The first time, infatuation
After 16 years of war, the constant beacon fire and wolf smoke gradually dimmed, and the world was quiet on the surface, and there was even a trend of unification. In fact, there was an undercurrent surging, and many small countries were overdrawn by the perennial wars, and although the large countries were victorious, they also suffered heavy casualties.
The rare tranquility of the troubled times is the time for them to repair, and many rising countries are eyeing the world, thinking of unifying the world with their own strength. or form an alliance against a powerful country, and the secret recruitment has never stopped.
The world is about to break out.
Among those troubled countries, Donglin in the east and Fenghua in the south are tied for the most powerful countries, and they are the only countries that have not been at war in this troubled world.
In addition, the chronology and currency writing of the two countries are basically the same, and many people speculate that the two countries may merge in the near future. However, it is only regarded as a joke after dinner, and even if the two countries really have the intention of merging, there must be a reason.
But they can't even do the most ordinary harmony, how can they merge so unjustly.
However, recently, this rumor and conjecture have swarmed again, because Fenghua's queen, the legendary woman Yaoxin, is pregnant.
Although it is not known whether the unborn child is male or female, her existence has caused an uproar, and of course it has caused an unprecedented crisis for some countries with small ambitions. If the east is facing and Fenghua merges, then they will inevitably not be able to make any waves.
was pregnant at the same time as Yaoxin, as well as Concubine Yagui from the east, but because of her embarrassing identity, the birth of that child not only did no one look forward to, but also held the resentment of the Queen Yang.
It's just that because the child with grace is as big as the child in Yaoxin's arms, Emperor Ming prefers Yaoxin's child, so when he knew about the child with graceful style, he came to visit for the first time.
The Yang family had planned to dispose of the child quietly, although Feng Rouya was titled a concubine, but she was actually very unfavored. And her child can't pose any threat to her child, who is already the crown prince, but she must take precautions.
The sudden arrival of Emperor Ming flattered Feng Rouya, because since she entered the palace a month ago, she had never seen Emperor Ming at all except on the day of the wedding. Now the person who is thinking about it suddenly appears, just for the sake of the child who is stained with other people's light.
This month, Feng Rouya has long been no longer the soft and weak lady, and the darkness in this gorgeous court has been staged again and again in front of her eyes. At first, she could deceive herself, but later she watched and listened more, and with Emperor Ming's attitude, she couldn't even keep her ridiculous fantasies about wanting to deceive herself.
"You're pregnant, you need to take care of it."
"Yes."
"I've already asked the hospital to send some supplements."
"Concubine, thank you to the emperor."
"Then you can rest for a long time."
“……”
In just a few words, Feng Rouya had already left before she could answer, and the bright yellow figure pierced her heart. Feng Rouya wanted to say that it was the sand that got into her eyes, but the tears kept flowing, she couldn't even fool herself, how could she fool others?
Zhu'er is Feng Rouya's personal maid, she grew up with Feng Rouya since she was a child, and she and Feng Ting did not agree with Feng Rouya when she entered the palace. But she couldn't resist Feng Rouya's bitter pleading, and she still followed Feng Rouya into the palace after the end.
This month seems to have passed decades for Feng Rouya.
She used to think that the young lady was too childish, but now that she sees Feng Rouya so calm and steady, she can't be happy.
Zhu'er gently took a cloak and put it on Feng Rouya, and then silently appeared beside her, this wordless support made Feng Rouya even more sad.
"Miss, the wind is blowing."
"Zhu'er, help me into the house."
"Yes."
The kind of dignity of Queen Yaoxin is something she can't hope for, and she only wants her child to be born safely now, because this child is her most delusional fantasy. But in this deep palace compound, this simple hope can only be an extravagant hope, and this time, she has to make her brother work hard for her.
As an unfavored concubine, Feng Rouya's only lucky thing is that she has an elder brother Feng Ting, the richest man in the east.
After that day, Feng Rouya returned to the optimistic and cheerful and childish Miss Feng family before, but only Zhu'er knew that her young lady was no longer the same.
Everything she had now, all her disguises, was just for the child who gave her all her hope, and the ruthless emperor she couldn't forget.
"Mother, how did you get here?"
This is already the ninth day, Feng Rouya stood at the place where Emperor Ming came that day, looking at it in a daze, but her hand unconsciously stroked the little life that had not yet moved.
Zhu'er shook her head helplessly and sighed heavily.
"The house is stuffy, come out for a walk."
Zhu'er didn't tear down Feng Rouya, but this time she didn't accompany Feng Rouya as before, but went around to her.
"Miss, the emperor has gone to Fenghua."
Facing the unfamiliar firmness in Zhu'er's familiar eyes, the elegant disguise of the wind was suddenly exposed to the blue sky and white day, so bright that she had nothing to hide.
"Huh...... I know that the baby is receiving someone else's light. Then he looked at the place where no one would appear anymore, "It's just that I still can't forget it, and I can't help but want to get closer when I see him." ”
That kind of love has existed since the first sight of Emperor Ming, and now it is getting deeper and deeper, and she understands that she has to be trapped here by herself. It's just that she took pity on Zhu'er and that child, and even caused her brother to worry about her.
"Miss, I can't say this again. The little master is also of royal blood, no matter what others do, this is a fact. ”
"Zhu'er, thank you."
"Zhu'er only hopes that Miss can cheer up, for the sake of the little master, for the sake of Miss yourself, and even more for the sake of the young master and the Feng family."
"Okay."
The familiar smile appeared on Feng Rouya's face, so gentle, as if the sunlight had lost its color.
Now that she has fallen to this point, she can't blame others, she only blames herself for falling in love with someone she shouldn't love, and she should bear such an ending.
Still, she never regretted it.
Whether she is stubborn or stupid, she doesn't care, from the time she saw Emperor Ming, she had already fallen into it involuntarily. 's love for Emperor Ming almost exhausted all her strength, as if she was in a swamp, unable to extricate herself, but even if she knew that the road would sink deeper and deeper, Feng Rouya never thought of struggling for half a point.
Feng Rouya looked at her lower abdomen gently, where was all her hopes, and it was also the reason for her to survive in this deep palace compound. Only in this way will she have the motivation to continue to live, continue to watch her beloved go to have fun with others night after night, and continue to bear the unforgettable pain.
Wu Zi was happy and sad to write, Feng Rouya didn't even notice the figure that moved involuntarily in the bamboo forest not far away when she turned around.
"Master?"
"Let's go."
If Feng Rouya saw that person's handsome face, she would be ecstatic.