Chapter 66: Aze
== It's a little less, the situation is not good today, and there will be more tomorrow.
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Hearing this, Akiba Bai put the questions about Aze in his mind to the back of his mind, and only raised his eyebrows: "Please." ”
She was stunned for a while before she wanted to call someone, but suddenly heard Ning Qiu's voice coming from outside the door: "Fourth Shao, the eldest princess of Miaojiang, Jiucui, asks to see you." ”
She turned her face and looked out the window, and the ash not far away was still there, but there was nothing on the windowsill.
So Koike......
Is she the only one?
Last night, was she dreaming?
She narrowed her eyes and looked around, she was the only one in the room, and her mind was a little confused......
And when she got up, she found that she was lying on a bamboo bed, covered with a thin quilt, and the sunlight outside the window fell on the ground, shining with a dazzling light and shadow.
I don't know how long it took, but when Autumn Leaves Bai opened his eyes, he found that it was already three poles of the sun.
……
May all my loved ones be liberated as soon as possible, far from sorrow, and clear in spirit.
Akiba Bai nodded, and sat down beside him, following him with his hands folded and chanting softly.
Yuan Ze closed his eyes and said indifferently: "Sit down, chant with the poor monks, the more people who sincerely pray for them, the sooner they will be able to get rid of the suffering of hell refining, ascend to bliss as soon as possible, or get good fortune." ”
Listening to the faint Sanskrit sound, her gaze drifted to the flying flotsam in the distance: "What can I do for them?" ”
It's no wonder that Lao Zhen wanted to send Aze to Wutai Mountain for further cultivation, and now Aze, who is already such a spiritual platform with dirt, already has such a soothing power, if Aze had not been dragged into the dark abyss by the bloody struggle of imperial power, it would really be another living Xuanzang, stepping all over the world, promoting Buddhism, and purifying the world.
No wonder Aze looks ignorant, but there are so many believers.
Qiu Yebai looked at him, but his mind was a little trance, it was really hard to believe that Aze and Ah Chu were actually the same person.
Her originally suffocated and sad mood seemed to have slowly calmed down, and another feeling was born in her heart, as if kneeling behind Yuan Ze and listening to him chanting, the Sanskrit sound was like a promise, like falling flowers and flowing water in the forest, and she could be so calm and serene for the rest of her life.
His voice seemed to have the power to soothe impetuousness, anger, sadness, blood, and darkness.
When Yuan Ze chanted, his expression was extremely ethereal, his words were soft and round and clear, and his delicate and quiet face was bathed in the moonlight, as if the whole person was shrouded in the moonlight, and the whole person seemed to exude a holy light, which made people feel that the violence in their hearts seemed to be at peace.
Then he began to recite the opening verse, and then began to recite the text of the text softly: "As I heard." At one time, the Buddha was in the Buddha of the Buddha, speaking for the mother, and then the immeasurable world of the ten directions, the Buddhas and the great Bodhisattva Mahasattva all came to gather. Praise Shakyamuni Buddha, can ...... in the five turbid evil worlds. ”
Yuan Ze walked to the two objects, sat on the stool, then crossed his knees on the stool, folded his hands, closed his beautiful silver eyes, and whispered three times: "I respectfully ask for the mercy and protection of the Bodhisattva of the Great Compassion of the Great Compassion of the Nam No Great Compassion." ”
He rested the silk handkerchief on the table by the window, and then rested the grasshopper and hairpin on the silk handkerchief, and the moonlight fell on the objects of the silk handkerchief, making both old objects look a little old.
Yuan Ze took the thing, then reached out and touched it in his sleeve, and found a delicate silk handkerchief.
Akiba Bai nodded, she understood this.
Yuan Ze said with a warm expression: "Although the poor monk is no longer worthy of being called a living Buddha or a Buddhist disciple who abides by the rules, but the Dizang Sutra is recited by everyone, and it is not confined to the fact that it must be a monk. ”
She looked at him with some confusion: "Aze, you are going to ......." ”
The grasshopper belonged to Xiaochi, and the hairpin was given to her by Mama Kasa, and it was also a relic of Aunt Rou back then.
Autumn Leaf Bai nodded, and then took out a yellowed bamboo grasshopper and a peach hairpin from his arms.
Yuan Ze looked at her with a somewhat gloomy expression and suddenly asked, "Do you have old things?" ”
"Some people want to live and see the wind and moon in this world again, but they can't ......." She murmured softly.
The bamboo forest has already burned, and if it weren't for a rainstorm the next night, the fire might not have stopped.
As she spoke, her gaze fell on the ruins not far away.
Whether it's Ah Chu or Ah Ze, it's all about what Baili Chu Ze did at the beginning was just to survive.
After a while, she reached out and patted him on the shoulder: "Aze, the world is impermanent, we are not gods after all, it is not easy to live, why bother to embarrass ourselves and be cocooned." ”
She was silent, but she was a little speechless, what she said at the beginning was not to increase Aze's psychological burden.
Yuan Ze suddenly curled the corners of his lips slightly and said with some self-deprecation: "Actually, the little white donor is right, Ah Chu is a poor monk, and a poor monk is also A Chu, maybe the poor monk has no relationship with my Buddha many years ago, and those heavy killings are not only Ah Chu's debts, but also poor monks." ”
There was a moment of silence between the two.
It's completely different from Aze's.
Every time Ah Chu held her hand, he always pinched it in the palm of his hand and played with it slowly, as if he was playing with some kind of jade, always with the temptation and teasing of ideas, which was provocative.
The same pair of hands, but Aze's hand temperature is higher than that of A-Chu, although it is a little cold compared to ordinary people, but it is quietly covered on the back of her hand in such a summer day, and the gentle and unintentional movements make her not withdraw her hand for a while, and she has a moment of trance.
She was about to withdraw her hand, but Yuan Ze's palm gently covered the back of her hand, like a piece of feathers, and like a lotus flower falling lightly on the back of her hand.
Only Yuan Ze paused, her eyes fell on the soft wattle resting on her shoulder, and she realized that she had touched the little monk, and she was sitting like this.
The physical contact with Ah Chu was too familiar, so that she was used to these intimate movements, and she didn't realize anything wrong for a while.
"Aze......." Qiu Yebai looked at him with a helpless expression, so he let go of his hand, sat down with him, and stretched out his hand to rest on his shoulder.
"It has nothing to do with the little white benefactor, the falling flowers flow with the water, a qiē is just the heart of the poor monk can not withstand the temptation of red dust, obsession, delusion are deep in the bones, and now there is no qualification to call the reincarnation of a living Buddha, a person who is pure outside the world, but he is hiding in his heart, chanting the scriptures to clear his heart, but he can't clean the spiritual platform."
She sighed softly, although it was said that Ah Chu used Ah Ze to get her, but in the end, she was the first to take the initiative.
Aze Ruo is the most spiritual and gentle side of Aze's heart, but she remembers that the last time Aze appeared, he seemed to have changed a little and became a little ...... Like Ah Chu.
Qiu Yebai looked at his calm expression, but for some reason she saw a trace of sadness and gloom, her heart was a little chaotic, and she only smiled helplessly: "Aze, it's me who can't stand you." ”
Aze looked at her face becoming a little pale, as if his mind was confused, he lowered his eyelashes as long as a black phoenix, and clasped his hands together: "Amitabha, those who have no confusion, the spiritual platform is self-explanatory, the little white donor doesn't have to worry, the poor monk understands that the little white donor is thinking about Ah Chu in his heart, and when the poor monk is overdone, Ah Chu will naturally come out." ”
Akiba Bai's heart instantly turned a thousand thoughts.
Or is it just a necessary transition in their body's conditioning and detoxification process?
Could it be that after the current Aze can accept that Ah Chu belongs to the other side of his own existence, he will begin to gain the control of the body?
Ah Chu is changing, he is no longer completely dark and cruel, just as Lord Shiva is not only the cruelest god of death, but also the god who governs the life of all things.
Flowers bloom and give birth to two sides, between the demons and Buddhas of life.
So what now?
At first, Ah Chu was Aze's unwillingness to face the cruel reality, and another unrecognized 'self' that split out of his consciousness to deal with those dirty things, so he didn't know what Ah Chu did.
Could it be that this is ...... Does the body control the change between them?
She suddenly remembered that after Ah Chu woke up last time, she didn't know what Aze had done, and Aze seemed to have become different from before since last time.
"What...... What the? She was momentarily startled, and her eyes widened slightly.
He paused, raised his eyes and looked at her quietly: "I can see the affairs of Ah Chu and Xiaobai Shi. ”
Aze bowed his head lightly: "The poor monk knows that these days are ....... ”
Is it appropriate to summon Aze out so casually now, just to let him overtake Koike and them?
It was really because of Ah Chu's mood that Ah Ze did not break the ring again in the end, but retracted himself into consciousness.
She remembered the last time Aze went to sleep, the awkward situation between the two of them, and the sadness in Aze's eyes.
It's just that......
"Hey...... You know? Qiu Yebai was stunned for a moment, and then remembered what Ah Chu said that he wanted Aze to know, Aze would know, and he would leave some information for Aze in his consciousness.
"The poor monk knows what he wants me to do." Yuan Ze rubbed his eyes, then seemed to regain his calmness, raised his head and looked at her with a faint smile.
Speaking of which, the most similar thing between Aze and Ah Chu is that she completely ignores what she wants to say, she sleeps when she says, and lets another person jump out, which sometimes makes her a little confused.
Qiu Yebai was a little embarrassed, and then coughed lightly, and his speech was a little unneat: "Ahem, hmm...... Ah Chu, he suddenly said that he would sleep and sleep, and I ...... Belch....... ”
"Little white...... Donor? Yuan Ze seemed to feel that the light and shadow in front of him were a little blurry, which made his eyes a little uncomfortable, and muttered softly.
I haven't seen Aze for a long time, and I obviously knew in my heart that they were the same person, just a different temperament, and she still couldn't react when she suddenly ran out all of a sudden.
"Ah...... Marsh....... Qiu Yebai looked at the pair of transparent and somewhat blurry silver eyes in front of him, and instantly opened his mouth, and he didn't know for a while whether to hold him or put him down.