Chapter 105: Confession

The rain did not stop all night, and in the early morning, Li Luan'er saw that the sky was still gloomy, and decided not to rush to leave, and stayed in this town for another day, waiting for the rain before leaving.

Naturally, the same is true of the Yan family's convoy.

At noon, the girl of the Yan family was ordered to send some food, which made Li Chun very happy, Li Luan'er also used some, and felt that the taste was not bad, so she invited Mrs. Jin to eat, Mrs. Jin only said that she was not hungry, and the two of them finished the food.

In the evening, the heavy rain of the day and night finally cleared, and the eastern sky lit up with a rainbow, which looked very beautiful.

Yan Chengyue sat in a wheelchair and looked at the east, her mood was as bright as the rainbow.

Although Yan Chengyue didn't know if Li Luan'er had him in his heart, he always knew that Li Luan'er didn't look down on him, and he didn't think he was a burden and a waste, which made him very happy.

"Young Master, do you want dinner?" Yan Chengyue was in a good mood, Yan Yi was naturally in a good mood, and stepped forward to ask with a smile.

Yan Chengyue raised his hand: "Get some rice porridge and make two light side dishes." ”

As soon as he finished speaking, he heard a burst of laughter, and looked over to the voice, but saw Li Luan'er in a light blue dress floating over, she held a red food box in her hand, and said with a smile: "It seems that I came just right." ”

While speaking, Li Luan'er had already approached, she put the box of food away, took out the food inside and placed them one by one, it was the thick millet porridge boiled, plus a plate of cucumber with sauce, a plate of vegetarian stir-fried cabbage, and a plate of cold spinach: "Brother Yan, look, these dishes are vegetarian?" ”

Yan Chengyue also smiled: "You don't need to eat this dish, just looking at it makes me feel appetizing." ”

Li Luan'er brushed her hair and sat down: "My skills are not as good as my brother's, and I can't make complicated dishes, so I can only make these porridge dishes, if Brother Yan doesn't dislike it, I will eat more." ”

Yan Chengyue was in a better mood, picked up the chopsticks and tasted it, not to mention how it tasted, this was made by Li Luan'er himself, which made him feel more delicious than the palace meal: "This dish is good, it suits my appetite very much." ”

"Then Brother Yan will use more." Li Luan'er didn't go to eat either, and sat aside and looked at Yan Chengyue: "I still have it there, I'll help you get it after eating." ”

Her voice is clear and pleasant, it sounds like a piano sound, and Yan Chengyue's heart is crispy and ironing.

Yan Chengyue drank porridge while watching Li Luan'er raise her hands lightly, picking up mahogany chopsticks to give him vegetables, although Li Luan'er often went into the mountains to hunt, and the family did a lot of work, but because of her cultivation of the exercises, her hands were not rough at all, but as delicate as white jade.

Her hands are very beautiful, her fingers are slender, her fingertips are cut like spring onions, her nails are not as long as today's girls, but cut and fingers flush, however, the repaired ones are also smooth and neat, the ten finger nails are clean and plain, not dyed with any color, it is the kind of natural light powder, but like the peach petals in March, it is so moist and bright, it looks really good.

Where can Yan Chengyue still take care of eating, just looking at Li Luan'er's hand is stunned.

He was born in a family since he was a child, and there are many girls to serve, and there are many good-looking women who have seen such a big age, but the big girls in the family are all good-looking, except for the girls who do rough work, the rest of the maids also attach importance to their hands, a pair of good maintenance, and there are many good-looking hands.

Yan Chengyue didn't know how much he had seen, but that's it, Yan Chengyue still felt that Li Luan'er's hands were the best-looking, the fingertips, the slightly hooked fingers were like hooks, hooking his heart a little bit.

He finally knew where the name Red Crisp Hand came from, Yan Chengyue couldn't help but think, if so, if he was touched by such a pair of hands, or put such a pair of hands in his hands to play, even if he was willing to die.

Originally, he didn't understand why so many people were obsessed with beauty, and now he finally understood the meaning of the words peony flower dying, and being a ghost was also romantic, and his heart said, no wonder many kings throughout the ages have been in the government for the sake of beauty, but it turns out that with the person he likes, he is happy in everything he does, even if he loses his life, he is afraid and happy.

"Brother Yan?" Li Luan'er frowned: "Why don't you eat it." ”

A sentence interrupted Yan Chengyue's conjecture, he suddenly felt embarrassed, his face was swollen red for a while, and he couldn't help coughing lightly: "Just eat." ”

Li Luan'er smiled and put down her chopsticks: "The rain has stopped today, we are about to set off tomorrow, what does Brother Yan think, you will go with us tomorrow." ”

Yan Chengyue put down the bowl and looked at Li Luan'er: "This is natural, it is always more convenient for the two of us to go together." ”

"That's good." Li Luan'er responded: "Tomorrow we will wait for Brother Yan." ”

After a while, Yan Chengyue ate two bowls of rice porridge and ate all the dishes on the plate, Li Luan'er cleaned up the dishes before she was about to cover the lid of the food box, but she heard Yan Chengyue say softly: "Sister, the eldest brother has something I want to ask you." ”

"Big brother say it." Li Luan'er sat down again and looked at Yan Chengyue.

Yan Chengyue was a little nervous by her look, took a deep breath, and mustered up the courage to ask, "Have you ever thought about remarrying?" ”

"Why did Brother Yan ask this question?" Li Luan'er was suddenly surprised: "Could it be that Brother Yan is still ready to be a matchmaker with me?" ”

What she said was a joke, but in Yan Chengyue's ears, it was extremely uncomfortable: "My sister has a sweetheart? ”

Li Luan'er shook her head and chuckled: "How can there be?" When I was abandoned by the Cui family, I was about to lose my life, and I was patronizing to make money to support my family for more than a year, where can I take care of my life. ”

"That girl is ......," Yan Chengyue asked again.

Li Luan'er thought for a while: "Maybe you don't marry or not, Brother Yan also knows that Feng'er doesn't know what it will look like when she first enters the palace, plus my brother is like that, I can't bear to leave him alone, I always have to take care of the family, I thought that I would take care of my brother in the future, it doesn't matter if I marry or not, and then I thought about it, it would be a loss to live this life without a person who knows cold and hot, so I thought that if there is a suitable one, he will not dislike the situation in our family, and it will not hurt if I can ask me to take care of the family, and it doesn't hurt to marry." ”

Speaking of this, Li Luan'er smiled bitterly, lowered her head and whispered: "I don't have any side requirements, I don't care if he has any talent, just he is good to me, good to my brother, if he doesn't turn his back, it will be done, anyway, I have a pair of hands, and I can make money to support myself, what I ask is to let my sister rest assured, after my brother marries a wife, I also have a home of my own, live this life, at least have a child of my own." ”

This is Li Luan'er's heart's words, when she came to ancient times, she originally planned to never marry again for the rest of her life, and then she thought about it and lost a lot, in modern times, because of the advent of the end times, she no longer believes in people's hearts, she lived for more than forty years and was an old virgin, and she was alone until she died.

She just wanted to find a man who didn't have much potential, and she could suppress it, so that he didn't dare to take a concubine or betray herself, so she regarded herself as a man, married an honest daughter-in-law, and then gave birth to a few children of her own, at least, she also tasted what it was like to be a mother.

Li Luan'er thinks so, and doesn't feel how wronged she is, the last days are an era of chaos and chaos, and the strong are respected, men are strong and raise a few mistresses, if a woman is strong, raise ten or eight lovers, who will care, and even some good men and women want to rely on the strong to survive.

Li Luan'er felt that her thoughts were normal, she was very strong and could support a man, so there was nothing wrong with finding a good-looking man who was loyal to her and kept in captivity.

However, Yan Chengyue was shocked by Li Luan'er's words, and couldn't come back to his senses for a long time.

After a while, Yan Chengyue reached out and stroked his chest, feeling a pain in his heart, and Li Luan'er's words made him feel sorry.

He thought that Li Luan'er had no face and self-esteem when he called the Cui family, so he had this kind of thought, this idea of not taking himself seriously and giving up on himself.

In an instant, Yan Chengyue hated Cui Zhenggong's man even more, and pitied Li Luan'er even more.

Because of this pity, he said in a much softer tone: "Then Luan'er sister see if the eldest brother meets your conditions?" ”

"What?" Li Luan'er opened her mouth wide in fright, with a look of disbelief: "Brother Yan, don't talk nonsense, you, how can you ......?"

Yan Chengyue chuckled: "I'm not talking nonsense, sister think about it, I can't say it's really suitable for you, first, it's not that I'm boasting, I read a lot of books, my sister married me, and the two of us can talk about it in the future, second, I think my appearance is okay, and my sister won't feel hateful when she looks at me, third, I'm a cripple, although I have some surplus money in my hand, but it's not much, and I won't have much interest in the future, and my sister doesn't have to be afraid that I will abandon my wife and children for the sake of glory and wealth." ”

finally said the words in his heart, Yan Chengyue's heart was relaxed for a while, and the more he spoke, the smoother he became: "Besides, my sister also knows my situation, I can't walk with my legs, that is, I did something wrong, my sister wants to be punished, and it's up to you, I can't run, let alone run out to look for flowers and ask willows, people like me, my sister is the most relieved but not." ”

"One more word." Seeing that Li Luan'er hadn't come back to her senses yet, Yan Chengyue had a few thoughts of joking: "Needless to say, my sister's appearance is naturally needless to say, I am conceited that I can be considered worthy of the table, and the appearance of our children will not be bad in the future." ”

"Huh?"

Li Luan'er couldn't come back to her senses for a long time, really, she really didn't expect Yan Chengyue to confess to her today.

Li Luan'er looked at Yan Chengyue and pinched herself fiercely: "This, this, Brother Yan, aren't you joking?" ”

Yan Chengyue shook his head: "A lifelong event, how can it be child's play." ”

"However, I ......" Li Luan'er knew that the ancients attached great importance to the reputation of chastity, and knew that although Yan Chengyue was a cripple, the Yan family was a big family, and he wanted to marry a wife, and he could marry the concubines of those big families, or the daughters of small officials, and he would never be as pitiful as he said, as if he couldn't get a wife: "I am an abandoned woman." ”

"I'm a cripple." Yan Chengyue blocked Li Luan'er's mouth with a word, which made Li Luan'er's angry face red: "This, this is different." ”

"Why should the girl be arrogant?" Yan Chengyue didn't want Li Luan'er to say anything self-deprecating, and immediately pulled down her face: "When you leave the Cui family, who doesn't know that you are virtuous and virtuous, and there is nothing wrong with it, it is the Cui family who is greedy for vanity, so I treacherously divorced you, and besides, the sister is good and self-reliant, I think the sister is excellent, but I broke my legs, life is inconvenient, and there will be no future in my career, but I am more afraid that my sister will dislike me." ”

Speaking of this, he glanced at Li Luan'er meaningfully: "Isn't it, my sister really dislikes me?" ”

"No, no." Li Luan'er hurriedly waved her hand: "This, this thing, it's too sudden, Brother Yan let me think about it." ”RS