352. The deeper the love, the deeper the wound

The deeper I love you, the deeper the scars on my heart will be.

The mountains are full of late autumn, the forests are dyed, the breeze is everywhere, and the weather is very cold.

"Senior sister; It's been a long time, why don't you say a word? Aren't you welcome me to come and see you? After being silent with each other for a long time, Ximen Yonghao couldn't hold it back anymore, he didn't know why Leng Rujin didn't say a word when he saw him, why her face was so cold, she hadn't seen her for many days, but he couldn't see the past lovesickness from her.

Leng Rujin slowly raised her head, and as soon as she let go, the leaf that was crumpled into a ball in her hand fell to the ground, "Do you love me?" Leng Rujin's words were cold and hard, even with a hint of majesty, like a judge interrogating a prisoner, and as soon as the wind blew, her words immediately broke away.

Ximen Yonghao was stunned for a moment, and said in his heart Why did she suddenly ask this question, in fact, she also asked herself countless times what kind of feelings she had for Jin? However, there is no word love in the answer countless times, but no matter what, he can't leave her alone, he knows his position in the other party's mind, but in the face of Rujin's heart, suddenly a sense of guilt is like silk entwined in his heart, in fact, this kind of guilt is not only now, maybe it is from when he began to love Ping'er, maybe from when he reluctantly agreed to marry Chen Yingying, maybe it is......

"Why don't you speak?" Ximen Yonghao's bowed head and silence made Leng Rujin feel heartache, if he loved him, he would never hesitate, maybe it was his hesitation that proved Shangguan Tianjue's words, if a person really loves you, you will give up a qiē for you, he doesn't, he acts to prove that he really doesn't love himself, that doesn't love, if that's the case, what should I do? The love that has been given is like the tide that can never be recovered.

Ximen Yonghao raised his head slowly, but he didn't dare to face Leng Rujin's eyes, he was afraid of the trace of tenderness in her eyes, and he was even more afraid of facing her expectant eyes, "Senior sister, I-I-how can I not love you, I know that you must be sad about my engagement with Chen Yingying, you must be sad because I haven't come to see you for many days, you should understand that everything I have to do is my last resort, junior sister; You've always been the one who knows me best, and I think you should be able to understand that. Ximen Yonghao tried his best to maintain that calmness, but his gaze was still a little erratic, and he still didn't dare to face Leng Rujin's gaze.

"I've always understood you, so do you understand me?" Leng Rujin asked coldly.

"This—" Ximen Yonghao's face was a little embarrassed, and then he immediately regained his calm; "Look at you're joking again, of course I understand you, we've been together for so many years, how can I not understand you." Ximen Yonghao's answer completely shattered Leng Rujin's last hope, and in her opinion, the other party was perfunctory.

Leng Rujin took out a jade pendant from his arms and shook it in front of Ximen Yonghao; "Do you remember this?"

Ximen Yonghao looked at the jade pendant, flashing with a cold green halo, "Of course I remember, this is our witness's testimony to each other after our master made a marriage contract for us that day, this Kunlun Lengyu and the male golden unicorn where I am are our witness, why did you suddenly ask about this?" When Ximen Yonghao thought of this, he felt ashamed that he had broken the marriage contract of the day.

"I thought you didn't remember."

"How is it possible, junior sister, although I can't let you be my wife, but I promise you that I will never break our marriage contract, and the oath we made in front of the two-dimensional master that day will depend on each other in life and death, and we will never give up." Although Ximen Yonghao said it loudly, in Rujin's opinion, the weight was as light as a feather.

"Do you know what I would most like to do?" Leng Rujin kicked the jade pendant again, and she stared at Ximen Yonghao with her eyes like a torch.

Simon Yonghao said without thinking; "Revenge, of course."

Leng Rujin smiled helplessly, "You said you knew me, but in fact, you didn't know me at all,"

"What do you mean by that? Isn't revenge a long-cherished wish of yours? Isn't that your ambition? Ximen Yonghao felt that Leng Rujin was a little wrong at the moment, but he still had to work hard to endure her, who let himself lose her.

Leng Rujin stood tall and sneered again, "Do you think I will be happy after revenge?" ”

"Of course, if you want to get rid of the hatred in your heart, draw your sword and kill the enemy, you should be happy at that time." In Ximen Yonghao's memory, Leng Rujin's biggest long-cherished wish was to kill Murong Yichuan to avenge her father, so he thought that killing the enemy was her greatest happiness.

Leng Rujin lowered her head in pain, she was really disappointed, why did the person who made herself tolerant was not the man in front of her, but the man who had not been seen for the first time, God knows how painful it was to live with hatred over the years, and when she learned to be tolerant, she understood what it meant to be true from the loyalty of Shangguan Tian's absolute Fu Wang, and he understood what it meant from the Fu King's care for Wanruo, but this qiē was his own luxury, and his long-cherished wish was no longer just revenge, Instead, you need someone who truly loves yourself.

For a long time, Leng Rujin slowly raised her head, but there was no cold water in her eyes, only resentment towards the man in front of her; "Senior brother, you have disappointed me too much." After that, Leng Rujin quickly stood up, and then left Ximen Yonghao's sight without looking back, fine Yonghao was trying to catch up, but the other party was nowhere to be seen, Leng Rujin's light skills were a must, Ximen Yonghao was not his opponent at all, he left this place proudly, but he still remembered Leng Rujin in his heart, because her love was very bad when she left.