Chapter 222: Liu Jing's mentality
"Let's talk?"
Hong Xiao turned his head strangely, looked at Liu Jing with firm eyes, thought for a while, and said, "Okay, where are you going?" ”
"Go, go to the rooftop."
Liu Jing whispered.
It's rooftop again!
However, Hong Xiao did not refuse, and the two walked onto the rooftop one after the other.
"What would you like to talk to me about?"
Hong Xiao looked at Liu Jing, who was dressed in a nurse's uniform, and thought of the scene when they met for the first time.
On that day, Liu Jing planned to sell her hue in exchange for money to treat her mother's illness. That day, Hong Xiao decided to help poor Liu Jing.
However, because there are too many girls around him, Hong Xiao really doesn't have any thoughts about Liu Jing.
Faced with Hong Xiao's question, Liu Jing was a little overwhelmed.
"I didn't ...... Nothing, just wanted to thank you. ”
"Oh, I didn't say it, there's nothing to thank, it's fate that we met, I can't see death without help, and you don't have any burden in your heart. How is everything? Is the work still smooth? ”
Since he decided to talk for a while, Hong Xiao would of course take the initiative to find a topic.
"It's very smooth, after the family matters are resolved, I can work with peace of mind, I like the nurse profession very much."
"It's good to like it, not everyone has the opportunity to engage in their favorite industry, this is also a kind of fate, since you like it, you can do it."
Hong Xiao said with a smile.
Hong Xiao understands very well what it means for a person to be involuntarily able to engage in the industry he likes, which sounds simple, but it is too difficult to really do it.
In a person's life, there will always be all kinds of problems and difficulties, and these problems and difficulties make many people do things that they don't want to do in their hearts.
"Hong Xiao, can I ask you a question?"
At this time, Liu Jing suddenly asked.
"Absolutely." Hong Xiao replied with a smile.
"You...... Do you have a girlfriend? ”
After Liu Jing said this, her head was completely lowered, almost buried in the two bulges on her chest.
Hong Xiao didn't expect Liu Jing to ask himself such a question, which was a little messy, but he still answered honestly: "Not yet." ”
Liu Jing thought that Hong Xiao must have had a girlfriend for a long time when Hong Xiao was in a coma, after all, when Hong Xiao was in a coma before, those women must have liked Hong Xiao.
Hearing Hong Xiao say that he didn't have a girlfriend, Liu Jing was pleasantly surprised.
"What you say is true? You really don't have a girlfriend? ”
"Of course, what's there to lie about such a thing."
Hong Xiao replied as a matter of course.
"That'...... Shall I be your girlfriend then? ”
The courage that came from nowhere filled Liu Jing's heart.
She actually took the initiative to confess to Hong Xiao.
And that's not all.
After confessing, Liu Jing hugged Hong Xiao violently, stood on tiptoe, and kissed Hong Xiao's lips.
God knows what Liu Jing thinks, she has always been a quiet and reserved girl, but she didn't expect to be crazy and be able to do this.
Took the initiative to kiss Hong Xiao.
How determined is this, a shy girl dares to do this, which is enough to prove Hong Xiao's status in her heart.
The moment his lips touched, Hong Xiao was stunned.
What's going on?
I was forcibly kissed.
Liu Jing must have kissed for the first time, and her tongue was clumsily stirring in Hong Xiao's mouth.
Feel the temperature of Liu Jing's body, as well as clumsy movements.
A flame burned in Hong Xiao's body.
"Woo......"
Hong Xiao hugged the woman, turned passive into active, kissed the woman's red lips, and demanded it ragingly.
Liu Jing had obviously made all the preparations, although Hong Xiao's movements were a little rough, but they were extraordinarily cooperative.
This is the first time Hong Xiao has had a wet kiss with a woman since he returned to Huaxia, and he feels very good, and his hands have moved
Liu Jing is still a big girl with yellow flowers, where has she ever encountered such a thing, with the movements of Hong Xiao's hand, she began to twist her body unconsciously, and her mouth responded positively.
In the end, it was the first time, Liu Jing didn't know anything, and accidentally bit Hong Xiao's lip.
The sudden sharp pain in his lips made Hong Xiao's consciousness wake up all of a sudden.
What are you doing here?
I can't do this, I can't provoke other girls.
While Hong Xiao was conscious, he violently pushed Liu Jing away.
Liu Jing was still immersed in wonderful feelings, and suddenly she was pushed away and opened her eyes strangely.
"Hong Xiao...... You ......"
"Whew!" Hong Xiao took a deep breath, "Liu Jing, I'm sorry, let's calm down, I'm ......"
Before Hong Xiao's words were finished, Liu Jing's tears had already fallen.
Liu Jing was very aggrieved, very aggrieved.
As a girl, she has already taken such an initiative, confessing, hugging, and kissing.
A qiē is all on their own initiative.
originally thought that Hong Xiao would be moved, but he actually pushed himself away.
At this moment, grievances, helplessness, and despair filled Liu Jing's heart.
Hong Xiao looked at Liu Jing's eyes, and felt very uncomfortable, but there was no way!
"Liu Jing, don't cry, listen to me, I'm ......"
Before Hong Xiao's words were finished, Liu Jing wiped a handful of tears and rushed to the edge of the rooftop!
"What are you going to do?"
After Hong Xiao was stunned for a moment, Huo Ran woke up, Liu Jing was going to jump!
This is a rooftop, dozens of meters high, if Liu Jing jumps, she will definitely die!
This is simply suicide!
Of course, Hong Xiao wouldn't let her jump.
The figure shot like a spring to the rooftop, stopped in front of Liu Jing, grabbed her by the waist, and then grabbed her two arms fiercely.
"Are you crazy? Why do you suddenly seek death!? ”
Hong Xiao was a little angry, but he saw Liu Jing's eyes as calm as stagnant water.
Hong Xiao was stunned, and didn't know how to speak for a while.
This kind of look is what a desperate person can have.
He was just pushing her away, how could she be so desperate?
Hong Xiao must not understand that a shy girl took the initiative to confess, hug, and kiss, and was finally pushed away.
That huge sense of disparity can make a girl completely collapse.
After a long time, Hong Xiao helped Liu Jing and said in a low voice:
"I'm sorry."
Liu Jing looked at him sadly, but shook her head: "Needless to say, I'm sorry, it's me who can't do it, and I'm not worthy of you." ”
I don't know why, when I heard the words "I'm not worthy of you" from Liu Jing's mouth, Hong Xiao's heart was inexplicably clear.
"No matter what, you shouldn't seek death, you live not only for yourself."
Hong Xiao could only persuade.
Liu Jing bit her thin lip, but did not speak again.
Hong Xiao looked at Liu Jing and sighed.
In this way, it may be too cruel for a girl.
Hong Xiao didn't speak, and Liu Jing didn't speak.
Suddenly, Liu Jing lowered her head and cried indulgently, crying heartbreakingly.
Crying and crying, Liu Jing began to whisper to herself.
"When I found out that my mom needed a lot of money for surgery, my life suddenly went dark, and I didn't know where I was going to get the money.
That's when I realized that my life didn't have any meaning at all! The qiē I fought for was just a big joke!
When faced with the suffering of my family, I couldn't help at all.
Later, the bad old man made a condition with me that he wanted to possess me, and if I agreed, he would give me money.
On that day, I was even ready to let the old man succeed, and as soon as I got the money and cured my mother's illness, I committed suicide.
As long as I am possessed by that old man, I will not have the courage to live in this world.
But I didn't expect to meet you, you ruined my plan, and then gave me money.
At that time, when you said to give me money, I was your woman, and I also appointed, at least, you should be younger than that bad old man, and you should be possessed by you, and it is better than being spoiled by that bad old man. ”
Liu Jing was so pained that she almost fainted, and her voice became hoarse.
Today's Liu Jing, every qiē in the world is gray, and there is no hope in sight.
Hong Xiao pushed her away, which represented rejection.
What Liu Jing is most afraid of is rejection, and it is the rejection of the only man she has ever liked in her life.
"Liu Jing, you still have a family, and you have a future, you want to commit suicide so lightly, your family knows about it, what will they think? Your friends got it? What will they think? You have to cheer up! ”
Hong Xiao Zhengse said.
Liu Jing raised her head and said with tears in her eyes: "I know, I know all this, but I don't have the courage to live anymore."
Do you know? I like you, I've been in love with you for a long time, but you rejected me, why am I still alive? ”
Hong Xiao was stunned.
I really don't know how to face this qiē.
For Hong Xiao, the two words in Liu Jing's mouth were a little too abrupt.
Although I already thought that Liu Jing liked herself, otherwise she would not have done what she did before.
However, when I actually heard these two words from her mouth, the feeling was completely different.
"You...... True...... Really like me? ”
Hong Xiao asked idiotically.
A blush appeared on Liu Jing's face, and she replied, "If I don't like you, how can I confess to you; If I don't like you, how can I take the initiative to hug you; If I don't like you, how can I take the initiative to kiss you! ”
Facing Liu Jing's series of rhetorical questions, Hong Xiao was a little indifferent and said: "Even if you like me, you won't commit suicide, without me, you can still live well." ”
"Impossible."
Unexpectedly, after hearing Hong Xiao's words, Liu Jing actually pushed Hong Xiao away and shouted loudly at him.
"Hong Xiao, you are the first man I love in my life, and the only one, I can't live without you."
"What? You can't live without me? ”
Hong Xiao asked in disbelief, his tone trembling a little.
This sentence was a little too heavy for him.
It was like a big mountain, pressing heavily on Hong Xiao's heart, making him a little breathless.
Hong Xiao knew that Liu Jing was telling the truth, and her every move showed that she was not lying.
However, why does Liu Jing love herself, and she loves her so deeply.
Seeing Hong Xiao's appearance, Liu Jing seemed to be a little disbelieving, and couldn't help but complain: "I have sold myself to you because of 200,000, but now I have feelings for you and fall in love with you, do you think that I am not worthy?" ”
"I didn't ...... No, I didn't think so. ”
Hong Xiao really didn't think so.
However, Hong Xiao's distracted appearance is indeed difficult for Liu Jing to believe, it seems to be a perfunctory.
A miserable smile appeared on Liu Jing's face.
"Indeed, I was self-inflicted.
I'm just an ordinary person, not even an ordinary person, and I've sold myself to you for just 200,000 yuan that is not a problem at all in your opinion.
Although I don't know your identity, it's certainly not ordinary.
People like you have money, status, and can have any woman you want, and I am a Cinderella, and I am a Cinderella who is in love with the prince.
It's normal for a big man like you to look down on me and dislike me, isn't it ridiculous? Sad? ”
Liu Jing looked at Hong Xiao with tears in her eyes, and suddenly roared: "But even so, you can't deprive me of my right to love you." ”