The snow is still flying in the night, I drove all the way very carefully, plus the traffic jam, so that a not far distance, I drove for nearly an hour, then, I parked the car in the parking lot, then walked to the square of the railway station, and soon found the burly board father in the vast crowd, but the gray hair on his head is obviously more, in fact, he works in a state-owned enterprise, many things have his subordinates to do, he is not much work, it is conceivable, the gradual increase in gray hair is related to the mood, This makes me full of self-blame, thinking of me Zhaoyang, since I remember things, I haven't let him and my mother worry, the only thing they are proud of is that my academic performance is not bad, some clever, learning everything is faster by others, including smoking, early love!

I came to Ban Dad's side, blaming myself in my heart, but laughed and said: "Ban Dad, you can call me in advance next time you come to Suzhou, and I will come to the station to pick you up early, so you don't have to wait so long!" ”

"It's okay."

After a moment of silence, I said, "Let's find a place to eat first." ”

"Buy some groceries and go back to where you live to eat, don't break the bank outside."

"I'll make it myself when I go back, just eat a hot pot outside, I want to have two drinks with you."

Daddy finally nodded, and I helped him carry his simple duffel bag to the station not far away, thinking about how to deal with him asking me about starting a family later

Maybe because of the snow, I and Ban Dad looked for several hot pot restaurants, all of which were full, and finally found a hot pot restaurant with seats far away from the city center, and after ordering the pot base and ingredients, I asked for a bottle of barley wine and poured a glass for Ban Dad first, so that he could get rid of the chill on his body, just now he can stay outside long enough.

After I drank two glasses of wine with Daddy and I, the bottom of the pot and the ingredients were finally brought up one after another, and the heat generated by the boiling was also diffused among us, so I sandwiched a piece of mutton to Daddy and asked him, "Is my mother feeling lately?" ”

"Still like that."

"Let her play less mahjong, it's okay you can take her out to travel, travel, it's best to go to Sanya this season."

"Let's talk about it when I retire in the future, but you, have you settled your feelings?"

After a moment of silence, I said: "Now that the company has just started, how can I have so much time to think about emotional things, so let's wait for the company to get on the right track in the future before thinking about it." ”

Ban Dad frowned and said, "We don't know what you've been busy with all these years, every time I talk to you about starting a family, you never take it to heart." ”

I drank a glass of wine, and then in this topic that I didn't want to communicate, I was habitually silent, but fortunately, my father was not my mother, and I didn't say anything after a sigh, but I didn't interact with me anymore on drinking, and I poured it myself.

I didn't want to see him disappointed, so I said: "Daddy, you put a hundred and twenty hearts on me, as long as you find a girl who is in love, it's not a quick thing to get married and have children. ”

Daddy put down his glass, looked at me and said, "It is an eternal truth that a man starts a family first and then starts a business, and you have reached the age when you should get married." ”

Seeing that he cared so much about my marriage, I finally asked tentatively: "Daddy, do you think it is still possible for me and Uh, that, Mi Cai and I?" Or, when we are together again, can you and my mother accept it? ”

Ban Dad pondered for a moment and said: "I have never had any opinion on this girl Xiaomi, but your mother's side, she" Ban Dad did not continue, and after a period of silence, he said: "By the way, Xiao Yun got married on New Year's Day this year, and the object is a civil servant, which makes your mother very stalked, I think you don't cherish Xiao Yun's child, I'm afraid this is hard to get rid of in my heart, if you still think about your mother, hurry up and find a more pragmatic girl to get married, your mother can't stand your repeated blind toss!" ”

Hearing Li Xiaoyun's marriage news that has been confirmed, I remembered the first blind date in my life, the object of that blind date was her, she is indeed a pragmatic good girl, but I am an unstable man, our short-lived relationship ended in the interweaving of dullness and restlessness, and now she is happy first, I have to reflect on myself, but no matter how I reflect, I can only say that I have not really fallen in love with her, and some are just a momentary heartbeat, This kind of heartbeat is so pale and powerless on the long road of life, it really can't support a relationship to grow old, so although I am a little lost, but I don't regret it, if I can still be lucky enough to meet Li Xiaoyun, I will send my most sincere blessings to her upcoming marriage!

I finally smiled and said to Ban Dad, "Marriage is a festive thing, it's good!" ”

"What about you, are you still going to go on like this?"

"I'm also trying my best to get married as soon as possible, so I won't let you wait too long with my mother, Daddy, I have a deposit of 80,000 yuan here, you can keep it for me first." As I spoke, I took out a passbook from my briefcase and handed it to Daddy.

Daddy didn't take the passbook from me, looked at me, and said to me in an almost pleading tone: "Buy a house in Xuzhou, let your mother be more down-to-earth and see that she is depressed all day long, and I don't feel good in my heart!" ”

I lowered my head and said to Ban Dad for a long time: "You take the 80,000 yuan first, and I will send you some more money from the company when I go back, and you can help me take a look in the community near our house, and then buy a house I like." ”

Ban Dad nodded and said: "I'll take the 80,000 yuan away, don't pay the money from the company, your mother and I still have some savings in our hands, and the down payment is not enough, we will give you where to do business, and we can't control it, but there is a house in Xuzhou, and your mother and I will be sure." ”

"In the future, I will shift the focus of my career to Xuzhou, and I will go back to see you more when I have time, and it will be better if I can settle down in Xuzhou."

"If you can really think like that, I will be relieved!"

At night, I took my father to my lodgings, covered him with a quilt, and when he fell asleep, I stood alone on the snow-covered balcony with my sleepless body, thinking about what I had experienced for more than a year, and I seemed to stand at the fork in the road of fate several times, and then made those choices that were not sure whether they were right or wrong

I thought again of the woman with whom I had been engaged, but now I was going to be someone else's bride, and I found that in the dead of night, my blessings to her were mixed with some indescribable love, but we did miss it because of our choice, and it was a miss that there was nothing to say!

Put on a coat, I gently closed the door, I want to go to the nearby snowy street to walk, in fact, for the future life, I am somewhat confused, not to mention emotional problems, as far as the company is concerned, I can't predict what it will eventually develop, but I have a strong premonition, this company that relies too much on external resources, very lacking in its own vitality, this will be the biggest hidden danger in the future business, and this hidden danger will definitely have an outbreak one day, and in the end, can it be controlled, Only God knows.

Walking and walking, I came to the side of a food stall, bought a roasted sweet potato, and bought an oden, and then as my own supper, I ate while walking, and in a blink of an eye I walked from the alley to a spacious street, and happened to meet Jian Wei and Xiang Chen, who came out of a hotel, and seemed to have participated in some business reception.

They came towards me, and before I could get close to them, I was hit by two naughty children who had a snowball fight, and the flying snowballs smashed impartially on the oden I was holding, and not only spilled it on the ground, but also sprinkled a lot of soup on my body, and the two naughty children completely ignored my wolf bèi, and after making a grimace, they ran away like two rabbits in the snow.

Jian Wei and Xiang Chen came to me, Xiang Chen smiled and said, "It's a coincidence, Zhaoyang, I didn't expect to meet here!" ”

"I live around here, and I take a walk when it's snowing."

Xiang Chen handed me a cigarette, seemed to be ready to chat with me for a while, lit it and said, "A client held a business reception and invited me to participate, so I brought Jian Wei with me. ”

"Oh." I answered, and then lit the cigarette in my hand, and Janeway took a tissue from her handbag and handed it to me, motioning for me to wipe the stains off my body.

I was stunned for a moment before taking it from her hand, and I couldn't remember to say "thank you" so I wiped it up, and after wiping it, I threw the paper towel on the snow, but Janeway picked up the discarded paper towel, and then wrapped the oden scattered on the ground, and was not afraid of trouble, and walked to a garbage bin dozens of meters away.

After a short silence, Xiang Chen asked me, "Have you been in contact with Fang Yuan recently, we haven't been together for a long time." ”

"I met him this afternoon, but he's been busy with Jumei's Christmas activities lately, so I'm afraid he doesn't have time to attend the party."

Xiang Chen nodded, took a puff of cigarette, and then asked me, "I heard that Zhuomei's investors are going to fully withdraw from Zhuomei?" ”

"Yes, there is such a thing."

"Yo, that's a big blow to Zhuomei!"

As she spoke, Jian Wei had already thrown those things into the trash and said to Xiang Chen: "You have drunk a lot of wine, and the time is not early, I'll send you back."

Xiang Chen was still very obedient to Jian Wei, and after making a gesture to keep in touch with me, he walked towards the car parked on the side of the road with Jian Wei's support, and I stood in the heavy snow, looking at their departing backs, and lost my mind for a long time