Chapter 11: He's Okay to You
As soon as she opened her mouth like this, Huang Conggui turned sideways, and Wang Qiuling hurriedly ran forward, not even caring about her shoes falling off. Huang Ruirui watched the petite and slender figure run all the way forward, and finally, got into a taxi.
"Dead girl, it's none of my business, I finally found her, you can be regarded as having seen her, you yourself opened your mouth and let her go......" Huang Conggui said, seeing that Huang Ruirui's face was extremely bad, he dropped this sentence and hurriedly walked away.
Li Yulan stepped forward and held Huang Ruirui.
Her face was pale, surprised, disappointed, unwilling, discouraged, and sad...... All kinds of expressions are contained in the bottom of the eyes.
I thought it was ...... thought that her mother really wanted to see her and wanted to recognize her as a daughter, but who would have thought that people didn't want to see her at all.
Huang Ruirui felt that she had been thrown into the ice cave of the cold winter wax moon, and from the inside out, she was so cold that she only shivered.
"Ruirui, are you alright?" Li Yulan hurriedly helped her sit down on the lawn next to her.
Huang Ruirui shook her head, but her tears flowed incorrectly.
Originally, there was no such woman in her life, she also knew since she was a child, she abandoned herself, she didn't want herself, and she just lived like this. But who would have expected that all of a sudden, this woman appeared in her life again, and even Huang Conggui deceived herself, saying that she wanted to recognize herself, which made Huang Ruirui hopeless, and even gave Huang Conggui 800,000 yuan in order to meet him.
But it can't be ...... at all. At all, people still don't recognize themselves.
Huang Ruirui turned her head and hugged Li Yulan, and finally howled.
She can't afford it, she really can't afford the fact that she was abandoned by her own mother again.
"Don't cry, Ruirui, don't cry." Li Yulan hugged her, helpless, except to tell her not to cry, she couldn't think of any other way to comfort her.
"Maybe it's the wrong person, maybe she's not your mother at all......" Li Yulan thought for a long time, and finally came up with a comforting word.
"No, it's her, it's really her." Huang Ruirui lay on her shoulder and cried darkly: "Although I haven't seen her for more than ten years, I can't remember what she looks like, but when I saw her just now, I knew it was her." â
Li Yulan didn't know how to comfort her, she took Huang Ruirui's phone and called Huo Jingwei.
In this case, it is better for a boyfriend to comfort you.
Huo Jingwei came very timely, look, what he said was right, as long as he didn't take good care of her, she would break her head and bleed again.
Now, it's really bleeding, right?
He looked at her, watching her cry very helplessly, her slender and round shoulders trembling with crying, and her heart-rending expression was extremely hurt.
Originally, there was a small quarrel just now, and he was also sulking and unhappy in his heart, but looking at her like this, Huo Jingwei was still distressed.
He stepped forward and pulled her from Li Yulan's shoulder, wrapped her tightly in his arms, and wrapped her tightly. Still soaked her clothes unscrupulously by her tears.
In this case, whatever you say is superfluous, it is the wisest to let her cry happily and cry all the grievances and pain.
Li Yulan was also self-aware, so she made an excuse and left first.
After crying for more than an hour, Huang Ruirui gradually lowered her voice, and the extreme pain in her chest was relieved. Slowly calming down, she finally asked Huo Jingwei with a sob: "You already knew that she didn't want to recognize me, didn't you?" â
Huo Jingwei didn't speak, just hugged her tightly.
Of course, this is a kind of acquiescence, Huang Ruirui cried again, she beat his chest, and scolded him with a cry: "You already knew, but you refused to sue me ......"
"It's not that I won't sue you...... I've just been thinking about what kind of way and under what circumstances you can clearly understand this matter, and don't hurt so badly......" Huo Jingwei kissed her forehead lightly, crying for so long, there was already a wet sweat on her forehead.
"If I knew you were so seriously injured now, I should have given you some ...... through the wind."
"Is it useful to get some wind through it? If it's hurt, it's hurt...... I didn't want to run away alone, I was small, I didn't feel anything, but this time, I didn't want me, so I ran away...... What you don't understand, you never understand the feeling I was feeling just now...... I can really hear my heart break apart......" Huang Ruirui cried again.
"I understand, I understand...... When I watched the person I cared about the most in my life slowly disappear in front of me, the feeling of digging my heart and lungs was really worse than death...... Huo Jingwei put his cheek against the top of her head and rubbed her hair.
When he said this, he was also slightly moved, and there was a little sadness in his eyes, mixed with mist and fog.
Huang Ruirui took leave to stay at home for three days, except for eating, in fact, she spent all her time sleeping.
Huo Jingwei was once again a perfect man, and after getting off work, he bought vegetables and cooked rice, and changed the taste to get Huang Ruirui to eat.
Huang Ruirui didn't know the taste of food, she was always full, she didn't even brush her teeth, she fell on the bed, and she slept with her head covered.
"Ruirui, will you give you three days?" Huo Jingwei hugged her from behind and took her into his arms: "You can be sad, but don't be too embarrassed with yourself." You were sad and sad for three days, and after three days, you are still the same as before, okay? â
Huang Ruirui didn't say anything, just held his hand tightly and fell asleep again.
Three days later, Huang Ruirui once again became an unbeatable Xiaoqiang, and got up energetically again.
Standing in the bathroom and brushing his teeth, if he doesn't brush his teeth, he is estimated to be killed by himself, I really don't know how Huo Jingwei can stand it, she doesn't brush her teeth, wash her face or take a bath for a few days, and he still has to sleep with her every night.
Hehe, it can only prove once again that Huo Jingwei does have a strong taste.
Huang Ruirui took a shower and changed clothes and was ready to go to work, since Wang Qiuling didn't want to recognize her, then she didn't recognize her, didn't she say that her life is very stable now? Didn't you say that she lived a peaceful life? Then it would be better for her.
Unexpectedly, she ran into Wang Qiuling downstairs, and saw her wandering in front of the flower bed, as if waiting for someone.
Although they have decided to let go of each other, Huang Ruirui was still a little excited when she saw her figure.
Wang Qiuling also saw her, her mouth opened, she wanted to say something, but she couldn't say anything, it seemed that she was also contradictory.
This tangled and contradictory look fell in Huang Ruirui's eyes, and Huang Ruirui suddenly forgave her.
She is not wrong, leaving Huang Conggui, this is the choice that everyone should have, doesn't she want to break off from Huang Conggui the same?
There is nothing wrong with her maintaining her current stable life, she doesn't want to go back to the past, and she will be entangled with Huang Conggui again, which is also a human instinctive reaction.
Huang Ruirui even understood her a little.
The two were separated by more than ten meters and looked at each other.
So, Huang Ruirui grinned, showed a bitter smile, nodded with Wang Qiuling, said hello awkwardly, and wanted to go straight to her own company.
Don't you want to recognize each other? can be completely regarded as air, when she doesn't save zĂ i, Huang Ruirui can't do it, what she can do is to say hello like this.
"Rui Rui......" Wang Qiuling called her softly.
This soft call made Huang Ruirui's heart soften, and she almost shed tears again. It's been a long time since I've heard my relatives call her so softly.
She raised her head slightly, pressed the tear ducts with her fingers, and forced all her tears back, before she turned around and faced Wang Qiuling: "Do you have something to do with me?" â
"Can we find a quieter place to talk?" Wang Qiuling asked, this little woman, who has always been a little cowardly, is really a lot of courage to come to her like this.
"Okay." Huang Ruirui briskly agreed, she didn't go to work for three days, and it didn't matter much if she didn't go today.
The two sat down in a quiet garden.
"I'm sorry that day, I didn't expect to meet you in that situation......" Wang Qiuling whispered.
Huang Ruirui smiled: "There's nothing to be sorry for, I also bumped into it unintentionally, and I didn't expect it." â
Doesn't it mean that the more panicked the situation, the first instinctive reaction of people is the most real?
She can understand Wang Qiuling, and of course she doesn't have the heart to accuse her.
"I've been very entangled and conflicted these days, I want to recognize you, but I don't want to have anything to do with your father again...... Wang Qiuling said.
"I understand." Huang Ruirui was still smiling. But this smile was really squeezed out, she didn't know what kind of expression she had to use against Wang Qiuling in addition to the smile on her face.
Sadness? Suffering? Accuse? Complain? Abhor? Hate?
She couldn't do it, so she could only face Wang Qiuling with such a forced smile.
"You don't know, you really don't know, he's just a beast ......" At the mention of Huang Conggui, Wang Qiuling almost lost control.
"I know ......" Huang Ruirui commented very objectively: "You have only been with him for three or four years, but I have been under the same roof with him for more than ten years, and I haven't been with him much since I was in high school." So, I know him better than you do. â
Wang Qiuling acquiesced, indeed, in such a comparison, Huang Ruirui should know Huang Conggui better.
"Is he okay with you?" Wang Qiuling asked.
Immediately, she felt that her question was purely looking for a draw, and when she was there, Huang Conggui was not necessarily good to Huang Ruirui, she ran away, and it is estimated that Huang Ruirui's life is even more difficult.
"It's okay, at least I'm not dead." Huang Ruirui smiled, just remembering that Huang Conggui threw her in the river and almost drowned, and there were finally tears in her eyes.
For a while, the two of them were speechless, and seemed to remember the original days again.
"It's all my ...... to blame," Wang Qiuling blamed herself.
"It's nothing to do with you......"
"You still blame me...... Wang Qiuling's eyes turned red, took out a tissue, and pressed it against her eyes.
Seeing her like this, all Huang Ruirui's grievances against her disappeared, thinking that she had eaten, slept, slept and vomited for a few days in the past few days, it was not worth it.