19. Be a father You don't deserve it

In the General's Mansion, the Yan family knelt on the ground, of course, the size of this family does not include Yan Ruyue, at this time she is constantly practicing Xuanli, and I don't know if she has talent? Or is she perverted, since she ate a red pill she picked up, the true qi of her physical strength has been constantly washing, she has jumped ten levels in a row, reached the peak of the orange level, and immediately entered the yellow level one star, if it is someone else, she will definitely be ecstatic, but she does not have much joy, because she is not satisfied enough, after all, she was bullied as soon as she came to this world, how can she be happy?

"Fengtian carrier, the emperor said, Yan Xueqin, the eldest lady of the Yan family, is virtuous and virtuous, has excellent character and talent, and has won my heart, and I specially give the marriage to the eldest prince Fengji, and the marriage will be completed a month later, Qin this, General Yan, take the order!" After the eunuch finished reading the holy decree, Yan Gao's face was solemn.

"Ministers thank Lord Longen" knelt down to the eunuch, took the holy decree, and everyone in the Yan family stood up.

"Father-in-law is fortunate that you have a trip, and in the future, the little girl will not understand anything, please give me more advice" The eldest lady hurriedly stuffed a piece of silver to the little eunuch.

"You're the general's wife! The eldest lady will be the princess in the future, and Miss Yan will take care of the slave more, general, if it's okay, the slave will go back to the palace first and report to the emperor" The eunuch accepted it with a smile, and left after saying to Yan Gao.

The eldest lady is full of smiles, which can be described as a spring breeze! And afraid that something would happen to her daughter, the second lady asked Yan Xueman to be in the room, Yan Xueman, who had not appeared, stood outside the door at this time, her eyes exuded cruelty, she listened to the content of the holy decree word by word, her eyes looked at the eldest lady and Yan Xueqin who were full of smiles, she clenched her fists.

Yan Gao, who received the holy decree, had a sad look on his face, now that the emperor has made a holy decree, no matter how unwilling he is to marry Yan Xueqin to the eldest prince, he has to obey the holy decree, and it is impossible to give up the entire Yan Mansion for Yan Xueqin! He walked out unconsciously, and the old lady looked at Yan Xueqin, who was happy, shook her head and walked out of the hall.

Yan Gao walked around along, I don't know how long he walked, he actually walked to the backyard, glanced at the dilapidated small courtyard, and looked at the rooms where the ladies lived in the front yard, Yan Gao suddenly felt a little unbearable, he slowly stepped forward and walked towards the dilapidated small courtyard.

At this time, Yan Ruyue was eating steamed buns, sitting under the tree and humming songs, the days were extremely chic, there was no one from the Yan family to disturb her, she didn't know how happy she was, she had always hated places with many people, and she preferred to live alone in comparison.

"You eat these every day" Seeing that Yan Ruyue was eating steamed buns and pickled vegetables, Yan Gao felt like he was being grabbed by something in his heart, and it was difficult to breathe.

What's the matter with this man! Nervous, ask me to eat these, it's really funny, I live in a broken hospital, it's good to have steamed buns to eat, I don't want your daughters to be picky eaters, don't eat if you don't have delicacies from the mountains and seas, looking at Yan Gao's expression, Yan Ruyue glanced at it indifferently, didn't answer his words, but continued to eat.

"Didn't anyone bring you food?" Although she didn't want to see her, she still asked the people in the kitchen to bring her food, but seeing the steamed buns and pickles she ate that even the people didn't eat, Yan Gao frowned.

"Didn't you see it all? If you're okay, get out! For him, Yan Ruyue didn't want to say anything, because the memory of that girl had always been in her mind, and she would never forget the pleading eyes of that girl before her tragic death.

"General Ben is your father, you actually use rolling to talk to General Ben" Yan Gao was a little angry about her cold words, and he was often used to using General Ben's self-proclaimed name to use it on his daughter at this time.

"You are not worthy" is a short three words, if it is changed to Huang Fuxiong, it is enough to make him sad and sad for a lifetime, but she will not say it to Huang Fuxiong, because he is a good father, although he is not her biological father, and in the face of Yan Gao, although this body is related to him by blood, but not with her, she will not recognize the kind of father who is not a human being as a father.

Hearing his daughter say that she was not worthy of being a father, Yan Gao was silent, for many years, he had never done a father's responsibility to her, he ignored her life, he was malnourished for a long time because of lack of nutrition, and the thin wind could blow down, but if it weren't for her, the beloved woman would not have passed away, and he would not have been sad and painful.

"If it weren't for you, Lian'er would be fine now"

"Blame all the blame on an innocent girl, you don't feel shameless, get out! My small temple can't accommodate your big Buddha" She didn't know what she was talking about Yan Gao, and she didn't want to waste her words with him.

Ignoring him, Yan Ruyue turned around and went to the house and closed the door, leaving him motionless in place, at this time, the sky suddenly rained heavily, the rain kept washing Yan Gao's whole body, the cold rain cold heart, he stretched out his calloused hand to touch his heart, and the face of his beloved woman kept appearing in his mind.

Lian'er, did I really do something wrong? Am I really wrong after all these years? Is this God's punishment for me? Let my daughter deny it and speak coldly to me, no, no, no, no, I didn't do anything wrong, it was this disaster star that took your life and made you leave me, I didn't do anything wrong, I didn't.

Yan Gao suddenly sat on the ground, quietly looking at the sky, and suddenly roared, the rain wet his whole body, although the rain was cold, but it was not as cold as his already dead heart, Yan Ruyue, who was standing in the room, looked at all this but glanced at it coldly, if it was Yan Ruyue before, she might feel sorry for him, but now this daughter is no longer the previous Yan Ruyue, and he has seen in his mind again and again when he let those daughters, concubines, and subordinates bully her, her heart is harder than a stone, no, Even a stone is not as hard as her heart, and in this society where the weak eat the strong, soft-heartedness is a mistake.

Yan Gao, Yan Gao, if you treat Yan Ruyue well, you won't let her soul disappear, since the moment she was born, she has not had a trace of warmth and love from her parents, what she got is to treat each other coldly, punch and kick, if she is not stupid, she will be treated more viciously, it is too late for you to think of this daughter now, even if you want to make up for it, she will be rare, and I, even if I don't have a father, I never need it.

"Dad, what are you doing here?" At this time, a woman came over with an umbrella.

This person is Yan Xuehua, she wanted to come to Yan Ruyue for trouble, but when she saw her father sitting in her yard, and her whole body was covered with rain, she hurriedly stepped forward to help, but Yan Gao didn't move.