianyu, you let me go, let me live quietly alone, I won't disturb anyone, I won't bother you, and I won't bother Fei Di, okay?"
"No way!"
Warm was furious, "This doesn't work, that doesn't work, is it true that I'm dead, and you just stop?" ”
"You're dead, and I'm almost alive." Ye Tianyu didn't care how angry Wen Jing was, "You live, I live, if you die, I will also die." ”
Wen Jing wanted to slap him, but finally realized that talking to Ye Tianyu was like playing the piano to the cow, she couldn't understand Ye Tianyu, and Ye Tianyu couldn't understand her, they were all sad, and they only blamed them for being too miserable when they were young.
"I want to marry Fei Di, you are angry, you are bloodthirsty, I can understand, I want to live quietly alone, you don't allow it, I can only be tied to you in this life, is that what you mean?" Wen Jing asked sarcastically.
Ye Tianyu replied as a matter of course, "Yes." ”
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In other words, this one is more than two, and I don't want to break it
There's no next chapter, so let's take a look at something else
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