Chapter Eighty-Eight: The Secret That Can't Be Said (Seeking Flowers and Seeking Secrets)

Without Mr. Liang, the city of A has restored its former tranquility, except for a few demolition sites, dozens of smashed shops, unknown sacrifices, and unpublicized dedication, the dispute between Mr. Liang and Dai Junchou has not left any more traces of this ancient city. The common people would not know that there was such a group of people who had fought a hard-fought battle to defend the city. Even when Mr. Liang and Feng had the most fierce dispute, the lives of ordinary people had to go on, and ordinary people had no grievances in their lives, and they had no rights to fight, they just had to think about what they should eat for dinner today. The happiness of the little people is plain and warm, not only envied by Kaede, but also by many people.

A rocking chair, a low table, a pot of wine, a box of cigarettes, and a bright moon. For seven nights in a row, Feng hid on the rooftop, guarding the starry sky, letting the cold wind of midnight pass through the cotton clothes, freezing the already cold heart. Since he and Liangzi have penetrated the bottom, the world-famous Dai Jun Chip seems to be back again, although one hand is tightly wrapped in bandages, although the exhaustion in his expression is still difficult to hide, but he is back, he is the Dai Jun Chip who mediates disputes, solves problems, and gives people the last hope. The city's long-stagnant veins gradually returned to functioning, and the levers to maintain order underground finally found a suitable fulcrum.

However, in the cold night, through the bright lights, the traffic is busy, and the family is happy, who can understand the loneliness and sadness of Dai Junchou? Who would have guessed that the beauty who accompanied Feng in the past has long since died? Who has tasted the bitter wine called "Hero's Tears"? How many people aspire to be heroes, but unfortunately don't have the opportunity; Kaede doesn't want to be a hero, but he's destined to be a hero. Life is like a play, but the screenwriter is not himself.

After the last glass of wine was drunk, the moon was just in the middle of the sky, and Feng returned to the house with his hands in his hand, but the familiar environment was missing the most important components, and closed the door of the study, deliberately making some noise. Kaede knew that there were still two people in the house who hadn't slept.

Kaede stood on the rooftop for seven nights, and for seven nights he didn't fall asleep. She knew no less than Kaede, and even, more.

Everyone only knows that a little purple pupil can degenerate souls, but they don't know that purple pupils can also read dreams. This is a secret that belongs to a little bit of a person, a secret that cannot be said. In her time with Lynn, she discovered too much of the unusual.

Lynn always had nightmares, and those strange dreams were sent to the mind of the dots on time. Although Diandian is only a nineteen-year-old girl, because she was born in a family of rivers and lakes and has been wandering since she was a child, her scheming is much heavier than that of ordinary children. She found that there was always a familiar back in Lynn's dreams, and Lynn herself was always hesitant to do it from behind with a sharp knife, although every time Lin put down the knife with tears in her eyes to end the nightmare, but she guessed something carefully. Until one day, the back figure turned his head and watched Lynn stab the knife in his hand into his heart.

I can see it clearly, and it turns out that the back is Maple. Lin is a traitor, and Diandian has known it for a long time, but since Brother Feng doesn't say it, why should he talk too much? Diandian is sure that Feng knows this qiē very well, and the nightmare transfer was originally a secret technique that the Gu Sect does not pass on, and there are few who can cultivate it in a thousand years, and Diandian relies on the purple pupil to be able to use his own blood to establish a medium with Feng, and since then he has Kaede's telepathy. Although there is no mystery enough to see Kaede's memory, a little bit can indeed feel the fluctuations in Kaede's heart. From the contradictions and ups and downs in Kaede's heart, it is not difficult to deduce that Kaede was not kept in the dark.

I don't know when it began, Diandian became extra concerned about this man who looked like a big uncle but was actually a few years older than him, and the root cause of it might be because of the assassination that night, or the sequelae of the nightmare transfer? A little unconsciously, he began to care about Kaede's every move, began to be happy for Kaede's happiness, worried about Kaede's sorrow, had the idea of ignoring a qiē for Kaede, went to the battlefield for Kaede, and defeated the Soul Snatcher for Kaede. For Kaede, I lost sleep all night long.

Diandian fell in love with this man who was five or six years older than him. Although it was a love affair that did not work out.

Diandian has no experience in love, let alone old age, she only knows that she wants to make Kaede happy. Since Feng and Sister Lin can feel happy together, it's not bad, and they will be a spectator, a child who doesn't understand anything in their eyes. Although a nineteen-year-old girl will also have sour feelings in her heart, it is not the kind of pain that pierces the heart.

Until that day, Lin fell in front of Kaede and listened to the sentence "I have always loved you." Leaving a lost and depressed Kaede, a little bit to understand, no woman can make Kaede's heart move, the word "heart like ashes" I once didn't believe, and now I believe it, except for using illusion to compile the nightmare of love, Kaede's love has reached the end. Kaede used to have heartache and couldn't breathe, to once three days like a walking corpse, and now his heart is like ashes, and he has experienced this emotional catastrophe with Kaede, and for the first time, he feels that kind of unforgettable pain, that kind of pain that can't be erased. Diandian couldn't bear to look at Kaede like this, she wanted Kaede to be happy, stop frowning, and stop walking on the roof endlessly.

Originally, Dian Dian was not surprised by Lynn's death. Like Kaede let Lin's existence zài, Lin also showed mercy to Kaede's closest people, and moreover, Lin was really good to herself, treating herself as a sister, but unfortunately, this sister was not an ordinary person. Dots has always been wary of Lynn, and there are some jealousies and prejudices that belong to the girl. She used to naively think that Rin's departure would make Kaede fall in love with her and make her happier. But now that Lynn is dead, she is not happy at all. It wasn't until she cried all night holding Lin's body that she realized that she would feel sorry for her former sister and feel heartache. She treats her as her own relative, her sister, and her best friend. She remembered that the two of them were holding the big bear and occupying Feng's big bed, thinking of the two of them playing in pajamas, thinking of Lin's thoughtfulness, Lin's Sister Guan Lin, I will continue your love, I can't replace you, but I can take care of Feng. It's a secret that belongs to both of us.