259. Chapter 259
"Queen Mother...... Scold...... The vicious woman...... She made a mistake if she didn't kill you. Mo Jingxi seemed to know something, looking at Xiao Jing with a mocking face, this woman, a woman who is high, is now being calculated everywhere, how much better is she than her? Isn't it just to demolish her today and laugh at her?
"You're wrong, she's not trying to kill me, she's going to cut off all my retreats." This is the queen mother's plan, from the day Mo Jingxi wrote the book, this plan is in her heart, although the princess who married out is not her daughter, but every one can be said to be in her control, how could she not know what tricks Mo Jingxi is playing? In order to make Xiao Jing desperately do things for her, she even let their sisters use each other and kill each other, and the last one who lived was just the walking dead, which was not a person, used for her, did things for her, was her executioner, and helped her dream of the Spring and Autumn Festival.
"Do you think she won't know you? Do you think she'll let you do whatever you want, and bring a child infected with smallpox into the palace to plague her? The women in this palace are actually the same as the women outside the palace, but their hearts are bigger and darker, if you want to run for your life, it is basically impossible to just pretend to be crazy and stupid. Xiao Jing casually picked up a piece of red plum that fell on the ground, there is no plum blossom here, but where did this petal come from?
"You know what? Do you know how pathetic it is for a princess who is not favored in the palace? My father doesn't like me, the queen doesn't like me, my sisters and sisters hate me, the prince ignores me, I am often bullied, beaten, teased, and inappropriate by them, these are nothing, but what's wrong with him? Who is he in her mouth? Xiao Jing doesn't know, every woman in the palace has her own story, or loneliness, or dreams that don't belong to her, people say that they can enjoy loneliness and loneliness, but how many people can really enjoy it? Dreaming of something that doesn't belong to you, it may be happy for you in that moment, but what about later? It's just more lonely.
"You brought it on yourself! Which woman in the palace is not to be sad? Wasn't Emperor Tai's wife also born as an official slave? People can be the mother of the world and gain the reputation of a great Xia virtuous queen, isn't she working hard enough? Isn't she ruthless? Some things, you can't blame the environment, blame others, blame God, you can only blame yourself for not having a chance, your child is infected with smallpox, even if you are not favored in the palace, but how can it not change that you are a princess on the top, is the daughter of the emperor, you can take out the shelf in your husband's house, strictly govern the family, instead of hard work, even your husband does not respect you, you will take a concubine after three days, and let your aunt give birth to a child in front of you in less than a year, what do you get by being so hardworking and tolerant? A little history of Qiuzhou thorns, aren't you still worthy of others? No...... It's that you're too weak, let others climb on your head and make a fortune......" Xiao Jing's every word stabbed Mo Jingxi's heart fiercely, Mo Jingxi, this name has followed her for half her life, and now she is only twenty years old, in her twenties, young and beautiful, but this name, the name taken by her father.
Gao Yue's name is called Mo Qu Xiang, and she is named Princess Gao Yue, and Xue Hua's name is Mo Qu Xiao, and her name is Xue Hua......
She is the only one Mo Jingxi, three words, no title, not even a generation, this is a great shame, the beginning of being trampled on.
"You know what? In this palace, a woman who has no power to restrain her chicken, what else can she do except endure it? Only he will protect me, I thought that a useless woman, a princess abandoned in the corner, should have no one to take care of, I never thought about it...... Yes! She seemed to hover on the ground in pain, weeping bitterly, unable to help herself.
"Him?" At this moment, Xiao Jing understood something, although Qiuzhou was not rich, but the son of Qiuzhou Thorn Shi once asked to marry a princess, at that time everyone could only think of Princess Xuehua who was the only one who had not yet married, Princess Xuehua and King Rui were brothers and sisters, and now they are married to Zhang Su, the Marquis of Dingbei, and they are doing well.
Isn't it too suspicious that the son of a little Qiuzhou Thorn Shi dared to eat swan meat to marry the princess and get permission......
"At that time, I was forgotten, there was never a princess in the palace, Qiuzhou Thorn Shi actually thought that only Xuehua in the palace was not married, so he asked to marry a princess, who knows that Concubine Chen thinks that her daughter is extremely noble, where can she marry in that kind of poor place, but now the Queen Mother is happy to agree, because she and Concubine Chen have always been at odds, but ...... I don't know who sued Concubine Chen, but I still live in Yanyu Pavilion...... So...... I was married to Qiuzhou for Xuehua, and since then I have started my life of no one and no ghost...... No...... Perhaps, I have always been a human being, a ghost or a ghost......" At this moment, Mo Jingxi had hatred in his eyes and behaved strangely, as if he was crazy.
Maybe it's because of the depression in the past 20 years, or maybe because she hasn't confided, she didn't treat Xiao Jing as an enemy at all, and she poured out all the loneliness and resentment in her heart.
"Then why did you marry willingly?" Xiao Jing got up and sat on the stone table not far away, looking at the remaining piece of dim sum on the table, with some doubts in his heart.
"I was sixteen years old at the time, in fact, there were still a few days left, but I don't know why, when I went to Qiuzhou to see the eight characters, it matched, I was already sixteen on the genealogy jade spy, I once thought that I was wrong, but now I think about it, it's just a ghost trick done by others, what I like is not that waste, even if he is just a guard, even if he has a poor family, even if he will not have any future interest, but he is good to me, I like him, he likes me, I think...... Maybe one day I can sneak out without noticing, but...... But I never thought that my father would marry me to Qiuzhou by a holy decree...... Although I am cold, I also admit it, I will just regard it as a gift from my father to me......" Mo Jingxi laughed and cried, at this moment she is like a female ghost who wants human life and soul.
Ancient women are really sad, at home from the father, married from the husband, the husband died from the son, did not really live for themselves, but the deep-rooted humility psychology in their hearts will never change, inherited for thousands of years, don't think that the 21st century has changed, in fact, in many families, it still exists, such as the countryside, in many rural areas, the family man discusses major matters, women have no right to speak, even in the city, men's income is about the same as men, but why housework or women are doing? And women also feel that this is what they should do from the bottom of their hearts, this is the idea that has been inherited for thousands of years, and it will not change if it is said, women work hard to conceive a child in October, but they have to follow the man's surname, and after marrying someone else, it is like leaving the original home, and is used to being the name of a certain wife, which no one can change.
Xiao Jing picked up the snack and put it under her nose and sniffed it, then opened it and looked at it, "When you are reminiscing about the past, you can think about your current situation, is there someone who specially brings you food every day?" ”
"Yes, so what?" At this moment, Mo Jingxi seemed to have just discovered that Xiao Jing was an outsider, and when it came to eating, she actually began to look at Xiao Jing with that kind of wary gaze, Xiao Jing smiled slightly, "Since you already have the idea of burning jade, why do you still have doubts?" For whom? ”
"You ......" Mo Jingxi seemed to be a little unable to suppress Xiao Jing's momentum, such a woman, she is so smart that it makes people feel terrible, since just one sentence, one expression, one sentence of reasoning, you can see through your tricks step by step, no wonder the Queen Mother has no way to take her, since she needs that kind of vicious tricks, it seems that she has met an opponent.
"Why do I want to sue you, you are so heavy at a young age, and there is no trace of innocence that a girl should have, she must be as ruthless as the Queen Mother, or even more so." Mo Jingxi tilted her head to the other side, no longer letting Xiao Jing see her expression, she has lived here since she returned to Xixia City, except for the Queen Mother, no one will come to see her, except for him, who will give herself a stutter intimately.
"I'm a good young age, but do you have the innocence of a girl when I'm my age? Have you heard of the eldest lady of the Xiao family at that time? Didn't you? Xiao Jing looked directly at her, "Be a man, if you want others not to suspect you, then you can only raise your head to meet the eyes of others, instead of hiding far away, your eyes are dodging, it is difficult to want others not to be suspicious, I admit that you are pitiful, and I pity your pity, but, think about it yourself, do you need other people's pity?" If you don't need it, then stand up, get familiar with the dress, and meet everyone's eyes, you are the eldest princess who is high, unattainable, and inviolable to others. Xiao Jing threw the remaining half of the dim sum at her feet, "Want to live on this half of the dim sum again?" Scold...... When I was young, I was not naïve, so when I grew up, what was the use of being naïve? ”
"What do you mean......" she picked up her heart, but her hand was shaking.
"If you eat it again, the Da Luo Immortal can't save you, can't save your humility, can't save your life......" Xiao Jing walked up to her and squatted down, "There are no good people in this palace, of course...... Including me......"
I have to say that Xiao Jing took pity on her, let alone her, if it was herself, would she be able to survive in this palace unharmed? 's mother is humble, and she doesn't have the beauty and courage of Concubine Mei, how can she be favored, even if she is favored, then what will others say about her? In this palace, it is really unacceptable to be humble, to speak, she is two years older than Mo Qianchen, but ......
"No...... He won't hurt my ......"
"Just dream your dreams! I'm just an outsider, I shouldn't be nosy, you can believe me, don't believe me...... Well, wait for death! Born without a vastness, maybe death is just a roll of broken mats, thrown into the grave to kill my princess Jingxi. ”
Trembling, he looked up at Xiao Jing's gaze, which was extremely clear......
Why can this person maintain such a clear eye in the palace? Is she really trustworthy? Mo Jingxi thought about it for a long time, and finally revealed a few words in her mouth, "She still loves my ......"
"Then take care!" Xiao Jing got up and left, everyone has their own choice, maybe it's not wise, but if you like it, it's okay! She had no right to interfere with anything, and she also knew that in this palace, the excess sympathy would sooner or later swallow itself, so she didn't say anything bitter, but flicked her sleeves and walked away.