Chapter 398: Thoughts
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It was Baek Ji-young who called, who cared about An Yuxi's affairs, and also said some of his thoughts on the song. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info
"I'll give you a tune!" Hung up the phone, looking at Taeyeon who had just come to the crazy heat in front of him, and now he was back to quiet, obediently sitting on the sofa with his head down and twisting his fingers, An Yuxi was silent for a moment, and then said slowly.
"Yes!" Seeing that Ahn Woo-seo had ended the call, Taeyeon stuck out her tongue in embarrassment, and nodded happily when she heard him say this.
An Yuxi went upstairs with a guitar and a backpack, took out a notebook from it, opened the title page, the book was full of simple notations of his hands, and the handwriting was neat, which showed the owner's love for it. An Yuxi flipped through a few pages and found a piece of music score, I don't know what the meaning of the notebook has, so that the moment he saw it, the corners of his mouth hooked up a warm smile.
"It's a song!" After taking the score handed over by An Yuxi, he only looked at it cursoly, and the first line was written in Chinese with four words - no more love, Kim Taeyeon thought to himself, and An Yuxi, who had adjusted the instrument, finally began to play.
The tranquil and poignant melody, like a giant hand, grabbed her heart tightly, making its beating seem to stop, and the emotions that had been brewing before suddenly burst out at that moment, turning into moving and sentimental tears.
She still remembers that on the day she first came to the company, for those who were under siege, hesitating and helping her, his appearance was like a touch of golden 'sunshine', dispelling the darkness in her heart.
In that small singing room, the boy named An Yuxi in front of her, with his gentle voice, has been trying to relieve her tension and restraint, she is not a little 'girl' child who doesn't know anything anymore, she is no longer a child who only regards boys as playmates, and every sentence is full of intentions, and every smile brings a little warmth to her tense nerves, all quietly settled in the bottom of her heart, brewing.
If the initial proximity was only due to a trace of touching and admiration, then such a long time of contact was enough for her whole body and mind to melt into the warmth of his moment. There are many things that you can't let go of once you get used to them.
The young 'women' in the 'flower' season, who hasn't had a beautiful 'wave' dream? A boy will take into account your emotions, will hold the guitar and sing to you, even if the song is too sad, but the sudden touching will also leave a deep imprint, can not be erased, at that moment, she suddenly wants to follow him, look at him closely, even if it is only silently accompanied, what kind of relationship is this, simply like every fan, is eager to be able to be by the side of the person he admires, accompany him to spend an ordinary day.
Looking at Ahn Woo-hee, who was playing music seriously, at this moment, Kim Tae-yeon, who had been quietly paying attention to him, was beating suddenly.
At the age of 17, I don't know if it was the sudden maturity of her body, or the accumulation of the first 16 years day by day, so that at this age, as if she had grown up suddenly, she suddenly had many different views on the world, and the distinction between men and women gradually turned from ignorance to clarity, no longer like when she was a child, she could play with boys like crazy, she could lose her temper and fight with boys until her nose was blue and her face was swollen, and her head was bleeding. began to slowly understand the meaning of another 'sex' to herself, began to learn to restrain her 'sex' personality, and began to look forward to a certain relationship that seemed far away to her, but seemed to be close at hand.
But that's just a dream, just like other 'girl' children of this age, those 'wavering' conjectures in their hearts are so perfect, and so strange, the young 'women' watch it take root in their hearts, sprout, and enter deeper and deeper, eager to get closer to understand, but they have an inexplicable fear, so they can only wander quietly, embarrassed by advancing and retreating--just like a rabbit that has just come out of the nest' 'hole', curious, ignorant, and timid, and will hide at the slightest disturbance.
She is the same, the boy holding the guitar in front of her, the gentle smile on the handsome face, seems to contain many stories, arousing her curiosity, wanting to explore the unknown, but feeling danger as if hovering around at any time, as if she will be imprisoned in the next moment. Such a strange and 'intense' emotion made her heartbeat hit in her 'chest' like a drum, so reckless, that she was still fragile and panicked, and as soon as her hand clenched the glass hard, the cold juice splashed on the sofa, and a large embarrassing wet mark suddenly appeared on the dark 'colored' sofa.
At that moment, the 'girl' child felt embarrassed and her breathing was about to stop.
"Are you alright?" The gentle voice and the tissue handed to him made Taeyeon raise her head, her round face was covered with redness, and above her crystal eyes, her sparse eyebrows drooped into a figure of eight because of the embarrassment in her heart, and that cute look made An Yuxi couldn't help but laugh.
The laughter made the 'girl' even more frustrated, her cheeks puffed up slightly, she silently took the tissue, and only buried her head in wiping the sofa vigorously, as if venting her sulk.
Unbeknownst to her, her vindictive reaction as a primary school student made An Yuxi couldn't help but smile.
"Oppa, is this a song written?" Kim Taeyeon glared at Ahn Woo-seo, but couldn't help but ask.
"Well, this is the song I wrote for Sister Zhiying, how about it, do you want to sing it."
"Is that okay?" Hearing An Yuxi's proposal, the 'girl' child forgot to be angry, and looked at him with bright eyes, this is a song!
"Of course, I can't sing!"
"Oh......" took over the score, and Kim Taeyeon suddenly fell silent.
I have to say that Taeyeon is really talented in singing, and her head that can't remember formulas is very good when memorizing lyrics, and after correcting a few small mistakes, Kim Taeyeon began to audition, which is different from the lively, 'pumping' style of singing "Ten Minutes", when singing this lyrical song, she is very serious, as if she wants to complete a sacred mission.
Maybe her voice is not as mature and deep as Bai Zhiying, but singing a song is not the voice that determines everything, it can be made up for with skills, only the emotional method is fake, a song, only when it is integrated into the feelings, can it have a soul, and it can bring people a strong touch.
Her voice is like a babbling stream, and the pain that penetrates her heart is told with the song, but at the same time as it is so gentle and gentle, there is no lack of explosive power of the sudden turbulent water flow around the corner.
I don't know if it's the melody, or the lyrics, or whatever.
Sadness came like a 'tide', and the air conditioning wind messed up her hair, and a few mischievous strands stuck to her forehead, but they couldn't cover her already red eye circles.
The accompaniment came to an abrupt end.
"oppa......" Seeing Ahn Woo-seo looking at him, Taeyeon hurriedly 'rubbed' her eyes and screamed in a low voice.
What a sentimental little girl!
Ahn Woo-seo is not a roundworm in her stomach, of course she doesn't know what the 'girl' child is thinking, Taeyeon is like Yoona and them, saying that they are friends, but in fact, they are all treated as sisters in his eyes, and when he perceives the low mood of the 'girl' child, he keeps thinking about what caused her to be like this, and wants to explain, but he always can't 'touch' the clue.
It's been a short time to get along, and he 'touched' the 'sexual' personality of the 'girl' child a little more clearly, knowing that she showed this appearance in front of him, which means that her heart is related to him, and after thinking about it a little, An Yuxi thinks it's better to ask directly.
He grabbed Taeyeon's shoulders and squatted down slightly, so that his eyes could look directly into her eyes, and his voice was full of sincerity and concern: "Taeyeon, if you have anything to say, why don't you say it?" ”
Just like the last time I met her on the Han River, many times she was always like this, she didn't know how to confide, she could only entangle herself and take on everything until she crushed herself.
Taeyeon looked away, avoiding his direct gaze, as if that gaze would burn her, and replied softly, "No, it should be that Ge is too sad and a little uncomfortable, brother don't worry." ”
“……”
Stubborn 'girl' child.
"Taeyeon, can you promise me one thing?"
"Huh?" The 'girl' raised her head, slightly 'revealed' some curious looks, and seeing his serious expression, she was silent and nodded, "Hmm! ”
He looked into her eyes, this time the 'girl' child did not dodge, her clear eyes were like a clear pool, crystal clear and pure, "What's the matter, you call me brother, I am your brother, what do you think you can not say to me, but you are not allowed to alienate me, okay?" ”
“……”
Taeyeon looked at him stunned, this was the first time that the 'girl' child had heard such strong and somewhat domineering words from his mouth, he was always warm as water before, as if he would never have a temper, but it was undeniable that this sudden domineering made her resist, and the 'girl' child's fluffy eyelashes trembled, and she suddenly laughed.
"OPPA, really, why did you suddenly say such sensational things." The 'female' child shyly punched him in the chest, and after a moment, met his inquiring gaze and nodded slightly.
Although Taeyeon agreed and would not alienate him, the moment he saw the 'girl' laughing, he knew that the stubborn and stubborn, but very fragile child, when she was 'confused', she would not face the difficulties and look for answers, but would hide silently and quietly 'lick' and comfort herself in silence.
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