Chapter 361: My Heart Is Enough

Jiang Xinyue shook her head helplessly, and said lightly: "And that teacher of mine obediently squatted outside the van, listening to me screaming, kicking and beating in the car, listening to the evil laughter of those beasts, he didn't dare to save me because he was not strong enough." I was seventeen years old that year......"

Lin Fei couldn't help shaking his head, his heart was full of colic, a thin layer of mist unconsciously emerged from his eyes with a cold light, his throat moved, and he whispered: "Sister Xinyue......" He really didn't know what to say, and slowly raised his hand to grab Jiang Xinyue's cold jade hand.

Jiang Xinyue's body trembled suddenly, Lin Fei hurriedly withdrew his hand, and said with a smile: "Sister Xinyue, I'm sorry."

"How did you get so bold?" Jiang Xinyue chuckled, biting her bleeding lips, gently stretched out her hands, tightly held Lin Fei's hot and hard hand, and said in a low voice: "Lin Fei, thank you......"

Lin Fei frowned and whispered, "Sister Xinyue, I really didn't expect your life to be so miserable, Ruoyun has never mentioned it to me. ”

"I haven't told anyone about it." Jiang Xinyue stared at Lin Fei affectionately, "You are the first person to hear me say this in person. ”

"I see......" Lin Fei nodded, and he put his other hand on Jiang Xinyue's hand as well, hoping to warm the woman's coldness with his scorching heat.

"Those filthy and shameful brutes threw me out of the car and drove away. On that cold night, on that indifferent street, in disheveled clothes, I looked at many passers-by pointing at me in the distance, looking at my teacher who was at a loss, and I thought of dying.

Thanks to my teacher, although he was weak, he was very good at persuading, and he told me that this matter must be endured, because even if we knew who instigated it, there was no hope of winning the lawsuit. He made me understand that I was a commoner and could not afford to offend those powerful people. He also encouraged me and hoped that I would be strong and cheer up and continue to complete my studies.

Gradually, I thought about it, buried it deep in my heart, and when I got home, I didn't mention it to my parents, and I didn't want them to be sad with me.

My teacher was very kind, in order to maintain my dignity, he didn't say anything about it, but secretly told our principal, who was very nice, she usually treated me like a mother, and when she knew this, she talked to me many times.

Later, with the help of the principal and teachers, and with my own efforts, I was admitted to another first-class university. When I was in college, I was still at the top of my studies, and as a result, I was sent to study abroad by the school. Speaking of this, Jiang Xinyue smiled faintly, "So, I think that those who can control their fate have to rely on their own ......."

"Sister Crescent, you are such an amazing woman. That's right, fate is in our own hands, even if there are many ups and downs, as long as we are indomitable and do not bow our heads and admit defeat, we will become a winner. Lin Fei faintly felt the shadow of Bai Ruoyun on Jiang Xinyue's body, and their spirit of not bowing to fate was indeed very similar.

"I admit that I did not admit defeat lightly, nor did I stop after stumbling over the bumps, nor did I succumb to the injustice of fate.

However, since that incident, I have been left with a huge shadow in my heart.

I am a woman of flesh and blood, lust and desire, but when it comes time to talk about marriage, I dare not fall in love and dare not accept men.

Because the men in my eyes, except for the bad guys who make me hate and disgust, are honest and well-behaved men. There are some men who are brilliant, but I simply can't find that kind of security in them that can give me.

At that time, I hoped that in the future I would meet a man who stood up to the sky, who had an upright backbone, a strong iron bone, a majestic body, and a pair of strong arms, who could give me a warm embrace and protect me from being bullied by bad people.

I naively thought that as long as I met a man like that, I would never miss him. If he has no wife, and can accept me, I will promise it to me; If he is already married, or looks down on what I have experienced and cannot accept me, I would rather be a slave for the rest of my life and be with him for the rest of my life!

And you're the one I've been looking for! ”

Jiang Xinyue slowly moved her hand away, she was a little lost, looked at Lin Fei's somewhat moved look, and said with a shallow smile: "You already have a wife, even if you don't, there is a huge age difference between us." In today's society, there are no maids, and if there is, you definitely don't want to treat me as a maid. The woman sighed lightly, "Wait for the next life, but I can meet you in this life, and I can tell you what is in my heart, my heart ......is enough."

"Sister Xinyue, thank you for looking at me like this." Lin Fei looked at Jiang Xinyue silently, his throat moved, and he said with sincerity: "Don't worry, as long as I, Lin Fei, am here, I won't let you be bullied by anyone anymore!" ”

"I know that someone will really bully me in the future, and you will make the decision for me!" Jiang Xinyue had already guessed that Lin Fei would say such a thing, she smiled slightly, and said softly: "This woman of mine is a chatter, but only in front of someone I think I can confide in." Okay, having said a lot of useless nonsense, let's talk about today's events now. ”

Lin Fei frowned, scratched his head and said embarrassedly: "Okay, Sister Xinyue, I thought you forgot ......"

"How is that possible, I can see that you care about this." Jiang Xinyue propped up the dining table with both hands and leaned forward, "That friend of mine is Gao Mei, and she is the manager of Hongyu Hotel. I was going to hold a wine exchange meeting at Hongyu Hotel, and I went to her for tea this afternoon, hoping that she could give me some discounts. However, she firmly refused to help me and advised me to contact other hotels. After I kept asking, she told me that many Japanese people died there today. ”

Due to his height, Lin Fei raised his eyes and looked through Jiang Xinyue's neckline, and clearly saw the pair of towering and full on the small half of his chest, he swallowed his saliva at the two balls of white flesh that were like congealed fat, and thought to himself, in fact, mature women are also quite good, such as Erin, the feeling of being with her is completely different from Bai Ruoyun Su Miaoling......

Jiang Xinyue saw that something was wrong in Lin Fei's eyes, she peeked at her neckline, and secretly rejoiced in her heart, it turned out that she was not old enough to make men unable to raise their appetite, Jiang Xinyue put her body back, tidied up her collar, lowered her head and whispered: "Gao Mei seems to know a lot, but she didn't tell me, and asked me to keep this matter secret, but I don't think it's necessary to ...... with you."