1288 Death to apologize
"How do you know if the child doesn't?" Nangong Ling asked.
"The Queen Mother sent Mama Xu to test it, I asked Xiaoxia to follow and take a look, Xiaoxia found that Mama Xu Xu was burning a book, and he managed to get it back." Ruan Yanluo laughed at himself: "I just knew the Queen Mother's method of harming me from the book, but I didn't expect that Mama Xu was actually Weiliu's person." ”
Speaking of this, I couldn't help but think of what happened in Xiliang, if I wasn't too shocked, how could I have delayed it for so long, so that I missed the best time.
Nangong Ling frowned, he knew these things from the European War, although he didn't blame Ruan Yanluo from the beginning, but when he heard this, he was still a little angry, Ruan Yanluo trusted Wei Liu too much, it seems that from the very beginning, Ruan Yanluo habitually placed Wei Liu in the role of the protected, even if Wei Liu has returned to Nanchu, even if Wei Liu has become the emperor of Nanchu, but Ruan Yanluo has never changed this impression.
Her impression of Wei Liu is deep-rooted, that is, the silent, but gentle image of the proton.
She recognized the wrong person and provoked Wei Liu first, but then gave up Wei Liu, so she always felt that she had a responsibility to Wei Liu, this kind of temperament is admirable, but it is also helpless.
Can he blame Ruan Yanluo for this?
Nangong Ling closed his eyes, he knew that he couldn't, such Ruan Yanluo was the Ruan Yanluo he liked, she was always wholehearted to a person, she was wholeheartedly devoted to him, and she was also wholeheartedly devoted to Wei Liu, but he could tell the difference, her wholeheartedness towards Wei Liu was just a responsibility and an apology.
What happened back then, he was not wrong, it was that he couldn't fully trust Ruan Yanluo first, so he took a mask to approach her, but he didn't expect to lose his heart.
If he hadn't been masked, how would she have recognized the wrong person?
When a person really decides to be with another person, it is necessary to bear everything about him, his joys and sorrows, his successes and failures, and even his mistakes, it must not be all her alone.
Her apology for Wei Liu, if it really goes back to the source, is actually because of him.
Suppressing the thoughts surging in his heart, Nangong Ling asked, "Why didn't you tell me?" ”
Ruan Yanluo looked at Nangong Ling with tears in his eyes.
"Why don't you tell me if the child is gone?"
From Ruan Yanluo found that the child had no heartbeat, to the time she did it to Du Xiwen, there were several days in between, and what he remembered in those days was that Ruan Yanluo's attitude towards him was very strange, always looking at him distractedly, and then when he looked at her, he pulled out a soothing smile, as if to say that it was too peaceful, nothing.
In those days, she had countless opportunities to tell Cang about this matter, as long as she said it, even if he was sad and sad, he would definitely bear it with her.
But no, Ruan Yanluo didn't say it once, just hid him in the valley.
"I don't want you to be sad......," Ruan Yanluo said in a very soft voice.
"Am I a three-year-old?" Nangong Ling asked.
Ruan Yanluo was stunned.
"Or am I completely unaccountable and not worthy of your trust?"
"It's not ......," Ruan Yanluo hurriedly denied.
"Then why didn't you tell me?" Nangong Ling suddenly took two steps forward: "Ruan Yanluo, why didn't you tell me?" I'm so unworthy of your trust? Don't even tell me about such a big thing? ”
"I want to protect you......"
Unconsciously, Ruan Yanluo said her truest thoughts at that time, she wanted to protect Ah Ling and protect him from any harm, at least not to be so cruelly hurt.
That's their child, how can he accept that he is one of the murderers.
"So are you protected?" Nangong Ling took another step forward, this was the first time in so many days that he had taken the initiative to approach Ruan Yanluo, but in this way.
Ruan Yanluo said, yes, she didn't protect it, not only that, but it also made Ah Ling hurt even more.
"Ruan Yanluo, how long have you been hiding from me for this matter? At that time, you were depressed when you heard that Mei Xianxian was pregnant with a child, also because of this incident, right? But you'd rather I misunderstand that you don't trust me, than tell me and let me go away in a bad mood, and what will happen? ”
As a result, she was taken away by Nangong Jin, fell off the cliff, and then was taken away by Wei Liu, leaving only Nangong Ling with an unrecognizable corpse that was bitten by a wolf.
At that time, how painful Nangong Ling's heart was, he was already uncomfortable enough, and then one day he knew that even his negative anger was a mistake, Ruan Yanluo didn't trust her at all, she just remembered the cause of the child's death.
If he had known earlier, if Ruan Yanluo had already told him, how could there be such a thing.
Thinking about the grievances Ruan Yanluo suffered at that time, thinking about her pain at that time, but he didn't know anything, and was still blaming Ruan Yanluo, as long as he thought about it like this, it made Nangong Lingxin feel as if he was being hanged, and there was no moment to breathe a sigh of relief.
He glared at Ruan Yanluo, his eyes were bloody, as if he was going to eat her raw.
Ruan Yanluo looked at Nangong Ling like this, without a trace of dissatisfaction, but felt distressed.
This man, even if he is angry, is angry that he has let himself suffer so many grievances, and he is also angry that he has made her hurt.
In such a scene, Ruan Yanluo calmed down, she looked at Nangong Ling, and asked softly, "Ah Ling, then what do you want me to do?" Is it to die to apologize? ”
"You dare!" Nangong Ling drank violently, and her eyes staring at her became even redder.
Ruan Yanluo still calmly asked, "Then what should I do?" It's been so long, we can't always be like this without talking, and you can't always avoid me like this. ”
Nangong Ling stared at her, this woman, this woman, why is she always so hateful, she can say these things so calmly, but she can't hate him at all.
Suddenly, he walked towards Ruan Yanluo, walking extremely fast, and the corners of his clothes were almost carried up by the wind, drawing a beautiful arc.
Ruan Yanluo watched quietly, and when there was still an arm's length away, Nangong Ling stretched out his hand and fished it fiercely, scooped Ruan Yanluo into his arms hard, and hugged him tightly.
"Xiaoyu, how can I be nice to you?"
In his life, there was a woman who, when she encountered an injury that was almost unbearable for her, the first thing she thought of was not to hurt him. Such a woman, what should he do?
What could he do to be nice to her, a little better?
Nangong Ling hugged so hard that he almost broke Ruan Yanluo's waist, Ruan Yanluo felt his strong and powerful hug, and tears suddenly welled up in his eyes.
Ah Ling, her Ah Ling, Ah Ling who only belongs to her.