Infatuation is not a fault, but if your love is too humble, it is a fault.

No matter how deep the love is, when you find that the person you love does not have you at all, then you should retreat and withdraw, instead of blindly entanglement, you can even let go of dignity for the sake of love, it is really not worth it, it is really not worth it.

Ximen Yonghao and Leng Rujin came to the room arranged for them by the shopkeeper, the room was quite spacious, there was a table of eight immortals in the room, and a small table of eight immortals, on which were placed teapots and bowls, and there were two thermos bottles next to it. There were also a few small stools, a stove, and a neat and clean bed, and a basin in the corner, and some simple daily necessities beside it, and the two were quite satisfied with the house, so the young man was busy making them a pot of tea, and put it on the table, and said to them with a smile on his face; "Do you have any other orders?"

West Gate Yonghao Road; "It's almost time for dinner, go get us some side dishes and a few pancakes."

The young man agreed, said the guest waited, and then walked out of the room.

The door was closed, and there were only two people left in the room, Ru Jin and Ximen Yonghao, the two of them glanced at each other, but Yonghao still felt embarrassed, he angrily understood why Ru Jin had to arrange a room, they are not husband and wife now, how can they sleep in a house, so inconvenient.

Leng Rujin's sharp eyes are straight Ximen Yonghao, what a smart person she is, she can see the other party's thoughts at a glance.

"Senior brother; What are you thinking? Ru Jin asked knowingly, her expression looking very relaxed.

Ximen Yonghao didn't know how to answer, he subconsciously avoided Rujin's eyes, and said perfunctorily; "No, I didn't think about anything," how could Ximen Yonghao say his inner thoughts, so he hurriedly picked up the tea bowl and drank tea, trying to hide the past.

Leng Rujin looked at Ximen Yonghao's attitude towards herself, and her heart was a little uncomfortable, the reason why she arranged it like this only she knew why, she just wanted to take advantage of this rare opportunity to be alone to dedicate herself, maybe only in this way could she tie his heart, Rujin had already sensed Yonghao's heart that ran away, she just wanted to stop him from pulling back, since he couldn't give himself a position as a wife, it was okay to give his heart to himself, but his heart was going away, Rujin was so afraid, I'm afraid that one day I will completely lose him, she doesn't dare to think about this, she may think of Shangguan Tianjue's words that the other party doesn't love herself at all, if you love, you will definitely abandon a qiē to give yourself happiness, but the other party doesn't, Rujin once upon a time didn't resent Ximen Yonghao, but the more she loved, the stronger she became. , Leng Rujin knew that the game she loved was humble, but she had already decided that she was his Simon Yonghao woman in this life and this life, so she had to follow him no matter what, and she could not want anything for himself, even life.

Ximen Yonghao held the tea bowl thoughtfully, he wanted to say to Rujin that it is better for us not to live in a house, but in the face of Rujin, he really couldn't open his mouth, he didn't know how to speak, how to say.

"Senior sister; I'll go out for a walk first. Ximen Yonghao felt a little depressed, so he wanted to walk alone.

Leng Rujin didn't speak, just nodded slightly, and Ximen Yonghao got up and walked out of the room.

When night fell, Ximen Yonghao walked around the inn at will, he was thinking about how to talk to Rujin and say that we don't want to live together, but if he said that he was afraid of hurting her heart, Yonghao also understood that Rujin was deliberate, a girl could openly say in front of outsiders that she wanted to live with a man, how much courage it takes, but in the face of Rujin's feelings, he really feels a little unbearable, if they are together, he is really afraid that it will be difficult to hold himself, so he has done something that should not be, Yonghao's heart was extremely conflicted and uncomfortable.

When Ximen Yonghao returned to the room, Ru Jin had already lit the lamp, and the soft light sprinkled all over the room, giving people a particularly warm feeling, and the food was placed on the table, and Ru Jin was sitting at the table.

"Senior brother; The guy just delivered the meal, I think you must be broken, come and eat. Leng Rujin said lightly, she handed a pair of chopsticks to Yonghao's operation, and then took another pair herself, this moment is so familiar, as if it was more than half a year ago, more than half a year ago they were still in Xishan, and they get along day and night, eat together, practice martial arts together, every time they eat Rujin will first hand the chopsticks to Yonghao, and then take their own, and then they sit opposite each other to eat together, sometimes they will say something, but most of the time they don't say it, although there is no word at the dinner table, However, the hearts of the two men are similar.

Ximen Yonghao took the chopsticks handed by Ru Jin, and sat directly opposite Ru Jin as before, but when he saw a table of food, he was already drooling, not because the food was rich, but because he was really hungry, and he didn't have a good meal for a day, so at this time, when he saw the hot meal, he was naturally hungry, and a small hand seemed to appear in his stomach and then he couldn't wait to stretch out his throat and dig up all the food on the table.

"Senior brother; These beans are very simple, not as simple as what you eat at home on weekdays, so you can make do with them. Rujin took a piece of lean meat with chopsticks and put it in Yonghao's bowl.

Yonghao smiled and said; "Where did the junior sister say, when I used to study art in the mountains, I didn't follow the master every day with the coarse tea and light rice, I think this meal is good, although I returned to the General's Mansion, but I haven't changed, I'm still the same me." Ru Jin heard Yong Hao say that I am still the same me, but somehow I feel that this sentence is a little ridiculous, in Ru Jin's opinion, he is no longer the original him, but Ru Jin is still very happy to see Yong Hao eat the meat he sandwiched to him.

After Rujin swallowed the food in her mouth, she said with some emotion; '"Senior brother; It's been a long time since we've sat down for a meal together, and it's a good feeling. Ru Jin's eyes flowed with a kind of reminiscence of the good old days, and a kind of satisfaction for the assassin.

Ximen Yonghao did not forget the past, he also recalled the bits and pieces of the past and Rujin, and suddenly felt that these were so far away from him, it turned out that he was burying those memories little by little, not deliberately to bury, but a kind of natural.