Talking about the "breakup" again in front of Janeway, my emotions seemed to find an outlet, and I could even feel my trembling body, throwing grievances, anger, nostalgia and grief all in my eyes, and stabbing at Janeway, who was also grief-stricken.

The room was full of my unwilling gasps, and her low sobs and the time that flowed quietly, but ruthlessly tore open all the wounds on our bodies, and every drop of blood that fell because of it was the green years and grievances and hatreds of the past.

A torrent in my heart prompted me to roar again: "Why do you love me, but you want to break up with me, do you know, your breakup has turned my world into purgatory, making me worse than dead after all these years!" ”

I poked myself in the sore spot again, the blood seemed to flow backwards, and my eyes were swollen with pain, and I couldn't control it anymore, crying heartbreakingly.

She hugged me tightly: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it's all my fault, I don't have any position to blame you!" Let's not explore the past anymore, maybe, to fulfill you, is my best salvation for myself, I will wish you and Mi Cai happiness, in this life I will never let you have a trace of emotion, a trace of embarrassment, I will agree to Xiang Chen's proposal, this part of ours, just buried in memory, leave it to time to fade away! ”

In my pain, I clearly felt that this was her farewell to me, but was I really relieved? I don't know, but I feel more and more that the pain is so real, at the beginning, if I didn't pull Mi Cai to appear in front of Janeway as a pseudo-couple, what would be the result at this time?

Perhaps, this is the most real fate, let us clearly perceive what it means to love and miss!!

I gradually accepted my fate, and then to explore the truth of the breakup, will only make myself miserable, I will not leave Mi Cai at this time, I know that the past is difficult to chase, although it is more magnificent than the sea, brighter than the sun, more delicate than the flowers, but a past word has dimmed a qiē, at this moment Jian Wei and I have stood in the dull sunset, looking at the passion and beauty of the past, a little bit from our bodies peeling off I can only wish her and Xiang Chen a happy marriage.

I finally wiped away my tears with the back of my hand, but I didn't have the ability to pretend to smile, I just pushed Jian Wei away and said: "I will bless me like you, to bless you and Xiang Chen, the one you have experienced, we are destined to never forget each other in our lives, but this kind of not forgetting jì, just the face, just the words we have said together, the things we have done, it has nothing to do with love and I have experienced so much over the years, you and I should have realized how real the regrets and flaws in life are, But we will still instinctively be masters of life, so please forget jì, please be happy! ”

Janeway closed her eyes and choked, then nodded, and I finally left here when her world was pitch black, to pursue another flickering lighthouse in her life

Leaving Janeway's house, I finally breathed in the fresh but cold air outside, my heart still throbbing with my breathing, and tonight, I learned that there is still a kind of love in this world, called having to give up, because I have experienced it deeply.

Surviving in this mean world, I don't dare to ask for too much, I can go to the end with Mi Cai in this life, I am satisfied, and just like I agreed with Janeway, in the rest of our lives, all we remember is each other's faces and names, and then live our own lives.

I seemed to be relieved in an instant, and I missed Mi Cai who was still in Yangzhou, so I couldn't restrain myself from waiting, took out my mobile phone from my pocket, and dialed her.

She answered my phone after a moment and said with some apologies: "I have seen your message, but I have been having dinner with the directors of Tianyang Group since now"

Before she finished speaking, I couldn't hold back, and said in a low but firm voice: "I love you, I really love you!" ”

She was silent on the other end of the phone, as if she was indulging in the love I brought her

"I'll go look for you, will I go to Yangzhou to find you now?"

"Don't, it's too late, it's dangerous to drive again after a day of work, I'm worried about you."

"It's not too late at all, I can see you before 12 o'clock, I want to see you, I don't care how much danger it is."

After Mi Cai was silent for a while, he said, "You stay in Suzhou obediently, and I will rush back after eating for a while, do you hear?" ”

"Don't go anywhere, wait for me in Yangzhou, I'll go over now." I hung up the phone as I spoke, and then reached out to stop a taxi, ready to go to the company to get back my car, and immediately go to Yangzhou, I hate to see her in the next second, this mood makes me forget the fatigue and fear of driving a night train, I believe that I can get there safely

I picked up the car from the company, I turned on the navigation, and set the end point in the guest house in Yangzhou, but before leaving the periphery of the city, I received a call from Chen Jingming, he said that he wanted to talk to me, I politely refused, and he told me that it was a very important thing, and it would not delay me for too long.

Ten minutes later, I came to the teahouse agreed with Chen Jingming, at this time, he was already sitting in the car waiting for me, I stopped the car, directly opened the door and sat in his car, and said to him: "Mr. Chen, if there is anything to say here, I am really in a hurry!" ”

My eagerness made Chen Jingming not say anything, and went straight to the point, asking, "Zhaoyang, do you still trust me, my old boss?" Believe that I am dedicated to Mr. Mi, hoping that she can keep Zhuomei instead of her deceased father? ”

This is a question that makes me feel embarrassed, but it is a matter of importance, not when I care about face, I asked with a solemn face: "Mr. Chen, I will ask you on a case-by-case basis, why are you so loyal to Mi Cai?" Especially in the mall, it's hard for me to believe in absolute loyalty! ”

Chen Jingming lit a cigarette, took a hard puff, and then said: "I sympathize with Mr. Mi's life experience, because I am also a parent, in Zhuomei, I have seen her exhausted for work more than once, and I have seen her sitting in the office more than once, looking at the photo of the old chairman (Mi Zhongxin) and losing her mind, her eyes are red, I want to cry, but I dare not cry"

I was full of heartache because of Chen Jingming's inform, and I didn't dare to let her down in this life I raised my head, exhaled heavily, and said to Chen Jingming again: "Mr. Chen, please give me a more defensible reason, I don't believe that just sympathy is worth giving up the pursuit of desire in human nature." ”

Chen Jingming took another puff of cigarette and closed his eyes for a long time before saying: "Indeed, just sympathy, it's not worth giving up my pursuit of desire In addition to sympathy, I am even more grateful to her and grateful for her help to me." ”